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Achievements yokage of the hidden village of texas yaoi, Offical Iruka Representative for Houston, TX. Anime Fan Since ...blarg, like i can remember this stuff. probably about five.... Favorite Anime Slayers, YGO, FMA, Naruto, Saiyuki Goals I want to be the very best, like no one ever was! Hobbies roleplaying, cosplaying, and photoshop Talents hehe, i'll let you decide for yourself
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I don't know why I did the things I did
I don't know why I said the things I said
Pride's like a knife, it can cut deep inside
Words are like weapons, they wound sometimes
I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't wanna see you go
I know I made you cry
But baby
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that have hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back
My world was shattered, I was torn apart
Like somebody took a knife
And drove it deep in my heart
When you walked out that door
I swore that I didn't care
But I lost every thing darling then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong
I know that I was blind, and darling
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that have hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back
Alrighty peoples. I just got home from a family trip and I'm tired as hell, but today I'm going over to Kakashi's to help her back. I'll try to post more later today. There's alot to talk about, yohs.
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
"Right Here"-Staind
Yeah, I know I've posted this before But i don't give a damn right now. I'm tired. Been working for mom for the past two days and I'm effin beat. Now today wasn't so bad, I mean, I got to do some work on the computer, so you know, I figured why not try to get a hold of Kaiba* and see if she wants to rp or not? So I call her. No answer. Call her again. No answer. Call a third time. Leave a message.
Around 5:30, call her again. No answer. Call Kiba's house. Answer, but he's not there. He's with Kaiba. Fuck. Call Kaiba again. Answer. w00t, right? Wrong.
She sounds P.O'd...At me. Like I've suddenly interrupted her from a grand life's mission. Fucking bloody hell. Turns out she's at her goddamned dad's house, and god knows she's probably playing Samurai or Dynasty Warriors with Kiba. She just sounded like a general bitch and me, being in the stressed modd I was decided to inform her. It went something like this:
Me: I dislike you with great intensity
Her: What do you want me to do about it?
Me: You don't have to sound like such a bitch,actually.
Her:
She knows I can't fucking stand it when people fucking hang up on me! Pisses me with fuck off, goddamn it.
sighs...I don't know. I have a pounding headache, my entire body is sore, I didn't ANYTHING of what I wanted to get done today done, and it's already almost six, and I felt fucking lonely. Is that such a damn crime? To call your goddamned girlfriend when your lonely?...I just wanna sit somewhere and cry. I don't even know If I'll be able to see her this damn weekend..Don't even know if I want to right now. Might do something stupid and tell her I missed her or someshit...
Sorry...I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore. If they don't, I don't blame them. Fuck. I don't have many more online friends who are actually interested in my personal life. The ones I do have are thinking about getting and staying offline...maybe I should just do the same goddamned thing...get offline and stay offline...
blarg...
bunch of shit going pretty bad right now..
Got in trouble for spending the night at Kakashi's... sighs..got chewed out by mom a numerous amount of times today... feel like i'm about to cry, but I know i'm not... I wish i was old enough to say screw you and just drive to Kakashi's house...
The last that ever she saw him
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
He passed on worried and warning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.
Lost in a riddle that saturday night
Far away on the other side.
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
And she couldn't find how to push through
The trees that whisper in the evening
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Sing a song of sorrow and grieving
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
All she saw was a silhouette of a gun
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through
I stay, I pray
I see you in heaven far away
I stay, I pray
I see you in heaven one day
Four am in the morning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision forming
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
A star was flying in the silvery night
Far away on the other side
Will you come to talk to me this night
But she couldn't find how to push through
I stay, I pray
I see you in heaven far away
I stay, I pray
I see you in heaven one day
Caught in the middle of a hundred and five
The night was heavy and the air was alive
But she couldn't find how to push through
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
~Moonlight Shadow - "E-Rotic"
Well, this week sucks a little bit so far. Got in trouble for a number of things at school. Not that I really care. I hate that school..i'm glad I'm not going back next year. Given, I don't know what public school i'm going to. But I'm going to some school!!
Yeah, anyways
ShiokazeCon was alright. We (Kakashi, Kiba and I) quit security half-way through though. We were put in a position by Kakashi's mother that he had to be able to leave ASAP if needed. That was..on saturday pretty much. Yeah, i was on roaming duty. Anyways...
We made a new friend and she's reallllllyyy cool! She's this uber-spazzy Reno XD I mean, we were walking down a downtown houston side walk, and when i say we, lemme point out the gang for you:
Tifa-Me
Vincent-Kakashi
Cid-Kiba
Reno-..Reno? >>; *doens't know real name*
Aerith-Aerith *has always known her by this*
And the ENTIRE time all you can hear is "OOOOREEYAAH!!" XD it was hilarious!! We had ALOT of fun.
Oh yeah, my Tifa cosplay well, it was made in ONE DAY with a budget of $25!!!! And it was damn good ><
Speaking of Cosplay, Kakashi, Kiba and I went cosplaying at the mall yesterday. Next weekend we're gunna do it again with the Reno *dance* It's gunna be FUN~!
Anyways, Kakashi is coming to pick me up later today, and I'll be back tomarrow before ten sometime...so, yeah. *dance dance*