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Achievements yokage of the hidden village of texas yaoi, Offical Iruka Representative for Houston, TX. Anime Fan Since ...blarg, like i can remember this stuff. probably about five.... Favorite Anime Slayers, YGO, FMA, Naruto, Saiyuki Goals I want to be the very best, like no one ever was! Hobbies roleplaying, cosplaying, and photoshop Talents hehe, i'll let you decide for yourself
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Today's post is just song lyrics. Too a couple of songs actually. And I detacate ALL of them to Mizuki. READ OVER THESE, MIZU!!
This world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
"Hold On" - Good Charlotte
Are you feelin that you're on the brink
Of spilling some red in the sink
It wasn’t the easiest year
No I don’t want you to go
Are the memories too hard to take
Rape is a word with a face
No I don’t want you to go
You know I don’t want you to go
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
We walked the promenade in the rain
With velcro shoes and an ice cream stain
You’re the only one who understands
Remember the Blake said to make sure you wake
And help save your generation
No I don’t want you to go
You know we don’t want you to go
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
Don’t look back
The past is just that
We are We are We are We are
Awake
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me
I will always be here
I will always be here
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
"Friend Of Mine" - Eve6
Live another day
Climb a little higher
Find another reason to stay
Ashes in your hands
Mercy in your eyes
If you're searching for a silent sky
You won't find it here
Look another way
You won't find it here
So die another day
The coldness of his words
The message in his silence
Face the candle to the wind
This distance in my voice
Isn't leaving you a choice
So if you're looking for a time to run away
You won't find it here
Look another way
You won't find it there
So die another day
They took pictures of our dreams
Ran to hide behind the stairs
And said maybe when it's right for you, they'll fall
But if they don't come down
Resist the need to pull them in
And throw them away
Better to save the mystery
Than surrender to the secret
Whoa ohhh
You won't find it here
Look another way
You won't find it here
So die another day
"Another Day" - Dream Theater
Pictures of you
Ohh they're still on my mind
You had this smile
That could light up the world
Now when it rains it seems
The sun never shines
And I drive
Down this lonely, lonely road
Oooh I got this feelin'
Girl I gotta let you go
Cause now you've got to fly high (fly high)
Fly to the angels
Heaven awaits your heart
And flowers bloom in your name
Woahh ohh
You've got to fly (fly high),
Fly to the angels
All the stars in the night
Shine in your name
Though it hurts me way deep inside
When I turn and look and find
That you're not there
I try to convince myself
But the pain,
The pain is still not gone
Still I drive
Down this lonely, lonely road
Oooh I got this feelin,
Girl I've got to let you go
But now you've got to fly (fly high)
Fly to the angels
Heaven awaits your heart
And flowers bloom in your name
Whoa
You've got to fly (fly high)
Fly to the angels
All the stars in the night
Shine in your name
Flyyy
And still I drive down
This lonely, lonely road
Oooh I got this feelin
Oh, I can't let you go
But I know
That you've got to fly (fly high)
Fly to the angels
Heaven awaits your heart
And flowers bloom in your name
Whoa oh ohh oh
You've got fly (fly high)
Fly to the angels
All the stars in the sky
Shine in your name,yeah
Ow
oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
baby, oh
oooh ooooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
oohh yea
oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
I'm gonna miss you
miss you girl
"Fly To The Angels" - Slaughter
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey
Hey stoopid!
Hey bro, take it slow
You ain't livin' in a video
You're flying low with a high velocity
No doubt, you're stressing out
That ain't what rock n roll's about
Get off that one way trip down Lonely Street
Now I know you've been kicked around
You ain't alone in this ugly town
You stick a needle in your arm
You bite the dust, you buy the farm
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid!
Watcha trying to do?
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid!
They win you lose!
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid!
Come on girl it's a better day
Get your foot out of that grave
Don't let that one love tear your world apart
Come on baby, kick that stuff
Show the street, it ain't so tough
Quit lying around with a crippled, broken heart
Now I know you've been seeing red
Don't put a pistol to your head
Sometimes your answers heaven sent
Your way is so damn permanent.
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
Watcha trying to do?
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
They win you lose!
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid!
This ain't your daddy talking, you know, I know
Your story ain't so shocking, you know, I know
Blow some steam, come on and screaaaam!!!!
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
Watcha trying to do?
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
They win you lose!
Hey hey hey hey......
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
Watcha trying to do?
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
They win you lose!
Hey hey hey hey
Ooooooooh
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
Watcha trying to do?
Hey hey hey hey
If you do that, they win you lose!
Hey hey hey hey, hey stoopid
"Hey Stoopid" - Alice Cooper
to the wounded:
i have seen the self image that they've forced you to reduce to shattered glass
with the only remaining value lying in its jagged edges
but the few who warrant waking for await their recognition
no fear of death but with fear of life
your weakness kills everyone so live
angels for everyone
for no lack of seaching i can't seem to find one
angels in everyone
what of all their promises? can't seem to find much more than lies
angels in anyone
a permanent solution to a temporary problem
before i'd lay me down to rest i'd throw everything away to live
"A Narrative of Soul against Soul" - A.F.I
Hope this has helped you a bit, Mizuki...hang in there...
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.
Total MP3's- 225
How does the world see me?:
Savage Garden - 'Affirmation'
Will I have a happy life?:
Alabama - 'Give Me One More Shot'
What do people really think of me?:
Don McLean - 'Starry Starry Night'
Do people secretly lust after me?:
Savage Garden - 'Chained To You'
How can I make myself happy?
FF7 - Chocobo Theme
What should I do with my life?
Toshihiko Seki, Soichiro Hoshi, Hiroaki Hirata - 'Go to the west'
Will I ever have children?:
Mirai - 'Open Up Your Mind'
What is some good advice for me?
The Pointer Sisters - 'Jump For My Love'
What do I think my current theme song is?:
Phil Collins - 'On My Way'
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Mr.Big - 'Shine'
What song will play at my funeral?
The Beatles - 'In my Life'
What type of men/women do you like?:
FF7 - 'One Winged Angel'
What is my day going to be like?
The Vapors - 'Turning Japanese'
Why am I here?
Savage Garden - 'Crash and Burn'
What will people remember me for?
Ishida Akira - 'Knight of Midnight'
What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Eaglebear Singers - 'John Wayne's Teeth'
Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Cowboy Bebop - 'Call Me'
What will this year be all about?
The Beatles - Yesterday
Why do I ever was born? (... What?)
The Beatles - 'Paperback Writer'
With accompany of which song I was made?
The Beachboys - 'God Only Knows'
What song will be played on my wedding?
Savage Garden - 'The Best Thing'
For what would I kill someone?
Phantom Of the Opera - 'Wishing you Were Somehow Here again'
What is forbidden on DA?
Sharissa - 'Take Me As I Am'
What is the most precious in my room?
Cowboy Bebop - 'Green Bird'
With what song I'm felling asleep?
The Calling - 'Wherever you Will Go'
With what song I'm gonna lose/ I lost my virginity?
The Beatles - 'Please Please Me'
What will be my last thought before I die?
The Beatles - 'And I Love Her'
What is the best song to describe my school mates?
It makes sense that it should happen this way
That the sky should break, and the earth should shake
As if to say: sure it all matters but in such an
Unimportant way
As if to say:
Fly away, sweet bird of prey
Fly fly away
Nothing can stand in your way
Sweet bird, if you knew the words
I know you’d say: fly, fly away
It makes sense that it should hurt in this way
That my heart should break, and my hands should shake
As if to say: sure it don’t matter except in the most
Important way
As if to say:
Fly away, sweet bird of prey
Fly fly away
I won’t stand in your way
Sweet bird, if you knew the words
I know that you’d say: fly, fly away
It makes sense that it should feel just this way
That you slowly fade and yet still remain
As if to say: everything matter in such an invisible way
As if to say: it’s o.k.
Fly...away
~"Fly Away" - POE
nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
and if I ever need someone to come along
who's going to comfort me, to keep me strong?
we are a'rowing a boat of fate
the waves keep on coming and we can't escape
but if we ever get lost on our way
the waves would catch us through another day
boku de iki wo shiteru
doume ni naka mitai
kurayami ni omoete dakedo
mekaku shissarete tadake
inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made...
nobody knows who I really am
maybe they just don't give a damn
but if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me, and keep me strong
hito no kokoro wa tsuri uku
muke dashida kunaru
tsuki wa mutaa tadashi ishuuki
de mune wo tsure deku...
and every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
you make me wanna strain at the oars,
and soon I can see the shore
how... I can't see the shore
when will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
and if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
tabi wa mada suzuiteku
toda yatana imo
tsuki wa mata tadashii ishuuki
de mune wo tedashi dasu...
inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made
and every time I see your face
the ocean sees after my heart
you make me wonder straight at the earth
and soon I can see the shore
un ne ii no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsuki oto
watashi tachi wo soke to
sora mo sutekina tabi ne
dora mo sutekina tabi ne...
-"Life Is Like A Boat"
This song's been on my mind lately. I really like it. Reminds me of Hakkai quite a bit. Which...is good i suppose? I first found it on a video about hakkai...
Anyways, I'm staying home from school today. It was raining really bad this morning and the only car we have with us right now ((my dad took the Pacifica to the valley)), The Integra, lacks window wipers.
So, I thought I'd get off my lazy ass and write up a post, because, I know my life is just SSOOOO interesting you people are just always hanging on my every written word!!
Anyways, I suppose we'll start with spring break.
My spring break was the 4th through the 11th. Kiba's was the week directly behind that -.-;; and Muraki was supposed to come down for one week. But she ended coming down for about two weeks =D it was nifteh.
We found out alot of stuff about her though. And I mean, she'll always be our friend, but...she sorta lost major player points these past two weeks.
First off, she quits. Alot. She spent alot of money getting everything we needed to make a Jean Havoc cosplay and one minor little thing happened to it. And she decided to just quit and that she'd just buy one. FMA costumes are not cheap people. My Roy one was 60$ and we still have to make the pants to them. Kakashi's Hughes cosplay was 150$!!
And these costumes are well-made mind ya'll >>
But yeah...ontop of that she just wanted to spend all of her time on forums and barely any with us. We kinda got a a bit upset over that. I mean, if we had gone to Ft.Worth for two weeks to visit her, we wouldn't spend all of our time online. We would've spent it with here, ya know? It's just what friends are for. To spend time with other friends. Not online. And I mean, anyone who knwos me knows that I'm online ALL the time. Unless if i'm at kakashi's or people are at my house! And i do get online sometimes when people are at my house, but that's only when they're entertained as well.
Anyways, yeah, just stuff like that. The rest was minor annoyences. Kakashi and I had to clean up her dad's house today and we found like, three sodas of muraki's that seemed like they had barely been sipped out of. That's like...against the law at my house. Luckily, like i stated previously, this was at Kakashi's dad's.
In other news, I got a new beta. I'm still thinking of a name for him though. He's really pretty. His head is black and starts to turn blue to the rest of his body. And i got some blue rocks to put in his aquarium. It looks really spiffy.
Also, I'm offically starting on a Gensomaden Saiyuki Hakkai cosplay, as opposed to a Saiyuki:Reload Hakkai cosplay.
If you've seen Reload you'll understand the closet thing >>; he's soooo flaming in Reload, i swear... But i still love the little fag XDD
Anyways, Mizuki's gunna cosplay Hakuryu O_^ makes my hakkai side happeh!!
Kakashi will be doing Sanzo as always
Kiba as the ever diligent Goku
And Muraki as our Gojyo o-o; she's like him in alot of ways
Over these past weeks, we've also started a few table-top RPGs, like DnD, but..not.
The first was the FF RPG. Final Fantasy rpg. It's fuuun. My character's a paladin. See here:
http://www.sheezyart.com/view/689651/
And we started BESM. Big-Eyes Small-Mouth. Basiclly, DnD Anime-style. We started a Saiyuki one and we decided that it'll take place as an alternate to Reload. So we're leaving off from Gensomaden Saiyuki's ending where they just defeated Homura.
Also, in Kakashi's and my harem RP, we decided that my shapeshifting, multi-universe furre character, Yuki-Vixen Enzeru Shintuski, was a Sanzo priest in the saiyuki world. So, I've come up with his Buddhist Sanzo name.
28th of China, Hiten Sansetsu Sanzo Hoshi-Sama
For Yuki, See here:
http://www.sheezyart.com/view/689673/
http://www.sheezyart.com/view/602354/
Because apparently, all Sanzo's got that Hoshi-Sama thing goin' on XD
I think That's all for now actually. If i think of anything else, I'll post more later. or save it for the next time i decide to get off my ass.
I've got nothing to say
I'm Tired of Fighting
Wanna make the world go away
I'm sick of trying
You're not making me better
I feel like i'm dying
I'm getting worse
With EAch Passing Day
Someoen's gunna pay
I'm not gunna stay
I'm gunna run away
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's too the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Too Soon
Here's too the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
~Here's to the nights - Eve6
I deticate that song to..well, you know who you are. it reminds me alot of us. i dont know why.
I remembered why i've been trying to go to sleep earlier. it's because when i stay up late i start thinking about things...that one shouldn't think about.
Do i miss mizuki? Should i? is it a bad thing? kakashi would get jealous if she found out. what should i do? did i make the right choice?
I suppose...what's been bugging me, the reason I actually went with kakashi instead of mizuki.
I knew in my heart that mizuki could do better then me. if your reading this, babe, you can. and you have.
Kakashi in all honesty, needed me more. i mean, Mizuki, you got a real loveable personality. Kakashi tends to drive people away, and i was one of the few who broke through her ice.
In her last post, mizuki posted the song "What hurts the most". I suppose i've been scorned by other pasts loves enough to just sit here and wait for her to someday post the song "Stay gone", or perhaps, it's I who is thinking of posting it. who knows...i sure as hell dont anymore. Infact, seems like i'm knowing less and less these days...
anyways...i dont know why i'm saying all this. it's late for me. i..i think i'm going to try and sleep again. i just finished my french toast poptarts and my milk, so i guess i'm gone....
I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I’ll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I’d be without you
If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
If you should ever leave me
Well life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows what I’d be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I’d be without you
~God Only Knows - The Beach Boys