Sunday, January 8, 2006

Journal's from the road trip so far

I'll type up some of my journals from the trip we've been on. I'll let ya'll know when i'm back in houston. January 6, 2005 --- WHATABURGER We've come to a stop at a Whataburger for abit. As we walked inside the smell of burgers hit my nose and Nascar wiped out my vision. Cars were everywhere and I was nearly blinded. I shook my vision clear and we approached the counter. Suddenly, from behind me, I hear; "Wow! Nascar must be really boring!" -The world stopped. The moon and Earth were no longer revolving, the clouds were not flying, dogs not barking, fish not swimming, all on this planet stopped to look and stare at my brother. My mom knew she had to make haste, if she didn't do something soon, Erik's life would be in the hands of every redneck within a five mile radius. "You mean because the track is just a big circle?" Salvation. The world resumed it's motion. The meal went on as normal and we soon left. On the road again. Same day --- EL DORADO CASINO & HOTEL, Shreveport, LA We've come to a stop for the night. I'll call this my first save point. It's now about 11:30 PM. My eye's burning a bit, though why leaves me in question, Erik's the one who was infront of a TV screen the entire trip. At the moment, we reside in Shreveport. Tomarrow, we hope to hit Atlanta, Georgia. Anyways, i'm a bit fatigued and i feel sleep slowly taking hold of me, so i shall retire. Goodnight, readers. Jan.7,2006 --- CAR We've begun our trip again, Erik is driving now. Last night was a bloody mess. Got to bed around 1:30 PM, woke up because Erik dropped his phone and it made a rather loud thump for something so small. He went to bed. My heart was heavy and i felt as if drowned in sin. Greed, Gluttony, Wrath, Pride, Lust, Sloth, and Envy were swimming around me, but i suppose that's just how Casinos are. I've gotten up to chapter seven in my book, Dracula. It's gotten quite interesting. At this point, they've started imputting in Dr.John Seward's journals, which are extremely intersting. We've started with a rocky start, Erik getting a little lost, but it's been cleared u now and we hope we're on the proper path. Same day --- SMITH RESIDENCE, Atlanta, Georgia We've come to our second save point in the trip, found in Atlanta, G.A. Tomarrow we should bve in our first desination point of North Carolina. From there, point C in our adventure is New York, N.Y. We're staying at a house which belongs to an Ex-Employee and friend of my mother's, Rodney Smith. We're all quite proud of the man from Barbatos, this house is very nice and he's been kind enough to allow Erik and I use of his computers and internet. Anyways, that's all for now. I'm tired and i think i'll go to bed now. And frankly, i think all my reading of Dracula has affected my writting quite a bit. Well, good night all =D ((PS: both Roy Mustang Icons on this page were made by me. leave a comment if your stealing them))

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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Dont You Forget About Me

Hey, hey, hey ,hey Ohhh... Won't you come see about me? I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving me everything inside and out and Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Will you stand above me? Look my way, never love me Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down Will you recognise me? Call my name or walk on by Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down, down Hey, hey, hey, hey Ohhhh..... Don't you try to pretend It's my feeling we'll win in the end I won't harm you or touch your defenses Vanity and security Don't you forget about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Going to take you apart I'll put us back together at heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me As you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you call my name? When you walk away Or will you walk away? Will you walk on by? Come on - call my name Will you all my name? I say : La la la... ~Some guy o-o - "Dont You(Forget about me)" Yeah. It's the third of january, 2 in the morning, and i'm kinda lonely o-o ^-^ Mizuki's put up a picture of Yuki and Tala on her profile which is uber cute and makes me happy. New years basicly sucked. Kakashi, Kiba and I spent it at 'Kashi's house with her dad. around 2 or 3 kakashi's dad at starts rambling to kiba about his philosophy on life. Meanwhile, i tell kakashi's i'm getting tired. She says that we're going to leave soon. Yeah. That never happened. So she tells me to lay down on the couch. Okay first of all, I do not go to kakashi's house to have face time with her fucking couch. I go to spend time with her. So i'm a little irritated at this, but i'm to tired to talk to her about it. So i go and lay on the couch. Worst fucking dreams of my damn life. I woke up twice, once when a loud sound was made, and the other i woke myself up, i wanting in a cold sweat and crying. So i drag myself to the bathroom. It's like, four and she's still fucking ignoring my pleas to go back to her mom's house so we all just go to damn bed and maybe the hellish night would be over. Anyways, we got to her mom's house about 4:30 and fell asleep. I just...i dont know. that was probably the worst new year i've had in a long time. I just felt so ignored all night. Anyways, i'll stop ranting now i guess. No one really reads this anyways >>;. Thinking of just stopping to post here all together. Anyways, i'll go to bed. Night, peeps. Not in the mood for snootching.

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Shine

I never really feel quite right I don't know why, all I know is there's something wrong Every time I look at you, you seem so alive Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it I'm following every footstep Baby on your own you take a cautious step Do you wanna give it up? But all I want is for you to SHINE Shine down on me Shine on this life that's burning out I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right And I act like I don't know why I guess a reaction is all I was looking for You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has EVER looked before Baby on your own you take a cautious step Do you wanna give it up? But all I want is for you to SHINE Shine down on me Shine on this life that's burning out I know, I know, girl you got something SHINE (shine it on to me) Shine down on me (I wanna feel it) Shine on this life that's burning out Baby on your own you take a cautious step Do you wanna give it up? But all I want is for you to SHINE Shine down on me (just show me something) Shine on this life that's burning out (you give me something that I never know) Shine (it gonna kill me if you give something away) Shine yeaaah (I wanna know what's going in on your mind) Shine on this life that's burning out ~Shine - Mr.Big: Hellsing Ending Theme Song Dont know if i've posted or not before, but anyways, i'm posting it now because i've now put it up on this site! tw00t! Anyways, i'm starting to wonder if anyone even reads this anymore, ya know? Oh well. *wonders to self* So...i dont have much to say, but i'ma post some random shit =D Random facts about my dreams: 1: One of my goals in life that will probably never be fulfilled- Dance with kakashi 2: Someday get a dog that REALLY looks like a fox XD color dye a border collie or something(jk, jk) 3: Finish my stories at some point before i die >> 4: Grow my hair to my waist (and cosplay neji? =0 ) 5: Get better at drawing >< 6: Learn to help my friends more 7: Teach myself to not have such an emotional bond with my characters. I guess that's all for now i can say...i might go take a nap now...bye alls!

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Monday, December 19, 2005

Pieces

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it I don't believe it makes me real I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me I meant all the things that I said. If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own. This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don't know how it got so bad Sometimes it's so crazy That nothing can save me, But it's the only thing that I have. If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own. On my own. Ahh! I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It's hard to believe me It never gets easy I guess I knew that all along. If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own. ~Pieces - Sum 41 I listened to that song all last night. I mean, like, had it on repeat as I drifted off into a land where nothing's real. I woke up this morning about 5, then went back to sleep around 5:10, woke up at 5:30, got back to sleep at 5:45. Woke up again at 6, fell back asleepat 6:05, woke up again at 6:24, went back to bed at 6:40, and so on until about seven when kakashi called. And now i'm online, the time is about 7:33. Yesterday i got back from a weekend job that was actually pretty fun. I was down in Galvaston at Moody Gardens, and i got to wear this big Spongebob costume and take pictures with kids and shit. I normally have more morals then that, but at 15 bucks an hour, i can loose a few morals >> ...does that make me a bad person? Mizuki's been confusing me lately, she tells me she cant trust herself, but I...ugh, i feel stupid. I cant quite grasp what she means, i mean like, i get the concept, but i dont know what she really -means-, as in, what all happened. There's only a few more days until christmas and i haven't done any shopping except for Mizuki and Kakashi x-X; ughies... Anyways, i dont have much more to say, other then i think i'm getting sick again, my throat hurts...Well, i'm going to go. My fingers are cold and numb. bye! Snootch to the nootch!

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Broken Dreams ~ By Ariel Kaufman

No lyrics today because i'm posting a Poem i just wrote. It came from a rp, where my character, Elise Kingston, just got told that she'll never be able to have the love her life. I sit here Thinking to myself About the dreams That sit on my shelf Silent tears slip down my face But I cant feel them And I know this aint the place But I sit and I cry I just wanted you Was that so much? Your words come so softly And I wince as they touch My heart sinks, I think I’m alone in the dark Once again on the brink Of another break down You walk away from me As you’ve done so many times before But today it’s different Today to watch you go is a chore How can you tell me such things And crush my dreams When my love was harmless as it was I never acted on a thing Never to kiss Never to hug Only watch you from afar So you go now You leave with your eyes to the floor Knowing you’ve left My heart sore I saw nothing wrong With the ways things were I saw nothing wrong But you had to stir I want to hate you To never see you again But I know fate wont let that happen So now, my life goes on Silent foot steps in the string of eternity Never seeing the light of dawn But I’m happy with my sunsets So now… I sit here Thinking to myself About the dreams That sit on my shelf…

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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

   stuff!

Figured i should post this because SOMEONE stole it from my LJ and cant answer until it's on MyO *shifty eyes* You really need to keep better track of your passwords o-o;; My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I smoke: Do I drink: Do I curse: Do I believe in God: When is my birthday: What was your first impression of upon meeting me: Color of my eyes: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: Do you remember one of the first things I said to you: What's my favorite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you consider me a friend/good friend: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have you ever seen me cry: Are my parents still together: If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me: Have you ever hugged me: Do you miss me...do you think i miss you: What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: What's your favorite memory of me: What is my worst habit: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring:

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Friday, December 2, 2005

Friday I'm inlove

I don't care if Monday's blue Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too Thursday I don't care about you It's Friday i'm in love Monday you can fall apart Tuesday Wednesday break my heart thursday doesn't even start It's Friday I'm in love Saturday wait And Sunday always comes too late But Friday never hesitate... I don't care if Monday's black Tuesday Wednesday heart attack Thursday never looking back It's Friday I'm in love Monday you can hold your head Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed Or Thursday watch the walls instead It's Friday i'm in love Saturday wait And Sunday always comes too late But Friday never hesitate... Dressed up to the eyes It's a wonderful surprise To see your shoes and your spirits rise Throwing out your frown And just smiling at the sound And as sleek as a shriek Spinning round and round Always take a big bite It's such a gorgeous sight To see you in the middle of the night You can never get enough Enough of this stuff It's Friday I'm in love ~Friday I'm in Love - The Cure Yep. It's friday! Anyways, Kakashi and i worked out that thing from last night, i'm still kinda miffed though. But yeah, should be a bit of smooth sailing for the weekend. Or so i hope Anyways, i watched David Letterman last night since it seemed like Television history because Opera was on it for like, the first time in sixteen years. That means, this is the the first time in my life that she has ever been on that show. >> Two days ago Mrs.Goble assigned us books to do dioramas from. >> i already finished my book last night but i'm afraid to tell her incase she should like...you know...asign me another book x-x But anyways, it was a good book called The Seventh Tower: The Fall - By Garth Nix Garth nix is one of my favorite writers,he also did series of books as The Old Kingdom, The Keys to the Kingdom, and The Rag Witch. He really is Awesome =D Anyways, i'll let ya'll go now. I might get back to doing that 20 facts thing about me next week. maybe >> Jaa all! Snootch to the mother fuckin nootch!

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Thursday, December 1, 2005

   Pissing me off

How you turn my world You precious thing. You starve and near exhaust me. Everything I've done, I've done for you. I move the stars for no one. You've run so long. You've run so far. Your eyes can be so cruel, Just as I can be so cruel, Oh I do believe in you. Yes I do. Live without your sunlight. Love without your heartbeat. I... I... Can't.. live.. within.. you... I can't live within you I...I..Can't live within you ~Within you - David Bowie Kakashi's really been pissing me off lately. I cant stand it. She's been cracking on my rp lately and it's PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF. I cant stand it! CanNOT fucking stand it! She's only started after the first rp with Muraki which leads me to believe she possiably could have had something to do with it. It makes me feel like shit, ya know? When people nag on me for doing something i love. We've been RPing together for like, three years. THREE FUCKIN YEARS! and she's just starting to fucking nag on me...what the fuck man? what the bloody fuck? Gods... Anyways, i have alot of other crap to do. I may post more later. bye for now, all.

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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Shoinked from Mizuki!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: I committed suicide: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I liked someone you did't: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Who are you? Are we friends? When and how did we meet? What do you think of me? What's the fondest memory you have of me? How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? Do you love me? Have I ever hurt you? Would you hug me? Would you kiss me? Are we close? On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. How long have you known me? Describe me in one word. What was your first impression? Do you still think that way about me now? What do you think my weakness is? Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)? What reminds you of me? What's something you would change about me? How well do you know me? Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If so tell me now? Do you think I would kill someone? Are you going to put this on your otaku sitez and see what I say about you??

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

Misery

The world is treating me bad Misery I'm the kind of guy Who never used to cry The world is treatin' me bad Misery I've lost her now for sure I won't see here no more It's gonna be a drag Misery I'll remember all the little things we've done Can't she see she'll always be the only one Only one Send her back to me Cause everyone can see Without her I will be In misery I'll remember all the little things we've done She'll remember and she'll miss her lonely one Lonely one Send her back to me Cause everyone can see Without her I will be In misery Oh, oh in misery Woo, my misery La, la, la, la, la, la, -Misery ~ The Beatles I dont know what to do. My aunt got sent back to the hospital last night for emergency surgery. They finished at around two...but...she's just not getting better. I dont want her to die...She's my favorite aunt. She's my only (biological) aunt! I dont want her to die... Meanwhile kakashi's been kinda pestering me about ushicon crap and i also have to focus on a failing math grade. Fucking hell....i wanna curl up in my room, in my bed...maybe with kakashi there as long as she didn't ask about money or stuff...just to be there when i need here... telling me that it'll be okay, maybe...i dont know..wishful thinking. It's fucking cold in houston...thanksgiving break starts friday. 1up. 1000down Anyways, i got to go. bye allz no snootching today..

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