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Monday, December 19, 2005


Pieces
I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own.

Ahh!

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

~Pieces - Sum 41

I listened to that song all last night. I mean, like, had it on repeat as I drifted off into a land where nothing's real.

I woke up this morning about 5, then went back to sleep around 5:10, woke up at 5:30, got back to sleep at 5:45. Woke up again at 6, fell back asleepat 6:05, woke up again at 6:24, went back to bed at 6:40, and so on until about seven when kakashi called. And now i'm online, the time is about 7:33.

Yesterday i got back from a weekend job that was actually pretty fun. I was down in Galvaston at Moody Gardens, and i got to wear this big Spongebob costume and take pictures with kids and shit. I normally have more morals then that, but at 15 bucks an hour, i can loose a few morals >>
...does that make me a bad person?

Mizuki's been confusing me lately, she tells me she cant trust herself, but I...ugh, i feel stupid. I cant quite grasp what she means, i mean like, i get the concept, but i dont know what she really -means-, as in, what all happened.

There's only a few more days until christmas and i haven't done any shopping except for Mizuki and Kakashi x-X; ughies...

Anyways, i dont have much more to say, other then i think i'm getting sick again, my throat hurts...Well, i'm going to go. My fingers are cold and numb. bye!

Snootch to the nootch!
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