Friday, February 24, 2006

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon Put your name on the line along with place and time Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well Here's too the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon Too Soon Here's too the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon ~Here's to the nights - Eve6 I deticate that song to..well, you know who you are. it reminds me alot of us. i dont know why. I remembered why i've been trying to go to sleep earlier. it's because when i stay up late i start thinking about things...that one shouldn't think about. Do i miss mizuki? Should i? is it a bad thing? kakashi would get jealous if she found out. what should i do? did i make the right choice? I suppose...what's been bugging me, the reason I actually went with kakashi instead of mizuki. I knew in my heart that mizuki could do better then me. if your reading this, babe, you can. and you have. Kakashi in all honesty, needed me more. i mean, Mizuki, you got a real loveable personality. Kakashi tends to drive people away, and i was one of the few who broke through her ice. In her last post, mizuki posted the song "What hurts the most". I suppose i've been scorned by other pasts loves enough to just sit here and wait for her to someday post the song "Stay gone", or perhaps, it's I who is thinking of posting it. who knows...i sure as hell dont anymore. Infact, seems like i'm knowing less and less these days... anyways...i dont know why i'm saying all this. it's late for me. i..i think i'm going to try and sleep again. i just finished my french toast poptarts and my milk, so i guess i'm gone.... night, yohs.

Comments (1)