Monday, March 20, 2006

whew

nobody knows who I really am I never felt this empty before and if I ever need someone to come along who's going to comfort me, to keep me strong? we are a'rowing a boat of fate the waves keep on coming and we can't escape but if we ever get lost on our way the waves would catch us through another day boku de iki wo shiteru doume ni naka mitai kurayami ni omoete dakedo mekaku shissarete tadake inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made... nobody knows who I really am maybe they just don't give a damn but if I ever need someone to come along I know you will follow me, and keep me strong hito no kokoro wa tsuri uku muke dashida kunaru tsuki wa mutaa tadashi ishuuki de mune wo tsure deku... and every time I see your face, the oceans heave up to my heart you make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon I can see the shore how... I can't see the shore when will I see the shore? I want you to know who I really am I never thought I'd feel this way towards you and if you ever need someone to come along I will follow you, and keep you strong tabi wa mada suzuiteku toda yatana imo tsuki wa mata tadashii ishuuki de mune wo tedashi dasu... inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made and every time I see your face the ocean sees after my heart you make me wonder straight at the earth and soon I can see the shore un ne ii no fune wo kogi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki oto watashi tachi wo soke to sora mo sutekina tabi ne dora mo sutekina tabi ne... -"Life Is Like A Boat" This song's been on my mind lately. I really like it. Reminds me of Hakkai quite a bit. Which...is good i suppose? I first found it on a video about hakkai... Anyways, I'm staying home from school today. It was raining really bad this morning and the only car we have with us right now ((my dad took the Pacifica to the valley)), The Integra, lacks window wipers. So, I thought I'd get off my lazy ass and write up a post, because, I know my life is just SSOOOO interesting you people are just always hanging on my every written word!! Anyways, I suppose we'll start with spring break. My spring break was the 4th through the 11th. Kiba's was the week directly behind that -.-;; and Muraki was supposed to come down for one week. But she ended coming down for about two weeks =D it was nifteh. We found out alot of stuff about her though. And I mean, she'll always be our friend, but...she sorta lost major player points these past two weeks. First off, she quits. Alot. She spent alot of money getting everything we needed to make a Jean Havoc cosplay and one minor little thing happened to it. And she decided to just quit and that she'd just buy one. FMA costumes are not cheap people. My Roy one was 60$ and we still have to make the pants to them. Kakashi's Hughes cosplay was 150$!! And these costumes are well-made mind ya'll >> But yeah...ontop of that she just wanted to spend all of her time on forums and barely any with us. We kinda got a a bit upset over that. I mean, if we had gone to Ft.Worth for two weeks to visit her, we wouldn't spend all of our time online. We would've spent it with here, ya know? It's just what friends are for. To spend time with other friends. Not online. And I mean, anyone who knwos me knows that I'm online ALL the time. Unless if i'm at kakashi's or people are at my house! And i do get online sometimes when people are at my house, but that's only when they're entertained as well. Anyways, yeah, just stuff like that. The rest was minor annoyences. Kakashi and I had to clean up her dad's house today and we found like, three sodas of muraki's that seemed like they had barely been sipped out of. That's like...against the law at my house. Luckily, like i stated previously, this was at Kakashi's dad's. In other news, I got a new beta. I'm still thinking of a name for him though. He's really pretty. His head is black and starts to turn blue to the rest of his body. And i got some blue rocks to put in his aquarium. It looks really spiffy. Also, I'm offically starting on a Gensomaden Saiyuki Hakkai cosplay, as opposed to a Saiyuki:Reload Hakkai cosplay. Gensoumaden Hakkai (In-the-Closet Hakkai): http://www.gensomaden-saiyuki.net/Gallery/Hakkai/Hakkai87.jpg Reload Hakkai (Cannon-Balled-out-of-the-closet-into-the-living-room Hakkai): http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v170/Yuki-Vixen/Saiyuki/SaltyDogIIIScans-Page47.jpg If you've seen Reload you'll understand the closet thing >>; he's soooo flaming in Reload, i swear... But i still love the little fag XDD Anyways, Mizuki's gunna cosplay Hakuryu O_^ makes my hakkai side happeh!! Kakashi will be doing Sanzo as always Kiba as the ever diligent Goku And Muraki as our Gojyo o-o; she's like him in alot of ways Over these past weeks, we've also started a few table-top RPGs, like DnD, but..not. The first was the FF RPG. Final Fantasy rpg. It's fuuun. My character's a paladin. See here: http://www.sheezyart.com/view/689651/ And we started BESM. Big-Eyes Small-Mouth. Basiclly, DnD Anime-style. We started a Saiyuki one and we decided that it'll take place as an alternate to Reload. So we're leaving off from Gensomaden Saiyuki's ending where they just defeated Homura. Also, in Kakashi's and my harem RP, we decided that my shapeshifting, multi-universe furre character, Yuki-Vixen Enzeru Shintuski, was a Sanzo priest in the saiyuki world. So, I've come up with his Buddhist Sanzo name. 28th of China, Hiten Sansetsu Sanzo Hoshi-Sama For Yuki, See here: http://www.sheezyart.com/view/689673/ http://www.sheezyart.com/view/602354/ Because apparently, all Sanzo's got that Hoshi-Sama thing goin' on XD I think That's all for now actually. If i think of anything else, I'll post more later. or save it for the next time i decide to get off my ass. Snootch to the nootch!

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