Thursday, June 1, 2006

So...Iruka-sensei is pissed.

I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting But you always find a way To keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting "Right Here"-Staind Yeah, I know I've posted this before But i don't give a damn right now. I'm tired. Been working for mom for the past two days and I'm effin beat. Now today wasn't so bad, I mean, I got to do some work on the computer, so you know, I figured why not try to get a hold of Kaiba* and see if she wants to rp or not? So I call her. No answer. Call her again. No answer. Call a third time. Leave a message. Around 5:30, call her again. No answer. Call Kiba's house. Answer, but he's not there. He's with Kaiba. Fuck. Call Kaiba again. Answer. w00t, right? Wrong. She sounds P.O'd...At me. Like I've suddenly interrupted her from a grand life's mission. Fucking bloody hell. Turns out she's at her goddamned dad's house, and god knows she's probably playing Samurai or Dynasty Warriors with Kiba. She just sounded like a general bitch and me, being in the stressed modd I was decided to inform her. It went something like this: Me: I dislike you with great intensity Her: What do you want me to do about it? Me: You don't have to sound like such a bitch,actually. Her: She knows I can't fucking stand it when people fucking hang up on me! Pisses me with fuck off, goddamn it. sighs...I don't know. I have a pounding headache, my entire body is sore, I didn't ANYTHING of what I wanted to get done today done, and it's already almost six, and I felt fucking lonely. Is that such a damn crime? To call your goddamned girlfriend when your lonely?...I just wanna sit somewhere and cry. I don't even know If I'll be able to see her this damn weekend..Don't even know if I want to right now. Might do something stupid and tell her I missed her or someshit... Sorry...I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore. If they don't, I don't blame them. Fuck. I don't have many more online friends who are actually interested in my personal life. The ones I do have are thinking about getting and staying offline...maybe I should just do the same goddamned thing...get offline and stay offline...

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