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Wednesday, November 2, 2005


   My Life Just Goes Up And Down... Why?
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Enya
Caribbean Blue

Start: 9:53 PM CST

My life goes up and down too much... @_@ And sometimes, I think I just apply this pressure to myself without even knowing it, and not knowing the consequences... It's left me tired... And maybe even depressed... -_- (I REALLY NEEDED A BREAK, but NO! I had to go miss Halloween! ARGH! *hits head over until bleeding starts*)

Well, I'm gonna start with yesterday night:

Well, my mom, me, my sister and brother went to church, but my dad stayed home, since he was tired. Uh-huh. All Saint's Day mass... Well, at church, there were no more places in the pews, so we got foldable chairs and stuck them around the pews, just like the tons of people around us... -_-

When church was done, my sister and I started running along to the car. Oh yeah! There was this puddle and I said "Diana! Say 'Jump'!" "'Jump'!" Haha (I was copying "Dora the Explorer", when she asks you do say something for her to do it. XP)

Well, my mom parked at the FAR END of the church... Too far that it was RIGHT next to the Filipino church... My sister and I started running around in the grass screaming and yelling... Haha (Haven't done that since I was little.) But it hurt while I was laughing or smiling. 'Cause a ulcer in my mouth kept getting stabbed with one of my brace's sharp brackets... Ow. Well, my sister kept making me laugh, and I said "Diana! Are you trying to kill me by making me laugh?!" My voice sounded weird 'cause I was trying to move my mouth without hurting it... Yeah.

Well, my sister and I just ran around... In slow motion... But it was fun. The grass was high though. (And I thought I saw a dead body in the grass... I'm hallucinating... XP Which reminds me of that time when Elizabeth confused the word "hallucinate" with "daydream"... XP Funny.)

Well, I started to pretend to run into one of those sewer path things... XP But my mom yelled at me, my sister, and older brother (Who started to run around when he saw us. Older and us, yet twice more retared!) to get into the car.

My mom started listening to Mandarin music... I asked my mom how come she was listening to Mandarin music... (Because she usually doesn't. And when she does, my mom turns it off... He hates it when my mom listens to music in Chinese... T_T And even if she does, it mainly Cantonese music) Well, she misunderstood what I said and she thought I said "I HATE MANDARIN MUSIC!" She said "Well, I have to listen to your sister's Japanese music, so you have to listen to this!" I went "I didn't say I hated your music!" But she misunderstood me OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN... (I need to learn more Cantonese/Mandarin/Vietnamese... She understands HARDLY any English I speak. T_T)

Well, when I got home, I ate candy until... 10:30 PM and I stayed up late reading more of my "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix"... I fell asleep while trying to read it. XP Weird, is it not? I woke up, realizing I dozed off for a few minutes... ^^;;

I put up my book, and went to sleep.

Now here's today!

Anyways, here goes my day:

I woke up at the right time I should've. Yup. As I got ready for school, my mom kept yelling my name. (Man, I've been in school for 3 months already, and she always thinks I'm gonna oversleep! I don't do that! Ugh!)

Well, I stayed inside the house a li'l bit while waiting for the bus and TRIED to read my book, "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix", but no. I had to do chores in the morning... -_- (Yes, I do have them... I don't even know why my mom put there, especially since it takes up my time to get to the bus. And because of her, sometimes I might be late... T_T)

Well, when I first got to school, I sat in the bleachers, in an orderly fashion in the gym... And there were these two black guys in the gym sitting behind me... (They kept feeling my back...) I was kinda overlistening to their conversation. Hey, I don't feel like talking in the morning, so eh. They said that all Asians were soft... o_O (I looked around me. I was the only one there...) And they still kept touching me... Ugh... (Why does this keep happening to me?) Well, I pretended I didn't know what they were doing, and the bell finally rang, so I went on to class... ^^

Science was all right. I just had to do my vocabulary, which I had forgot to do all this time, and started working on it. I got two-third of it done in class, and I just finished the rest on the computer before I posted. (School's too cheap for textbooks, so we use online textbooks, ya know.)

U.S. History. Uhh... More sharing work with the people around me... -_-;; Oh yeah. Amanda was eating sushi in class... She said Sabrina (J.J.'s girlfriend, if yo don't know.) made it... (Gosh, that reminded me of how I used to make sushi every day and eat it... XP)

Man, I haven't talked to Nicole in a while... We don't sit with each other in U.S. History now, and we can't sit together in lunch... (Boys are separated from girls.) And I don't have any other classes with her. Man, I only make friends with girls, and yet, I hardly see them because of this girl/boy separation thing, and I don't have a lot of classes with them... -_-

Algebra... I HATE SLOPES... But he taught us rate of change... AGAIN. (I DON'T WANT TO LEARN THE SAME THING OVER AGAIN.) What is with that? Just teach us something...out of the book... Something more advanced. Really. Teaching the same thing over 'cause he doesn't wanna do the other stuff in the book... -_-

Well, I have to finish all that Algebra Practices, Homeworks, and Classworks... (I capitalized them because that's their title. I haven't done any of them 'cause I've been in church all week. And by the time I get home, I post... And then fall asleep. -_-)

While waiting in the lunch line, I saw a girl (It's an Asian girl I keep seeing a lot.) reading manga! Yeah! But when I looked closer, she was reading the manga in its original Japanese version! (So she's Japanese??? I think her name is Ryoko...) Or the letters were Chinese... It was kinda far... ^^;;

Arts. Huh. We have a new student! Hooray! ^^ Her name is Melissa (I don't know how you spell that. People these days. Altering names... Like Tiffany could be Tiffani... @_@) Well, anyways, she's from Harris county, but in a different city, and she just move here! I, Josue, and Christian made friends with her... (I don't know why, but I make friends better with new students than me BEING the new student... ^^;; Odd, eh?) Well, Paulisha wasn't there... Wah. And so, I added cheeks to my Moogle/Pikachu mask! I just need pipe cleaners and a puffy red ball for the tail-thingy part! XP I helped Melissa with her work too...

Oh yes! I wanted to play with the scapel... Well, not "play", but just kinda use it for no reason at all... When a kid walked by to use it for cutting around his mask, the teacher yelled that we shouldn't take the scapel everywhere, especially with a room full of 19 children... XP (Oops, me. XP) And we should just leave the scapel on the back table.

Well, ELA. I sat at the long table again... My assigned seat. And we watched another video today! It's to help us write our violence paper for a contest. The video was about abuse! Well, it took up about a period. Then next period for ELA (I have English for two periods, but not Algebra. DUMB. But then again, me no likey Algebra teacher so much.) we discussed it. About abuse, and how a lot of things could mean abuse. Verbally, physically, mentally, even harrassment is abuse. (When my teacher said it like that, it made EVERYTHING sound like abuse. Even Naomi agreed.) Elizabeth said that we were "debating", but the teacher said that she never taught us to debate, so we're just "arguing"... XP Well, then "homosexuality" came into the conversation. Some people laughed or giggled, I just kinda did something between a giggle and a smile... (The teacher said that our giggling/smiling was a sign that we were uncomfortable... Not uncomfortable. But weird to bring it up there, yeah.) Well, she talked how it was wrong to pick on people because they thought differently, hence homosexuals... (I agree with that. I mean, how different is making fun of homosexuals than racism or prejudism???)

Well, the teacher made us write a little something about our converstaion, and for the last minute in our class, I talked with my surrounding classmates about the homosexuality thing.

And when the teacher kept saying "homosexuality", Gene kept looking at me and Zaki kept saying "Travis"... T_T (I am not homo!)

God, even in THIS school? Damn.

Well, after class, I knew that they were kidding... Good. ^^

Well, heading off to the bus, I saw Lily again! (I don't know why, but I don't have a good conversation with Lily anymore... It's like there's something between us... Maybe Josue did that... T_T)

Well, we got a new bus! Same bus driver, new bus. Andrew sat with me, and we talked. Then I started writing Chinese to Fu. (Fu started copying what I wrote, and then he trashed up my paper...) I tried to write Fu's name in Chinese, but I accidentally wrote "Fung", not "Fu"... ^^;; I don't know, but something about him makes me think he doesn't know Chinese... (Well actually, he's Viet/Taiwanese...) Yeah, true that. No one here knows how to speak Chinese... T_T

When I got home, I saw my mom and dad diggging around in the front lawn, picking up trash, I think. (It was weird 'cause I just got off the bus, and the other students were walking home when my dad just yelled "Chayit!" First of all, he CAN'T PRONOUNCE my name! Oy.)

Like Ann's dad. When Ann's dad was still alive, he would call Ricky "Lucky"... T_T

And people also confuse my name with "David"... NO ONE CAN GET MY NAME RIGHT?!

Anyways...

Mom bought quail! Yum! But it was small... And cold... (Why didn't I just heat it up?! I'm dumb!)

And eating more candy of Halloween that my mom never got the chance to give out...

Uh, I got on the computer earlier, but my mom turned off the computer with a click because she wanted me to go get the mail... (COULD'VE JUST LEFT IT ON!)

And so, I did some of my Algebra homework. I still hate slope though! (And I forgot how to calculate one of the things for slope. It's not in my notes! NO! I'll just look it up on the Internet.)

Which reminds me... Bring Confirmation notes to John. Wait, did we have any?

Well, my parents went off to church, but I didn't... (If I did, this would be my fourth time this week... -_-) And besides, I needed to catch up doing my homework...

And when they got home, I went to the computer, where my brother was playing. Uhh... After a while telling him to get off, he did, and I finished up my Science homework!

Well, before posting, and after finishing my Science homework, I looked up High Tower High School on the Internet. It offers medical science and computers there... (Yeah! We do HTML for a grade! And look at me site!) But I really don't know... Do I REALLY want to go to a school for Internet and medical science stuff? Well, I do, but I don't know...

Poop, this is confusing... Just like when my sister won a free trip to Europe, but she couldn't go, since the letter came to our old house, and when we got it, the expiration for the registration was over... -_-;;

Life sucks...BAD.

Now I'm here... I think I'll go now. My eyes are tired...

Huh... My mom and dad are listening to "Auld Sang Lyne" on TV... Kinda EARLY/LATE for that isn't it??? T_T

Well, good night everyone. I know I'm gonna doze off easily... T_T

End: 10:37 PM CST

About an hour to post this whole thing... Wow.

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