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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
 Well, I'm back. Not that anyone might notice. :|
A few weeks ago. . . I told you that I was going to run away. Well, that never happened. But I still feel like I want to leave everything behind. Life is almost. . . becoming unbearable. I've been depressed lately, so that resulted in fauling grades for my first year in HS. I'm sick of seeing dissapointed eyes staring at me. It hurts. . . knowing you've let everyone down. The problem is, I can't find the motivation to do any work. When my Dad saw my report card he. . . well, at first he started yelling at me, and then we got into a fight. . . he got so mad that he shoved me into the kitchen table. I now have a giant bruise on my back. Did I mention that I have no friends to go to to help me out with my problems? I'm anti-social. Whenever I want to talk to my Mum, she just gets upset or mad. My Dad is. . . well, too violent. My ex-boyfriend is now dating someone else. . . I still love him. . . which hurts like fuck. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm not stupid; I know how valuable and hard life is. But. . . I just know that my life is anything but normal. Suicide seems. . . idiotic. Oiii. Sometimes I wish I could just bitch-slap myself, you know? Blehh.
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