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Friday, March 3, 2006


   GrEeTinG$

I wonder why greetings always starts with the word 'happy' or 'merry' (for the case of christmas)
what if you want to greet someone and yet... you're sad...

no matter what you do...
hurt yourself, cry, speak to yourself, try to laugh, pretend to smile, listen to other people joking around or even doing even crazier stuff

you're still sad...

Would you greet that person a sad greeting...

one that does not start with the word 'happy'?

It's ironic really... March 4 is a very special date

but the people celebrating on that day are a hundred miles away from each other.

That would be fine if it had not been for the occurence of some unexpected things.

They didn't get the chance to truly celebrate it.

They didn't get the chance to part happily.

She was very worried... by the way he acted... by the way he reacted to the problem.

However, it would be a lot easier really if he is the only one suffering...


but he's not.

She was the first one to say goodbye. She was the one who had to face him.
She was the one who had to worry about the other one in the end.

Nice. She made him sad... just like he wanted...

dakedo...

even though she doesn't want to be sad... she was forced to be...

So she told me to say this to him...

Sorry, thank you

and

a lonely monthsary...


Now don't you think that's the appropriate greeting of some sort?

>>>>>>>>

saritomo to
(my heart breaks)
omouramu koso
(he visits here each night)
kanashikere
(in hopes of meeting me)
aru ni mo aranu
(little does he realize)
mi woshirazu shite
(how hopeless is my plight)
samushiroki
(shall i have to slip)
kogomo katashiki
(all alone again tonight)
kiyoi moya
(on my narrow mat)
koishiki hitoni ni
(unable to meet again)
awade wa ga nemu
(the man for whom i long)

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006


   Hinamatsuri....
I know that Hinamatsuri is still on the 3rd day of March but...

hehehe...I'll celebrate today



Akari o tsukemashou bonbori ni
Ohana o agemashou momo no hana
Go-nin bayashi no fue taiko
Kyo wa tanoshii Hinamatsuri


Let's light the lanterns
Let's set peach flowers
Five court musicians are playing flutes and drums
Today is a joyful Dolls' Festival

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Sunday, February 26, 2006


   26 Beautiful One-liners
1. Give God what's right -- not what's left.

2. Man's way leads to a hopeless end -- God's way leads to an endless hope.

3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.

4. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.

5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma--but never let him be the period.

6. Don't put a question mark where God puts a period.

7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the church for a face-lift.

8. When praying, don't give God instructions - just report for duty.

9. Don't wait for six strong men to take you to church.

10. We don't change God's message -- His message changes us.

11. The church is prayer-conditioned.

12 When God ordains, He sustains.

13. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.

14. Plan ahead -- It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark.

15. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position.

16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.

17. Exercise daily -- walk with the Lord.

18. Never give the devil a ride -- he will always want to drive.

19. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.

20. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.

21. He who angers you controls you.

22. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.

23. Give Satan an inch & he'll be a ruler.

24. Be ye fishers of men -- you catch them & He'll clean them.

25. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

26. Read the Bible -- It will scare the hell out of you.


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Thursday, February 23, 2006


   Tumatakbo by mojofly



Laging bigo laging sawi sa pag ibig
Minamalas o kay sakit
May balat nga ba ako sa pwet
Mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
Nakakaingit TL ang sweet nila ng
Kaniyang nobyo
Gusto ko lang maranasan umibig
Tamaan ni kupido
Gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
Tumibok muli ang puso ko

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras

May birthday cake ka nga
Ngunit wala naman kandila
May christmas tree na malupet
Wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
Sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
Walang kasing tamlay
Ayoko sanang tumandang nagiisa

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras
Tumatakbo ang oras

Tatanggapin na lang ba ang malupit
Na tadhana o kayay
Tatanggapin na lang ba na akoy
Sadyang hindi pinagpala
Tigilan na ang drama
Punasan na ang luha

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon

Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006


Rotania Taire: Lyren no nus rai (Forever is not true)
"Umiiyak ang aking puso
nagdurusa
ngunit ayokong may makakita...

kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
yan ay ayoko kanyang malaman

mga araw na nagdaan
kailanma'y hindi malilimutan

kay tamis na araw ng pagmamahalan

ang akala ko'y walang hangganan"

-isang awitin ng moonstar 88-




The grass moist...tickling her cheeks... She just lay there for a while.

Every inch of her body... aching

Her feet... numb

She was exhausted, cold, and drenched in sweat. Everyone scolded her... for what she did...
for what she became

Wounds heal...
tears dry up
sickness slowly disappears

but in the midst of all that...

a heart suffers

She knows her well... too well

she knows that she is weak...she knows exactly where to strike her

she is as vunerable as an infant... without a mother...

She looked up at the dark skies...

and she was lost

she doesn't know where she's going or how she came there...

all she knows was that she was lost...

She finally sat down.. for she was too weak to even stand

though she tries to fight it she can't deny the fatigue building up inside of her body.

She doesn't want anyone to know she was crying... that she was sad... that she was seriously sad...

and so she decided that when she ever finds the right path home...

she would talk to them as if nothing happened... as if everything was fine... as if...

she was happy...

Her eyes were still swollen from crying

will he ever find me?



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Sunday, February 19, 2006


   Invictus by William Ernest Henley

OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul

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Thursday, February 16, 2006


   Hay kadamutan sa mundo
Ayoko maging madamot
dahil alam ko na walang permanente sa mundo


There is no such thing as forever...

and I know that man doesn't own anything in his lifetime... on this world...


so that's why I can't say something is mine...

Sino ba naman ako para mag-angkin ng kung ano...

kaya wala akong karapatan maging madamot

However...

Man is already greedy since birth

and I am also a human (maybe not a man but I swear I am a human)

so since birth... I've also been greedy...


even if I try to stop my greediness from conquering me.

It seems that I have no choice.


I'm contradicting myself...AGAIN!


And Now my greatest fear has come true...

I found something that I would love to own...

forever...

something that I would not dare lose...

I've already experienced this in the past... with my family... and aside from them there should be no more...


but there is...

I would not want that to disappear...
so much so that I would give my life just to keep it from me...

I would never let go no matter what happens...


Like I said I don't want to be greedy...


but I am...


sadly...

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   There are some things to do...


Forgive me for generalizing too much but I suddenly realized something:

Little sisters are attention-seekers...

and where do they want to get the attention from?

From their older brother/ kuya!

---
I like being a little sister for I never had a REAL biological big brother...
I've always wanted a big brother...


Someone to call kuya


but I know that it's impossible since I'm the eldest child.

I've always wanted to have someone to talk to whenever I have a problem...
someone who'd tell me what I SHOULD hear and not just what I WANT to hear (believe me it's different)

Someone who I an share my dreams with
and at the same time help me reach for those dreams...

Someone that I can say all the things I want and need to say
while I listen to him too... with all ears


I always dreamed of a kuya that could understand my wierdness and my psychotic self

an outlet for short...

while being a victim for his idiotic ways...

That's what siblings are for right?

I know I can have a sister but a brother is still different


He is a he...
while I am a she
and I want to get to know more about the other gender...

sometimes it is tiresome to look at girls day in and day out...especially if you're one [asa!]

He would be my protector... like a knight in a white horse

He is my guardian... the one that would be with me as I walk

I don't expect that much from him


because I love him...

just the way he is...


even if he teases me a lot
or makes my life a living hell (okay now that's exaggeration)

I still want him by my side...


simply because I love him...


My kuya Michel

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006


   Feb fair
February...

Hay puno nanaman ang sked ko grabe...

I'm very very very busy...

Because of the Feb Fair, exams and Men's dorm open house.

Anong meron sa Feb fair?
Concerts and booths
Kaya maraming makakakain sa paligid, marami ka irng mabibili at marami ka ring makikitang mga org.
Siyempre ang SOMA may booth din. Nakakahiya nga kasi hindi ako tumulong para i-set up yung pinaka foundation... kaya eto bumabawi ako... in my own way.

Tapos Mga pesteng exam na akala ko papatay na sa akin...
ENG1, HUM1 at Math17...
pero sa tatlo 2 lang ang natuloy ngayong week... pareho pa silang nabago ng schedule...


hay buhay...


Sa Friday Open house ng dorm namin.
Anong mangyayari dyan?
Wala lang magbubukas lang naman ang pinto ng men's sa lahat ng gustong pumasok at makakita ng kakaiba.
Siyempre aayusin rin ng ZOLE ang kanilang room...

malamang maglilinis kami... o pwede rin naman na payatas theme para madali...hehehe depende na lang yan sa trip.

Hay... Pero sa pesteng buwan na ito... VALENTINES!

It's not that I hate Valentines... it's just that...

Valentines always brings my consciousness somewhere else
Valentines also makes me act... different...

D'arvit! Too many people wearing red shirts, too many people carrying flowers or balloons or chocolates around...



well I had a flower too but I just lost it...




argh! I hate myself! Why am I always clumsy! I can't believe I lost such an important thing.
I know it's just a flower... but the fact that HE gave it to me (without anyone telling him to do that) makes every petal worth keeping...


and I just lost it!


ARGH!

I'm still frustrated about it... even after it has been almost 2 days since I lost it


D'arvit!

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006


Now Showing: Phantom of the opera


Angel Of Music - Phantom Of The Opera
PHANTOM'S VOICE: Brava, brava, bravissima . . .

MEG:
Christine, Christine...
(Phantom: Christine...)

Where in the world
have you been hiding?
Really, you were perfect!

I only wish
I knew your secret!
Who is your great tutor?

CHRISTINE:
Father once spoke of an angel
I used to dream he'd appear
Now as I sing, I can sense him
And I know he's here

Here in this room
he calls me softly
somewhere inside hiding

Somehow I know
he's always with me
he - the unseen genius

MEG:
Christine, you must have been dreaming, stories like this can't come true

Christine, you're talking in riddles, and it's not like you!

CHRISTINE:
Angel of Music!
Guide and guardian!
Grant to me your glory!

MEG(to herself):
Who is this angel? This...

BOTH:
Angel of Music!
Hide no longer!
Secret and strange angel

CHRISTINE:
He's with me, even now...

MEG:
Your hands are cold...

CHRISTINE:
All around me...

MEG:
Your face, Christine, it's white...

CHRISTINE:
It frightens me...

MEG:
Don't be frightened...

Comment: OKay so it's sailor moon... I remember my childhood days... hehehe
>>>>> Isa pa!<<<<<



Phantom Of The Opera - Phantom Of The Opera
From the Play

In sleep he sang to me,
In dreams he came.
That voice which calls to me,
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find,
The phantom of the opera is there,
Inside my mind

Sing once again with me,
Our strange duet.
My power over you,
Grows stronger yet.
And though you turn from me,
To glance behind.
The Phantom of the Opera is there,
Inside your mind.

Those who have seen your face,
Draw back in fear.
I am the mask you wear.

It's me they hear.

Your/my spirit and my/your voice,
In one combined.
The Phantom of the Opera is here/there
Inside your/my mind.


In all your fantasies
you always knew
that man and mystery

Were both in you

and in this labyrinth
where night is blind
the phantom of the opera is there/here
inside your/my mind

Sing my Angel of Music

Sing my angel!

Sing!

Sing for me!

SING FOR ME!

Comment: O.o

>>>>My favorite song in the movie<<<


All I Ask Of You - Phantom Of The Opera
;[Both] denotes Christine and Raoul.

(Raoul)
No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you

Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

(Christine)
Say you'll love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summer time
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

[Raoul]
Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

[Christine]
All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you, always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

[Raoul]
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you

[Christine]
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me, each night, each morning
Say you love me

[Raoul]
You know I do

[Both]
Love me, that's all I ask of you.

[Both]
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you

[Phantom]
I gave you my music, made your song take wind.
And now, how you've repaid me, denyed me and betrayed me.
He was bound to love you, when he heard you sing.
(sobs)Christine, Christine.

[Both]
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me, each night, each morning
Say you love me

[Phantom]
You will curse the day you did not do, all that the Phantom asked of you.
(laughs)
GO!

Comment: Sana nakuha ko yung nasa movie... mas maganda yun eh... hay naku..

ENJOY!

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