Friday, January 6, 2006

   wala lang...
Time: 2:35 AM!
Place: Red Shogun
Status: sleepy... bored... and... wala lang... talaga...

Pictures!


and because I'm bored...
I would like to present...
Challenge: Write a poem WHILE listening to the teacher discussing in the front...

I whispered a prayer in the air
but you seem not to be there
I wrote words in the sand
but you're on a faraway land
I cried a thousand tears
revealing all my fears
but you're not present to see
you were not there to comfort me

I bit my lips to feel I'm alive
but I was numb no matter how I strive
The cold rush of pain running in my nerves
"The feeling of guilt is what she deserves."

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stupid isn't it?

picture na lang uli!

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   Fear
Correction: It's Coulrophobia not Clouro...
I hate myself... I'm really stupid...
Just read this:
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What is Clown Phobia?
Defined as "clowns", each year this surprisingly common phobia causes countless people needless distress.

To add insult to an already distressing condition, most clown phobia therapies take months or years and sometimes even require the patient to be exposed repeatedly to their fear. We believe that not only is this totally unnecessary, it will often make the condition worse. And it is particularly cruel as clown phobia can be eliminated with the right methods and just 24 hours of commitment by the phobic individual.

Known by a number of names - Coulrophobia and Fear of Clowns being the most common - the problem often significantly impacts the quality of life. It can cause panic attacks and keep people apart from loved ones and business associates. Symptoms typically include shortness of breath, rapid breathing, irregular heartbeat, sweating, nausea, and overall feelings of dread, although everyone experiences clown phobia in their own way and may have different symptoms. .

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But so long as the negative association is powerful enough, the unconscious mind thinks: "Ahh, this whole thing is very dangerous. How do I keep myself from getting in this kind of situation again? I know, I'll attach terrible feelings to clowns, that way I'll steer clear in future and so be safe." Just like that clown phobia is born. Attaching emotions to situations is one of the primary ways that humans learn. Sometimes we just get the wiring wrong. "

From: Clown Phobia -Treatment and Hope

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And here I thought that I'd finally overcome of my fear of clowns... I just learned that I'm worse than before...
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You think clowns are not scary?
Lucky you.
Wah!


What they look like to me

Just doing this little research took out everything in me!
I was trembling when I saw the pictures! Believe me I'll never do this ever again!
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