Birthday • 1989-04-05 Gender •
Female Location • Philippines Member Since • 2005-01-18 Occupation • a wannabe writer, taga-alaga ng kapatid, student Real Name • ....
Personal
Achievements • to be alive and happy Anime Fan Since • I watched TV and sawhow great it is! Favorite Anime • Shaman King, Code Geass, Deathnote, Rozen Maiden, Haruhi Suzumiya no yuutsu Goals • To be successful someday and to write the greatest novel mankind has ever read Hobbies • write, read, sing, watch TV, Talents • writing, drawing, singing, living happily
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Stories... Exiantime is still on going and I don't know how to make it more interesting to read.
Another story is inside my mind now. Though I have not wrote anything about it I must at least start before this thought disappears. Or worse if someone also have a story like this.
I also have another story entitled "Herpix Icis". That word existed and I'm sure of it.
I don't know how to begin it and I don't know how to end it. I just want to WRITE it!
Bumabalik ang kaadikan ko ah! This is a beautiful song... I swear...
(I typed this while I was watching the video... OF COURSE I USE PAUSE! I'm not god like.)
When you noticed me, I happened to be thinking
of you at the time.
It was really embarrassing
Which you seem not to like
And I didn't like it at all
Because I'm afraid to tell you how I feel
Even when I try to supress the thoughts in my head
There's nothing I can do about my heart.
So every time I see you, I try not to be noticed
Just like always
I meant to tell you
But I couldn't
Because it was so difficult
So I ended up lying to you
Just a bit more
Just a bit more
If I could get closer to your heart
Just a bit more
Just a bit more
To stop this moment from disappearing
Please God give me the courage. Comments (0) |
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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Happy new Year I always wonder what the next day would bring me...
shall I continue to live?
who shall I meet next?
what experiences lies ahead of me?
However, nothing is really certain. That's why all I could do is wonder.
The new year is coming.
The year 2006 is ending.
According to a fortune-teller I would be unlucky this year.
Hmmm... what does she mean by that?
Well the unluckiest thing that could happen to me is actually dying.
But then again, sometimes I consider the departed luckier than the ones who are still living. At least they could finally rest and get away from all the bad things happening in this world.
Setting that (that being death) aside, I think luck is only created by people. Some say that being lucky is only created by the mind. An event may either be lucky or unlucky depending on the perspective of a person.
I may be unlucky for the fortune-teller but it may be lucky for me.
It is confusing... I know... I'm sorry.
I'm just too excited for the new year.
Why?
I don't know. I think it is just because of the atmosphere.
The smoke left behind by the fireworks. The noise of screaming children. The irritating sound of the 'torotot'. The food. The people...
etc etc etc... chever chever chever.
Yin and Yang A boy once said to me that my Yin was the me crying...
Is my yin the one crying or is my Yang?
I do not really know.
>>>>>
some say that inside a person resides two different characteristics...
Good and bad
yin and yang
passive and active
assertive and *umm... ano nga ba yung isa?*
wahahaha <--lasing ang nagsulat nito... pasensya...
anyway
These past few days hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko...
parang ewan ako...
parang gusto kong maging kabaligtaran ng kung sino ako...
yung tipong gusto mong sumama ang tingin sa iyo ng lahat ng tao.
...ng mga magulang mo, ng mga kaibigan mo...
ng lahat!
This can only mean one thing. I'm drunk!
Wahahahaha
There would always be this person inside me that would love to ruin my life as I know it.
Since it is Christmas I let her out.
All hell broke lose.
She got what she wanted. Now I'm in trouble.
At least something is different this vacation.
But still, after I let her out my head started to ache... waahhh!! Comments (1) |
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Friday, December 22, 2006
Just came home Cristmas vacation finally started...
and all I want to do is rest. That's the best thing to do right?
Rest.
Anyway...
even though Exiantime (story I'm currently writing) is still not finished I'm planning to write another one.
...which is really stupid since I know that I shall be preoccupied with more things to come.
I cannot simultaneously write two novels. *wait... I think I can*
BUT STILL IT'S HARD!!
oh what the heck.
"Write in white fire, revise with cold water."
or something like that.
It was a saying I learned back in high school. It means that if you have an idea popping on your head you should write it at once. After the fire dies then you could revise it. Comments (0) |
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Friday, December 8, 2006
Hindi ako bakla Lyrics and video
Lyrics:
Echusss...
Anong kinakalat mo, ba't ka naman ganyan
Tinitira mo 'ko ng talikuran
Di mo ba alam, ako'y nasasaktan
Turing ko sayo'y kumpare pa naman
Sabi nila
Tinawag mo kong bakla
Maldita kang talaga
At ang kapal ng mukha
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Sa boses palang, di mo ba halata
Pag di ka tumigil ng pagsasalita
Sasampalin kita
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Ho ho hoooooo...
Di ko sadyang tumatalsik ang fingers ko
Bakla na ba porket makembot ang puwet ko
Di ko inahit, natural ang kilay ko
Insecure ka sa flawless ng beauty ko
Chika nila
Tinawag mo kong bakla
Hoy bruha kang talaga
At ang kapal ng mukha
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Itsura palang, di mo ba halata
Pag di ka tumigil ng pagsasalita
Sasabunutan kita
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Di ako baklhaaaaaaa...
Ho ho hoooooo...
Pare, pare
Pa pa paaaa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa
Pare, pare
Ayos baaaa mga pare ko
Pare, pare
Pa pa paaaa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa
Pare, pare
Okay baaa, pa pa pa pa pa pare!
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Sa kilos palang, di mo ba halata
Pag di ka tumigil ng pagsasalita
Hahalikan kita
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Hindi ako baklaaaaaaa...
Hindi ako baklhaaaaaaa...
Di ako baklhaaaaaa...
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Hindi ako, di ako bakla
Hindi ako, di ako...
Hindi ako baklaaaaaa...
Babae akoooooo!
Babae akoooooo!
Babae akoooooo!
Hindi ako bakla!
Ching...
==fave song ko ngayon...
Hindi ako bakla by Michael V.
Nickname: ATE "This technique is really effective but be warned... the power of suggestion is stronger than you think."
Filipinos are known to be polite. We have gestures and such just to show that we are respecting our elders. We have different honorifics that we attach or replace to a person's name. Ate meaning older sister was and always will be the title invested upon me by my parents.
I don't know but sometimes people would bother to insist upon a child the certain title. Parents think that by calling their first child ate or kuya the next child would be forced to call him or her the same. Well, they were right. The younger sibling would call the older one ate or kuya however sometimes the younger sibling would only do that because he or she thinks that the title is the older one's name.
That is the reason why there are some kids (really young children) who do not know the real name of their older sibling. Some children are also like that to their parents.
Situation 1:
Teacher: what's the name of your mother?
Child: Mama
Teacher: I need her name, child. I know she is your mama.
Child: Mama? Am I wrong? *looking like about to cry*
Teacher: No, but what's her name?
Child: Mama *smiling...big smile* Her name is mama.
As the child grows he or she would learn that her mother's name is NOT mama and the older sibling has a name that is relatively similar to him or her.
Calling someone ate or kuya just so his or her younger sibling would also call him or her that is so effective that even the parent would get used to calling his or her child ate or kuya. Sometimes it is too effective that you would soon realize that everyone inside your house (if your dog can talk maybe he would be included too) is calling you ate. It is quite weird because they're hellot older that you.
Situation 2: My Tita was about to sleep. Sorry no translation for this.
Tita: Ne, pakigising ako pag nag-ring cellphone ko.
Ako: Sige po. (That was supposed the end of the conversation)
Tita: Kasi baka tumawag Ate- mo.
Ako: Sige po.
Inner ako: WHO THE HELL IS ATE-! ==>I would love to call her ate... but I want to call her ate when I meet her. I don't even know her!
Situation 3: A child inside our house and I were happily eating.
Person 1: ATE! Tapos ka na?
Both of us: Hindi pa.
D'ARVIT! I also looked. The person who said that was the child's (who was also an ate in her family) mother. SHE WAS TALKING TO HER NOT ME!!! ARGH!
Anyway what I just want to stress out is that let us teach the child respect. Let us tell the child at once why he or she should call his or her older siblings ate or kuya and not just because they always hear it from their parents.
Anything can happen when you least expect it. For all I know I might suddenly have a heart attack or something as I type this thing.
Anyway my grandmother just died. It was sad. I cried.
That's what I am supposed to do, right?
I was shocked and scared at the same time.
The reason I am crying is not because I was saddened by her sudden disappearance it was because of two things.
1. My father is going to arrive soon. He was the only reason why I try to coexist with my grandmother aside from the fact that she is my grandmother. I was crying because of frustration. He did not arrive in time.
2. I am afraid of her. Even if she was still alive I think she is already haunting me. Now she is dead she could haunt me even more.
>>>>
I know everyone has to die soon. Everyone also knows that I have to die soon.
However, people just don't want to die. Why? Because they are addicted to this drug called "life".
Life is a drug that can make a person happy or sad. A stimulant and a depressant in one. But once you are addicted to this drug the effects are very unexpected. Sometimes a person can go to the extremes just to get more of it. Once you are withdrawn from this drug the person could (err... would) die.
Why don't I want to die?
1. Because there are so many people here on earth that I do not want to leave yet. There are unfinished tasks, unsolved problems, and unfulfilled dreams that would require life to accomplish.
2. Because I too curious. I do not know if dying is an eternal blank. If souls are really true. If afterlife is really true. Religious and scientific things that are still haunting me.
And finally my main reason...
3. Because dying is painful. If it was not painful then it would be fine by me but no matter how I think of it dying is as painful as dying. If I'm going to die to die I do not want to die because of the pain.
I want to die someday. I think I'm not that addicted to life yet... but slowly as I discover many things I am slowly being more addicted to it every minute...
Happy new Year 
Yin and Yang 
Nickname: ATE 
argh 
Anything can happen when you least expect it. For all I know I might suddenly have a heart attack or something as I type this thing.