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Wednesday, October 11, 2006


   wala akong mailagay...
I survived!

Four exams in one day! I can't believe I finished the day before my brain exploded.

Until now my head still hurts!

Currently watching Ouran and thinking if I should go to class. Hehehehe

>>>>

A modern martyr


My friends, have you ever seen a ghost? Have you ever seen, a dead ,an, some back to life, and rise from his grave, to walk and talk once more with the living? Do not be surprised then if I tell you that I am a ghost, for I am a ghost. I died here in the Philippines in a persecution yet to come.

What you cannot understand how I could have died in the past in a persecution, which is still in the future? This is too mysterious!... Each and every one of you says, even I agree with you. It's simply mysterious... because I am a ghost.

Now that I have introduced myself, permit me to tell you why I have been given the permission by Saint Peter to come down to this Erath to be with you once more. I come to tell you about my trial and execution. A trial and execution of a true Benedictine at the hands of the communists who will over run the Philippines.

I am today my friends for after all, I have saved my soul. But on that day, when I stood before the hard-hearted judge, before the frightened people who have been forced to the court room, before those brutal police guards! I was only a broken wreckage of a man. Whatever devilish tortures those dogs of hell could imagin, they tried on me, until flesh could suffer no more! Yes! They broke my body but my friends they could not break my soul. The blood of Christ which gushed down like a torrent of love, burning like a dessert of fire two thousand years ago, has build me a strength not my own.

But before I surrender my soul to God, I declare in front of that mock court of justice, before the men and the God they have driven from this land, before those brutal polica guards! I decalre, that I was a catholic! In that faith had I live, in that faith I was ready to die!

-Speech fest piece-

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The thing that I fear the most in relation with my studies...

being left behind.

It is the sickest feeling that I could ever feel.
I don't want to be alone... well who does?

Failing and repeating a subject all over agian without those who are closest to me makes me feel like I'm insignificant to them again.

I hate that feeling.

Now I'm in the brink of failing...

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MGA D'ARVIT SILA!

Akala ko ba hindi nila ako iiwan tapos ngayon... Peste talaga!

Sinusumpa ko pag sila talaga iniwan ako... kamumuhian ko sila...

pipilitin ko mawalan ng oras sa kanila. Pareho lang naman yun eh kahit kasama ko pa sila o hindi... mag-isa pa rin ako.

Hindi ko alam ngayon kung galit ako o nalulungkot... marahil siguro ngayon ko lang naramdaman ito.

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Saturday, October 7, 2006


   how one week seems too long
Learned helplessness is that even if you try your very best to do something you never seem to get it right.

I guess knowing that makes myself believe that I have a reason for giving up.

They say that the only person who knows you is you.

But I say that is not true... since there are some people who don't know theirselves yet...

some people even die without knowing their true self.

Maybe they are just afraid to really know who they are...

but that's not the issue here.

>>>>
Have you ever found yourself running to catch up with someone...


but in the end you find out that no matter how much you run there is no way to get to him.

So in the end you just give up....


???

I may not be beautfiul or rich or intelligent...


but I am me.


If I can't run as fast as you... then I'll have to find a new path for me to run on happily.

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Random things lang

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Monday, October 2, 2006


Sembreak and such
A storm named Milenyo or something hits the Philippines. It may passed by Laguna for just hours but the damage it left was remembered forever.

Many died...
houses were destroyed...
and most of all...

classes were suspended...

Anyways our sembreak was cut by half because the students were given one week of vacation.
I'm not happy about this. In fact, I hate it.

Ironic is it not?
Just when you are given the chance to take a break and prepare for the last few weeks of the semester... you turn away and loathe it.

I want to have classes again. I want this sem to get done and over with.


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Saturday, September 9, 2006


   Wala akong malagay na matino eh... enjoy
Subject: AVOID Eating Chicken
WINGS frequently - Especially Ladies

Avoid eating chicken wings frequently - ladies especially ...a true story!

A friend of mine recently had a growth in her womb and she underwent an operation to remove the cyst.
The cyst removed was filled with a dark coloured blood. She thought that she would be recovered after the surgery but she was terribly wrong. A
relapse occurred just a few months later.
Distressed, she rushed down to her gynecologist for a consultation.
During her consultation, her doctor asked her a question that puzzled her. He asked if she was a frequent consumer of chicken wings and she replied yes wondering as to how, he knew of her
eating habits.
You see, the truth is in this modern day and age;
chickens are injected with steroids to accelerate their growth so that the needs of this society can be met. This need is none other than the need for food.
Chickens that are injected with steroids are usually given the shot at the neck or the wings. Therefore, it is in these places that the highest
concentration of steroids exists. These steroids have terrifying effects on the body as it accelerates growth. It has an even
more dangerous effect in the presence of female hormones, this leads to women being more prone to the growth of a cyst in the womb.

Therefore, I advise the people out there to watch
their diets and to lower their frequency of consuming chicken wings!


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This was e-mailed to me just now... I'm not sure if this was really true or not. Oh well. n.n

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Thursday, September 7, 2006


   Country roads....
waaah seiji!!! crush na muli kita...wahahaha




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   Something I've read
INTERESTING CONVERSATION

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class
on the problem science has with God, The Almighty. He
asks one of his new Christian students to stand
and.....

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student : Yes, sir.

Prof : So you believe in God?
Student : Absolutely, sir.

Prof : Is God good?
Student : Sure.

Prof : Is God all-powerful?
Student : Yes.

Prof : My brother died of cancer even though
he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt
to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is
this God good then? Hmm?

(Student is silent.)

Prof : You can't answer, can you? Let's start
again, young fella. Is God good?
Student : Yes.

Prof : Is Satan good?
Student : No.

Prof : Where does Satan come from?
Student : From...God...

Prof : That's right. Tell me son, is there
evil in this world?
Student : Yes.

Prof : Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God
did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.

Prof : So who created evil?

(Student does not answer.)

Prof : Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred?
Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the
world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.

Prof : So, who created them?

(Student has no answer.)

Prof : Science says you have 5 senses you use
to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me,
son...Have you ever seen God?
Student : No, sir.

Prof : Tell us if you have ever heard your
God?
Student : No , sir.

Prof : Have you ever felt your God, tasted
your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any
sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Prof : Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.

Prof : According to empirical, testable,
demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't
exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof : Yes. Faith. And that is the problem
science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as
heat?

Prof : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.

(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn
of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even
more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little
heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called
cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no
heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is
no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to
describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold.
Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir,
just the absence of it.

(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is
there such a thing as darkness?
Prof : Yes. What is night if there isn't
darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is
the absence of something. You can have low light,
normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if
you have no light constantly, you have nothing and
it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness
isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness
darker, wouldn't you?

Prof : So what is the point you are making,
young man?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical
premise is flawed.

Prof : Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of
duality. You argue there is life and then there is
death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the
concept of God as something finite, something we can
measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It
uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen,
much less fully understood either one. To view death
as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact
that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death
is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students
that they evolved from a monkey?

Prof : If you are referring to the natural
evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with
your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning
to realize where the argument is going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the
process of evolution at work and cannot even prove
that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a
scientist but a preacher?

(The class is in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has
ever seen the Professor's brain?

(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard
the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt
it?..... No one appears to have done > so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical,
stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you
have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do
we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room is silent. The professor stares at the
student, his face unfathomable.)

Prof : I guess you'll have to take them on
faith, son.

Student : That is it sir.. The link between man &
God is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving &
alive.

NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the conversation...and if
so...you'll probably want your friends/colleagues to
enjoy the same...won't you?...forward them to increase
their knowledge...

Have a nice day.. (",)

LiFe iS iNdEeD FulL oF SuRpRiSeS!!!

"Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another"
(RSV)

King Solomon
Prov. 27:17

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   SOMA things
being a member of an organization sure is not easy...

It requires a lot of time, energy and -of course- MONEY...

Poor wallet... always empty... *sigh*

Sometimes I really regret joining the org.


But there are also times that I enjoy being in the company with these folks...


I mean they have the same crazy interest like me -anime.

And I really enjoy their company.

Besides organizing something for the sake of others is fun.

Like our Art contest...i like being with little children no matter how irritating they are.

now we're going to have an anime convention soon...


oh it's so exciting.

Cosplayers in LB!!! weee

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Thursday, August 31, 2006


   LSS (Last Speech Syndrome)
pwede ba yun?

Tribute by Mark Anthony

Friends, Romans, countrymen, lend me your ears;
I come to bury Caesar, not to praise him;
The evil that men do lives after them,
The good is oft interréd with their bones,
So let it be with Caesar…. The noble Brutus
Hath told you Caesar was ambitious:
If it were so, it was a grievous fault,
And grievously hath Caesar answered it….
Here, under leave of Brutus and the rest,
(For Brutus is an honourable man;
So are they all; all honourable men)
Come I to speak in Caesar's funeral….
He was my friend, faithful and just to me:
But Brutus says he was ambitious;
And Brutus is an honourable man….
He hath brought many captives home to Rome,
Whose ransoms did the general coffers fill:
Did this in Caesar seem ambitious?
When that the poor have cried, Caesar hath wept:
Ambition should be made of sterner stuff:
Yet Brutus says he was ambitious;
And Brutus is an honourable man.
You all did see that on the Lupercal
I thrice presented him a kingly crown,
Which he did thrice refuse: was this ambition?
Yet Brutus says he was ambitious;
And, sure, he is an honourable man.
I speak not to disprove what Brutus spoke,
But here I am to speak what I do know.
You all did love him once, not without cause:
What cause withholds you then to mourn for him?
O judgement! thou art fled to brutish beasts,
And men have lost their reason…. Bear with me;
My heart is in the coffin there with Caesar,
And I must pause till it come back to me.


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Monday, August 21, 2006


   Mga anime sa buhay ko
Like what the title said...

These are the animes that I have watched or are watching recently:

1. Totoro -I watched this one with my siblings. We all liked it.

2. Tanuki wars - ASTIG! If I would have the opportunity I would watch this anime again and again.

3. Whispers of the Heart- Bitin... pero cute talaga si Seiji! waah!!! Crush ko siya for... I dunno... five minutes. Hehehehe

4. Ouran High chool Host Club- Episode 19 na ko... at tuloy pa rin... I don't know why I am getting addicted to this anime but I think it is becuase it is plain... kakakilig.

5. Karin- This is a very funny anime... full of irony and...oh what am I saying I just love ANJU!!!!

6. The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya - No comment... One of the best anime I've ever seen.

7. Bottle Fairies- Crazy... it is childishly crazy. I was really expecting this so I was not surprised at all.

8. Tsubasa Chronicles - It was one of those animes that you would just for the heck of watching it.


There you have it... mga anime sa buhay ko...

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Friday, August 4, 2006


   Story of a girl



ABSOLUTELY (STORY OF A GIRL)
By: Nine Days
Last Corrected by: starcaster_1@hotmail.com
This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many days in a year
She woke with hope but she only found tears
I can be so insincere
Making promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes
How many days disappear
You look in the mirror
So how do u choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How do we wind up this way
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the cloths of the souls that we choose
How do we get there today
When were walking to far for the price of our shoes

Your cloths never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

And your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
This is a story of a girl
Who pretty face she hid from the world
While she looked so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her
This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
When she smiles



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How many times a day does he have to hurt me?

Physically...

emotionally...

Why is he so sensitive when it comes to himself and yet insensitive when it comes to other people?


Everytime he bites me... it hurts.

Evey slap, pinch, punch and tickle hurts


but still he knows something that culd torture me even more.


The stone in my heart that he once took away is bak...I don't know if he put it back on purpose or not but i do not care anymore.

I'm hurt so I'll cry.

I'll cry and then I shall forgive him again.

A cycle that even I can not stop.

What if I die right now?
Will he cry? Will he laugh?
Would it bring him happiness or sorrow?

I think he would do nothing...

Like what he always does.


"Sana mawala na lang ako para lagi mo siyang makita. Sabi mo nga di ba repellant ako. Siguro magiging mas masaya ka kung SIYA ang kagi mong nakikita kesa sa akin. Kaya siguro hinihiling mo na sana siya na lang ang kausap mo at hindi ako.

Magiging okay ka lang naman siguro kahit na wala ako... andyan pa naman siya di ba?"

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After CMSC57 1ST LONG EXAM.....


Nosebleed...

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