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Tuesday, April 18, 2006


Summer...
Wak!

Monday was the official waiting in a looong line day -according to Issa...

anyway... at least i finally finished the reg process for summer 2006
and i finally fix my OSA problems...



1:00 today my classes would finally begin...

I'm kindda excited, as well as scared... I don't know... I was trying to be calm but my roommate was jumpy this morning... hmmm maybe i got this feeling from her...

but no matter how anxious i am classes would still begin...


i miss going to class...


and i really miss being with my kuya... wakekekeke

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Thursday, April 13, 2006


   holy week and I'm sick
Ever since Grade 5 I always get sick during January if I don't get seriously sick during January then I'll surely be sick the next month...

and so on...

but since I didn't get seriously sick this past three months...

I got sick... this month...


and it was somehow serious...


Symptoms of a sickness that I call serious:
Note: I must have a flu first. If these symptoms got worst then it is a case of the henochporpora (it's a blood disease of some sort. Sorry I'm not a doctor.)
1. I am able to break a pen or a pencil at the slightest touch... meaning I don't intend to break the poor thing but I suddenly able to break them...(non-human strength) yup, I grow stronger when I'm sick...
2. I get grounded when I touch water...normal water is electrecuting me...
3. (When I'm really,really,really,really,really,really,really,really,really,really,really, sick) I hallucinate.

I'm not wierd... I'm just sick...that's all...
>>>
Okay... ever since Palm sunday I felt that something was coming for me...

and I was right.

D'arvit talaga...Hay

sinipon, nilagnat, inubo at inatake ng skin disease...

ang malas ko... kaya eto na ang aking pinitensya... ang saya noh... hay naku...

pero ang malala sa holy week... hay bawal ang karne...

anong kakainin ko!!!


yun lang sa ngayon...

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Catching up...
Well i was not able to write anything about my birthday... so i;ve decided to write now...

I was not really planning to celebrate my birthday but because kuya would attend... I think I really have to.

Hindi naman sanapilit ako basta nung sinabi niya na pupunta siya bigla na lang ako nahiya na hindi maghanda... ay ewan...

But unlike what I was expecting my birthday turned out to be quite... fun...
Though I'm used to having a lot of guests during my birthday having only three guests was not a bad idea after all...

Kuya was there and so were Cea and Elay. Elay and kuya were interesting to watch. Elay underestimated Kuya's height... maybe she thought I was just joking about the 'tall' thingie... well now she believes me when I say he was TALL...wakekeke

But what I loved about my birthday was when the four of us decided to sing...
Karaoke time was the best. I always knew that Cea was a good singer... and until now she still have it in her. I would always look up to her... how I wish I could sing like her (asa pa).
Aside from Cea, Kuya also sang a few songs...
he was an awesome singer...

honest!

This was not the first time I've heard him sing... this was the first time I heard him sing while using a mic.

People's voice changes when they are using a microphone that is why I wanted to hear his voice...

At hindi naman ako nabigo... dahil may mic o wala... ang galing pa rin na mang-aawit ni Kuya...

and he looked so adorable... wakekekeke

The only thing i can wish for on that day was the presence of Julienne and Jeo... then it would truly be complete!

My birthday was really fun... I hope they had a good time too...


Thank you guys!

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Monday, March 27, 2006


   The light before we land
by the delgados

In cases such as these I'd like a hand
Don't wake me up without a master plan
With black & white instead of colour
Don't you understand?
When things that once were beautiful
Are bland

And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of me
Haven for us

In truth there is no better place to be
Than falling out of darkness still to see

Without a premonition
Could you tell me where we stand?
I'd hate to lose this light
Before we land

And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us

Before we let euphoria
Convince us we are free
Remind us how we used to feel
Before when life was real

And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us

>>>
my last song syndrome...
from the anime gunslinger girls...

waii!

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006


  

There are times when my soul escapes the shell it is bound on...

then my fingers slowly moves.. and they just write...

write to my heart contents... until I have nothing to write about...





I dunno what you were thinking. all i know was that you're thinking of something that could hurt me..

I don't know what you were doing. Ignorance is bliss. you once said. Thatis why I pretended to not know... pretended to be ignorant.

I can't see were I'm going.. but I'll go as soon as you're with me...

guide me... hold my hand... for I don't know...


Innocence. Ignorance. Purity.

I came as soon as I can. I wanted to see you now.

I went as soon as I came. I'm afraid.

I can't tell you exactly what I feel... unlike before.

A wall separates the both of us. A wall that was created by you and me...


and now...

even if you want to leave me... I'll never let you...

I want to tell you everything, I want you to know everything...

Like the desire i have to know everything about you...

I know it is quite impossible but I want to be with you...


till the end of time...


until the stars forget how to shine.
Until the wind forgets how to blow.
Until I forget how to feel pain...



don't ever remind them...
don't ever remind me...

or you'll regret it

for if you remind me the kind of pain that kills...


My soul would be lost...


forever...


forever...

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Friday, March 17, 2006


   I didn't know...
I was ocntemplating last night when something hit me...

something or rather someone is missing... from me...


I didn't know what to do...

Erysd has been awfully quiet... so quiet that she doesn't talk to me anymore...

speak... say something... scold me for all I care... but just don't stay as quiet as that... your'e scaring me...


Then...i looked at my right...



she was there...

the purest of them all...


crying, weeping...


for reasons only I can understand...



I can't believe what I've done...



I hope she doesn't vanish... for if she does...




I'll start to vanish too...




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Saturday, March 11, 2006


A wonderful illusion
I woke up at 7 so that I could really get ready to go to church. I want to go to church today since
1. I want to pray for the safety of my father
2. I want to pray for the forgiveness of my sins...
yes I've been a very bad girl...

anyways...

The mass didn't start yet when I saw a family walk to their seats in front of me...
they were three seats away from me...

it was really nothing and I was supposed to ignore them when I noticed something

One of them looked like my younger brother... well his back look like my younger brother

but my younger brother is whiter, and more handsome than that...

Then the next thing I knew...

the whole duration of the mass I was trying to keep my tears.


That's me whenever I'm attending mass... ALONE...

Maybe me friend is right...
I really love my younger brother that much... I really miss that little brat...


haaaaaaay naku...

When I'm with someone else I can't really cry about things like that...

sometimes I cry because I feel my existence is starting to slip away from me
sometimes I cry because I miss my family
sometimes I cry so that the pain inside of me would eventually fade away


sometimes I cry just to know that I still have a heart that can feel...

Tears are my only weapon... since then until now...

see... that's how weak I am...

anyway... I really want to thank God for the wonderful illusion he gave me...

exactly what I need...

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   Water, water, water
The following will probably amaze and startle you...







One glass of water shuts down midnight hunger pangs for almost 100% of the dieters studied in a University study.

Lack of water is the #1 trigger of daytime fatigue.

Preliminary research indicates that 8-10 glasses of water a day could significantly ease back and joint pain for up to 80% of sufferers.

A mere 2% drop in body water can trigger fuzzy short-term memory, trouble with basic math, and difficulty focusing on the computer screen or

Drinking 5 glasses of water daily decreases the risk of colon cancer by 45%, plus it can slash the risk of breast cancer by 79%, and one is 50% less likely to develop bladder cancer.

Are you drinking the amount of water you should every day?

(No kidding, all of the above is true...)

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Monday, March 6, 2006


   Charm
yozora ni hoshi ga matataku you ni,
taketa kokoro wa hanarenai,
tote kono te ga
hanaretemo,
futari ga sore
wo wasurenu kagiri

Like the twinkling stars in the night sky,
hearts that have joined shall never fade
even if these hands are apart, only if the two of us don't forget.


-Kimiga Nozumo ni eien

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Saturday, March 4, 2006


nag-aalala na talaga ako
I always loved going home. But now it

was really different.
When I was on the bus going home I was

crying silently using my hat to cover

my face and my eyes red with tears.
My parents thought I was just sleeping

but I was not.

When I arrived home. I wanted to cry

but every time I try someone suddenly

barges inside the room...d'arvit

I pretended to be happy
thet everything was fine.
I joked a lot and started to tell

happy tales about LB


I was not just making them laugh... I

was also trying to cheer up myself.

The happy and childish side of me

finally emerges... just so that I

could finally weep...

in the corner of my mind... I was

crying...As her smiling face covers me

Whenever something reminds me of him

a song, a gesture, a name...

anything...

something suddenly pierces me in my

heart... it hurts...

but I can't show them that I'm sad...

now that hurts more...


just a minute ago I called to his

house... I finally had the courage...

and when I thought that everything

would be fine...

My world crumbled again...

He was still not home.

Now I'm terribly worried.

Please kuya... magparamdam ka naman...

kung nababasa mo ito...

sorry talaga...

hindi ko naman gusto itong

pangyayaring ito eh...

nag-aalala na talaga ako sa iyo...


please kuya...

hindi ako nagbibiro...nag-aalala na

talaga ako

please kuya

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