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Saturday, March 11, 2006

A wonderful illusion
I woke up at 7 so that I could really get ready to go to church. I want to go to church today since
1. I want to pray for the safety of my father
2. I want to pray for the forgiveness of my sins...
yes I've been a very bad girl...

anyways...

The mass didn't start yet when I saw a family walk to their seats in front of me...
they were three seats away from me...

it was really nothing and I was supposed to ignore them when I noticed something

One of them looked like my younger brother... well his back look like my younger brother

but my younger brother is whiter, and more handsome than that...

Then the next thing I knew...

the whole duration of the mass I was trying to keep my tears.


That's me whenever I'm attending mass... ALONE...

Maybe me friend is right...
I really love my younger brother that much... I really miss that little brat...


haaaaaaay naku...

When I'm with someone else I can't really cry about things like that...

sometimes I cry because I feel my existence is starting to slip away from me
sometimes I cry because I miss my family
sometimes I cry so that the pain inside of me would eventually fade away


sometimes I cry just to know that I still have a heart that can feel...

Tears are my only weapon... since then until now...

see... that's how weak I am...

anyway... I really want to thank God for the wonderful illusion he gave me...

exactly what I need...
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