Wednesday, October 11, 2006

   wala akong mailagay...
I survived!

Four exams in one day! I can't believe I finished the day before my brain exploded.

Until now my head still hurts!

Currently watching Ouran and thinking if I should go to class. Hehehehe

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A modern martyr

My friends, have you ever seen a ghost? Have you ever seen, a dead ,an, some back to life, and rise from his grave, to walk and talk once more with the living? Do not be surprised then if I tell you that I am a ghost, for I am a ghost. I died here in the Philippines in a persecution yet to come.

What you cannot understand how I could have died in the past in a persecution, which is still in the future? This is too mysterious!... Each and every one of you says, even I agree with you. It's simply mysterious... because I am a ghost.

Now that I have introduced myself, permit me to tell you why I have been given the permission by Saint Peter to come down to this Erath to be with you once more. I come to tell you about my trial and execution. A trial and execution of a true Benedictine at the hands of the communists who will over run the Philippines.

I am today my friends for after all, I have saved my soul. But on that day, when I stood before the hard-hearted judge, before the frightened people who have been forced to the court room, before those brutal police guards! I was only a broken wreckage of a man. Whatever devilish tortures those dogs of hell could imagin, they tried on me, until flesh could suffer no more! Yes! They broke my body but my friends they could not break my soul. The blood of Christ which gushed down like a torrent of love, burning like a dessert of fire two thousand years ago, has build me a strength not my own.

But before I surrender my soul to God, I declare in front of that mock court of justice, before the men and the God they have driven from this land, before those brutal polica guards! I decalre, that I was a catholic! In that faith had I live, in that faith I was ready to die!

-Speech fest piece-

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The thing that I fear the most in relation with my studies...

being left behind.

It is the sickest feeling that I could ever feel.
I don't want to be alone... well who does?

Failing and repeating a subject all over agian without those who are closest to me makes me feel like I'm insignificant to them again.

I hate that feeling.

Now I'm in the brink of failing...

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MGA D'ARVIT SILA!

Akala ko ba hindi nila ako iiwan tapos ngayon... Peste talaga!

Sinusumpa ko pag sila talaga iniwan ako... kamumuhian ko sila...

pipilitin ko mawalan ng oras sa kanila. Pareho lang naman yun eh kahit kasama ko pa sila o hindi... mag-isa pa rin ako.

Hindi ko alam ngayon kung galit ako o nalulungkot... marahil siguro ngayon ko lang naramdaman ito.

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