Monday, November 27, 2006

Okay...my new site...well...OTHER site is Fantasy Hearts. Yeah, I've had two sites now for about a month. Some of you know of Fantasy Hearts, so I want to make it clear I wasn't trying to trick anyone...just wanted to try having two different sites with two different feelings...Fantasy Hearts the cheerful one, Midnight Malice the more...needing one...but I figured (since this one is busted anyway now -_-' and the other is in perfect condition) I might as well just have one and express my feelings, good and bad, through the same "person" on Otaku. So...hope there's no harm done to any of you and hope to see you all again soon! ^^ Thanks for befriending Midnight Malice~-~-~-

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Okay...my new site...well...OTHER site is Fantasy Hearts. Yeah, I've had two sites now for about a month. Some of you know of Fantasy Hearts, so I want to make it clear I wasn't trying to trick anyone...just wanted to try having two different sites with two different feelings...Fantasy Hearts the cheerful one, Midnight Malice the more...needing one...but I figured (since this one is busted anyway now -_-' and the other is in perfect condition) I might as well just have one and express my feelings, good and bad, through the same "person" on Otaku. So...hope there's no harm done to any of you and hope to see you all again soon! ^^ Thanks for befriending Midnight Malice~-~-~-

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I tried a new code and it screwed up my account! *smacks head on desk* AND I CAN'T FIX IT!! DAMN IT!!! Now I'm gonna have to make a new account and have a new name and---GRRRRRRRRR!!!! And I was feeling better too! Fuck... *sigh* What should my new name be?.....

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Friday, November 17, 2006

Hmm...reminded a few of Naruto. Well, I've never seen that show before, I swear. I will eventually though... Anyways, not feeling any better...feeling worse actually, and that just pisses me off even more because I'm such a weak person... Not sure about how much I like the new look...it'll stay up for a while I guess...the song is "Le Ciel" by Malice Mizer--enjoy. Well, I'll be heading around a few sites now...

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Well, I'll probably be changing my site on the weekend...might do it right now though...we'll see....sorry I haven't been commenting--way too busy with school work. xx I'll get to it this weekend though as well... *sigh* Oh how I loath my mood right now... I feel like there's no reason to have hope anymore...I am who I am and I can't change that no matter how hard I try or want to change myself. An empty shell. An unwanted flower... An unwanted flower tossed into the flames of despair because it is beginning to wilt...but whos fault is this? Not the flowers. It was once strong, secure, at peace in the soil that gave it life...but they cut it from the roots of hope and possibilities and failed to give it the water it so desparately needed to cling onto life and everything it had left...so how can the flower have any hope...

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Hmm...I want to change my site...but I really like this one...it's very pretty...ack! I don't know!!! *sigh* School...Monday, even worse...well, not much happening, so life is getting pretty boring here, hehe ^^' Hmm...nothing else to say. Later *Midnight Malice*

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Michael went to the play again last night--ugh! At least he didn't come up to talk to me, or even see that I noticed that he was there...but ugh! In other news...my cousin is being baptized tomorrow! ^^ She's really cute. Oh! Today is closing night of "In a Grove" too! I don't get why people say closing night is sad though, I've never felt sad about ending a play. It's just an ending of another experience...but whatever. I'm probably not going to the cast party again though...the plans aren't really final and I kinda live too far away for the plans to be flip flopping so much, so screw it. Nothing much going on here besides that. Later. (Notice the vid below too--it's pretty freaking sweet.) *Midnight Malice*

Woah. O.O Miyavi is just INSANE!!! Watch the snapping and drumbing on the guitar while he is playing! Without a pick too! *colapses* So amazing, I'm not having the site music on today so you all can watch it! Haha! LOVE the "yaah" at the end too! hahaha!


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Friday, November 10, 2006

Konnichiwa! Nothing really happening today (Yesssssss!!!! Tis No School Friday!!!!) Except for the play again. hehe, I've been doing my makeup like J-rockers or Final Fantasy characters for the past three shows. Last Friday, I had Reno's little swish marks, last Saturday I had Gackt's eye scar thingy-lol-from when he was in Malice Mizer, last night I was Miyavi when he had a whole bunch of dots and whatnot painted on his face...and tonight...I think I'll probably have a Squall scar, hehe! But my cousin Brittany (who is half Japanese) is coming tonight, so I might find something a little bit more special ^^. But all of those makeup designs have been in blue when I recreate then on my face instead of the original colors...cuz my Oni (Japanese demon) color is blue. ^^ Okay...that probably wasn't too interesting for you-lol-so my appologies...but it's basically the only thing I have to talk about today, other than the fact that I still haven't run into Michael again yet...it was close yesturday though: I was walking from Algebra 2 to Honor's Chemistry and I THINK I see him walking, like, 3 paces in front of me--YIPES! So I walk over to some trees and just stand there for, like, 2 minutes! lol But my friend Mandie walked me to English, so that was comforting. ^^ Cuz he wouldn't aproach me if I was with a friend...haha! It's suprising what he said to me (that's why I got so freaked out) cuz he's like...a short kinda nerdy/dorky guy-haha! Geez, I was just talking to him to be NICE, not to get sexually harassed! -_- Can I NOT be nice to guys anymore or something?!?!? Cuz a similar thing happened LAST year with another guy (but it wasn't nearly as freaky last year)! UGH! Ahh! Punie talk too much again! >< Sumimasen. Enjoy your Friday everyone! ^^ *Midnight Malice*

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Thursday, November 9, 2006

Well, I didn't run ito Michael today--phew! -_-' but it's bound to happen soon...I'll be fine though, I have Mandie with me at school and stuff. ^^ Hehe, she helped me last year with a similar, yet slightly less disturbing problem... Anywho, how is everyone doing? I started playing Final Fantasy VIII again today! Yay! I can't believe I just stopped playing that game and NEVER finished it! lol but I'm going to this time, oh I'm gonna! *frowns in determination* lol Well, today is that second opening of "In a Grove" and the last week we're running it...not sure if I'll go to the cast party or not...I've never gone to one before...but I just might this time...it depends though, I'm not very social even though I'm trying to talk more. ^^' Oh, the song I ended up picking for the site (for now) is "Leeca -Prologue-" by Gackt...it's probably not very well known, but I thought the music really fit the background. Simplistic, yet elegant. ^^ It takes a while to start though, cuz at the beginning it's kind of just a buzz of people talking, but it gets there. ^^ You are, in fact, most likely listening to the song part of it as you read these words. hehe ^^ Hope you enjoy and please say in your comment if you think I should change the song or not. Thank you all! ^^ See ya later! *Midnight Malice*

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Okay *takes a deep breath* so I definately HAVE to go to school today, cuz just being scared isn't gonna presuade my parents into letting me stay home from school again... I've desided to not report Michael...if he comes up to me, I'll just tell him to leave me alone and if he starts to get pushy or something, then I'll report him...that sounds good, right? Ugh! Why me!!! lol. I always attract the crazy ones I swear! Anywho, thank you soo much for everyone who commented yesturday--just the fact that you took the time to read my post and comment ment a lot to me. So thank you *bows respectfully* At least today is a half day--WOOT! But still...Michael has my schedule memorized so I'm scared that he's just gonna pop out of nowhere *shiver* Ah! Gotta try to think positive--ha! That is so hard for me. -_- Oh well...just concentrate on school. At least I have my easy classes today, with no rotating block, so I have: P.E., Advanced Drama, World History--then go home! ^^ ugh...it's really quite depressing though...cuz I would want a boyfriend...but not a sick bastard--please pardon the language but SERIOUSLY! -_-' I mean, I haven't even had my first kiss and I'm on my way to being 16! *sigh* Save it...that's what I'm doing...save it so it really counts for something... Why am I rambling! >< Sorry...must be because I'm tired...or scared... Oh, by the way, I changed my site yesturday, what do you guys think? I like it for the time being. ^^ Might need some music though....hmm.... *Midnight Malice*

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