Friday, October 13, 2006

Well, I'm feeling better now... I ended up going on a walk with my parents, and I just basically ran out my emotions. That has always worked well...sorry, I tend to get like that now and again -_- (haha, and thank you for the offer TigerFantasy17, but I don't think you have to kick it out of me ^^ hehe) Anywho, how are you all doing today? FRIDAY!!!! YES!!! I MIGHT go to my school's football game...don't know though, cuz I have rehearsals afterschool too...eh, I'll decide later. Hmm...not much going on....oh! Another cousin of mine was born today ^^ Yup, little Octavion -sounds the trumpets- haha. Haven't seen him yet, but...I will eventually. OMG!!! I might see the Grudge 2 with my older sister(16) and cousin(14) on Saturday! >< I haven't even seen the first one damn it! lol Well, if we do actually go, that'll sure be interesting...have never seen a scary movie in theaters before (cuz they really scare the ---- out of me...usually...it's because of my wild imagination...it haunts me...) "And that, as they say, is that." *Midnight Malice*

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

-lets out a long moan- -sigh- I totally hate myself right now!!!! Last night I just....just went all emo again, and I don't know what caused me to...but I HATE it!!!! Cuz then I get in the whole "self-pity" mood and shit like that. Uuuuuuuuuuuugh!!!! Why the hell do I still have hope!!!! -_- "I bleed the tears of sorrow I've caused so many, Tonight they will be my only company" *Midnight Malice*

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Hehe, playing hooky today. -smirks- I just didn't want to go to school, and last night/this morning weren't so good, so my mom called me in. That's one of the really awesome things about my parents--they let us play hooky once in a while...I guess because they understand that there are just those days where you really need to just stay home...anywho I actually am doing homework. -_- That's one of the reasons why I wanted to stay...10 assignments due in History class on Friday, and I only have 3 done so far. It's not that I'm lazy, just that I haven't been feeling well (another good reason to stay home today) So...that's what I'll be doing -sigh- Oh, and if any of you happen to be playing Final Fantasy X-2 right now, I'm with ya...but I've got the strategy guide -smirk- so if you need help, don't hesitate to pm me. Later *Midnight Malice*

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Cruse the man who made Mondays -glares at Algebra 2, English, Honors Chemistry, and History homework- Oh well...at least P.E. and Drama don't assign homework... Wait...everybody else had to go to school today..er...(curse time zones as well! lol--it's 10:14pm for me, so give me a break! Still doing my homework too, jerks -shakes fist while thinking of teachers-)yesturday, right? Or did some of you get Columbus Day off? Anyway... -sigh- I like a guy...even though I shouldn't (and no, it's not the guy that last post's question delt with)...anywho...this guy I like...we don't even live near eachother (well, Northern Cal. vs. Southern)...I've never even seen him before...I met him this summer through IM-ing...so that just pisses me off...how I think I like him even though we've never even been face to face...makes me feel so damn immature! Psh...well...haven't been able to talk to him for almost 2 months now...cuz he's too busy with football and soccer and whatever...and it stings...how it seems like I'm reminded of him countless times a day by little things...simple thoughts of the random stuff we talked about, the way we helped eachother, and the serious conversations we held...we literally talked all day during the summer...9am to about 5 or 6pm...damn...I we must have been addicted to eachother! lol Well, he has a twin sister too, so of course the two of us talked a ton too. ^^ Hehe, they used to fight about who got to talk to me, stealing the laptop from eachother -stares at the ceiling- Hehe...she said, when he was talking to me he would-- Damn it! >< OMG! I'm talking too much and spilling my guts out at the same time! Ahhh!!! -turns up music to relieve stress- Okay, I'm gonna go now, before I make myself puke with all of this sappy crap I'm mumbling about. lol...but seriously ugh! I hate feeling immature...and the way I'm feeling for these two people...that's pretty immature...right? *Midnight Malice*

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Sunday, October 8, 2006

Not much going on today...still kinda adding a few things to this site... I have a crap load of History homework as well, so I probably won't be able to "visit" anyone today. Sumimasen ("sorry" in Japanese) I guess I'll just leave you guys with a question then...it's pretty deep, so don't feel like you have to answer it... Have you ever felt like you didn't WANT to like someone (guy/girl)...but you somehow know that, if you keep talking to them...you eventually will? Cuz damn I hate being in this position at the moment. -rolls eyes- Later *Midnight Malice*

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Saturday, October 7, 2006

I appologize for the crapy site at the moment...hopefully I'll be able to get it up and running by the end of the day... (not that anyone is even going to find my site...) *Midnight Malice*

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