Saturday, October 14, 2006

Okay, that's it! I am very annoyed at my friend Mandie right now. You know the guy that I don't want to like? Well, she actually laughed at me when I told her that I didn't like him!!!! (I told her just to make sure she didn't make a mistake like LAST time she didn't know that I DIDN'T like someone) I cannot believe she laughed at me!!! >< She totally thinks that I like him! Why?!?!?! Ugh!!!! My heart is set on THAT guy, not THIS guy Mandie!!! >< Anywho, I'm actually not seeing the Grudge 2 today because it's my cousin's homecoming (isn't that weird? How hers is on a Saturday?!?!?) But oh well. I have set building today for the high school play that I'm in. We're gonna be building Shoji (sp) screens! ^^ Cuz it's a play composed of 4 Japanese ghost stories. It's gonna be totally awesome! And I'm getting my hair cut and dyed today as well. Cut really short in the back so I can spike it :P and long, chunky bangs in the front. PLUS!!!! Dyed black! hehehe. I'm not really going for the emo look (even though I regularly feel emo -_-) but Japanese hair is typically black, so I'm dying it for the play. -takes a deep breath- (sorry, this post is kinda long...) I've been feeling very strang lately...like I actually WANT to be depressed...but I don't really feel like that at the moment...I WANT to hate myself, but I find myself not really thinking about it...like I'm numb or something...I've never felt like this before...maybe cuz I have to learn to let go?...but me don't want to! -_-~ I want to....to, I don't know...ugh! I'm so confused right now, it's insane! *Midnight Malice*

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