Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Ahoy~

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX Still kindly updateing. You know, checking to see if there's anything I can add. +comments welcomed+. Also, I got a puppy. x3 It's name is Midnight. +I didn't name it+. And it's a big sissy. My sister's dog keeps chewing on it.. And it whines.. And I'll pick it up. And It will just sleep. And when I set him down.. He can't walk well because HE NEVER WALKS. x_X; Sam's dog's name is Ty.. And it's a big meanie. D: Well. That's all for now. See-yas. +Btw: For the guest book entries, sorry I don't reply quickly. But I'm kindly slow and busy. I'll get to you all though. I promise!+ -The Tills -n.e.r- xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

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Monday, July 18, 2005

Finished~

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX Well, I've finished updating. Though I wasn't here for a week or something. Heh. It was fun at camp..I don't really have a BUNCH to post now. Because then NONE of you will read it. But,I've got the banana song stuck in my head.. Lil Mikey: BANANAS. B-A-N-A-N-A ANAS -Clap clap, stomp, clap clap- That's all I'm posting for now. x_X I don't feel like typing.OH. And I spoke to Arenlos. :3 -Squeals like a fan girl- -The Tills -n.e.r- xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

   Finnally..

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX BOY, am I angered at myself. Lol. I just remembered my pass word, and I just figured out how to log on. Phew. God, those weeks were killin' me. When I couldn't get on, anyway. I'm back. Ready to do nothing again, Whoo Whoo. Well, I'm updateing, and you all, know how long, that takes. xD -The Tills -n.e.r- xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

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Monday, May 16, 2005

Hello all. I'm back. Actually, I've been back. I just didn't feel like updateing. Also, the new theme is Nightmare before Christmas, Jack. -The Tills

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Monday, April 25, 2005

Nothing.

Well, This May Be My Last Post 'Til After Surgery, Or, Forever. Depending If I Live Or Not. Anyway, I Will Be On MSN All Day On The 27Th. I Will Be Gone For 5 Days To The Hospital. Good-Bye. -Natilya

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Bah.

Yeah.		La La La La La La La La La La La La La <3

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Another Day.

Well let's see, Hm, I'm home. Yeah, Home. Nothing new. Their still fixing the roof. I just got hungry, and went into the laundry room (Our fridge is in there) And theres a window to the roof, this guy was whistling, then he stopped whistling when I opened the fridge, and I think he just looked through the blinds. Jerk off. What I'm gunna do is wear Levi's hat and my moms hoodie an some baggie pants, tuck my hair in the hoodie and I could look like a guy from behind. So, I will go now. How are you people? Haha, Kaajte, if you get online anymore, I still have his hat. Well, I'm off to scare roof workers. -Whistles same tune Roofer man made- -n.e.r-		La La La La La La La La La La La La La <3

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Monday, April 11, 2005

   Another Day.

Ah, well I'm back. Today was mildly fun. But when I got home, I went to my moms, she still wont let up. Me: I missed you. -gets in car- Mom: No you didnt. -doesnt look at natilya- we went to the apartment, theyre redoin the roof so we couldnt get it. we went to the other door, it was locked, i reached my arm through the mail slot,i almost got it, but i couldnt twist anything. so later i showed her the way to sams bfs house. (i only remebered cause of theyre neighbor has a sink hanging in theyre yard).we went home, we saw ozo (my idol o_o) my cousin. wse picked him up and drove him home. he smells good. And i told my mom that and she was like "crush?" Hes my cousin, which makes it so f ing gross. Ask anyone who knows me irl, i smell random people. There was also a big wreck. 3 cars. then this drugged guy parked himself in the middle of the road, he looked at me and mom, and i waved. Mom: what the **** you wavein at child? Me: -point- Guy: -wave- me: -wave- ---- Im outie. -n.e.r-		La La La La La La La La La La La La La <3

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Monday, April 4, 2005

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   I just dunno. . Please read. .

Everything's kinda screwy lately. . My mom's trying to stop me from going anywere. . Like always. Today, she wouldn't open any doors, (Theres one big door, then a hall way into another door, to her kitchen) I knocked on all the windows, and screamed 'Mom' she didn't come. I turned around and kicked the door, and it came open (Sam taught me) and I got my cds, she said you cant go to oklahoma. I said Yes I will and you cant stop me. Later that night, she came to my house and said "You little girl cant go, and I emailed your father about it." I said I didnt care, she went down stairs, I followed her and she stood in the hall way, I stood there too and she started threatining me, she said she's calling the police again. Tommorow she's haveing police officers comeing to school to pick me up. (So she says) And takeing me away so dad cant see me, and hes comeing home tommorow.I stood in front of the phone, and she said, you think you can stop me? I said you think i cant. So, she just stared. I said Id call children services because everythings screwed there. . they covered my bed with trash and there stuff, while im gone. And such. I have the number, but I dont know. its all so confuzing. I cant take it anymore. It's all constant bickering, constant pulling, ugh. She wants to test my blood at a hospital (Dr. said to) because in surgery, i will likely run out of blood.No one really talks to me anymore. Which sucks. Airy is with her friends, which make scence because this is their last year. Nate,is always gone. Elena, just doesnt know. So I shut up and sit in my damn little corner at reccess. people call my back a deformity, and I look normal, cept i stand crooked,and today, walking down the hallway. . someone poked my back, laughed and ran away..On top of such, Ive missed most of my bdays, and if I had one, it was cheap. And then, sam got a big one. No one every really likes me at school. They know im there, most of them know whats wrong, (Kathrien blabs) and they just ignore me. They dont even say hello. Thus I havent been invited to birthdays, and I havent had any bdays that more than 3 people came too. This year, I just had tri and tin over, which was, a blast, but sam is haveing a bowling alley party. And now, it seems there all taunting me, Zach continues talking about his birthday, and who he will invite.I also found two straight lines across my wrist, I dont know how they got there either.its fadeing now, but its gunna be a scare. I guess it all just hurts alot when its packed together, this is too long of a post, so I wont say it all. I know most of you didnt read, if you did, you skimmed, because you dont really care either. ----------------------- They all call me ugly, rub it in my face that im fugly.Im not pretty, I never claimed to be, i cry myself to sleep in my bed, i cut so deep I never even bled. ---n.e.r---		La La La La La La La La La La La La La <3

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