Sunday, February 11, 2007

Time: 3:08 PM
I'm starting to wonder if i should delete those people who havent updated since like november or june even and those people who never visit me or talk to me.........but then i think about how some of them visit me when they actually do update..or the ones that used to regularaly update and used to visit me. and also, whats the point of keeping someone who never visits you at all, from day 1 when yu first added them...is there a point in keeping them as friends? but then i think about how, is the point of having friends really to see how many people will visit and comment you? but then i finally think that, whats the point of having someone as a friend if you dont talk at all...theyre not your real friend or anything so why call them a friend and keep them on the "Friend's List"..its not like theyre atually a friend of yours really...if they were..they would visit no matter what, and visit even after i take random hiatus' and visit me even on those days when i visit like no one...whats the point of keeping those people who you have never even actaully talked to, or barely even recognize their name when you see it...is there really a point? i dont think so anymore...i think i just keep them cause im too hopeful and worry that one day we may become "friends" if i do keep them and what might have happened if i dont delete them....gosh..talk about confusing :S

SOO...In other news...im feeling very sad today..i get sad about the dumbest things...no seriously..the reason im sad is just cause im not talking to this one guy who i used to be friends with and then i talked to him yesterday and it was TOTALLY awkward and then my friend like totally added him out of no where even though she lives like....quite far away..and he talks to her more then he talks to me!! and he doesnt even know her T_T....yea....

and im REALLY not looking forward to school tomorrow...this new semester sucks completely except for gym...gym is the only thing that keeps me going now...gosh...i wish school would die

everything has seemed to seriously suck since the new semester started last monday...gosh...everything should go die....

YES i am having one of my very rare sad days :( :( :( :( and it SUCKS...it SERIOUSLY SUCKS T-T

dont worry...ill be back to my happy self in no time...not sure how soon the time will be since my new classes keep on bringing me back down...lower and lower and LOWER

GOSH

lmao..sorry about my ranting and complaining..this is a lame post...gosh...ill end it now and put yu guys out of your misery....



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