Saturday, February 17, 2007

Time: 12:06 AM
Music: Son Do Braza
By: Braza

Heyyyyyy :] soooo what to say....uhh

IM AN ALIEN

and i love it

lmao thats what my friends call me since im not like most people...cause ive never really been the type to have those insecurity issues about my looks or weight or stuff like that...those typical teen issues...lol then again some would say i probably dont worry about it since i dont need to worry about it...actually when ppl tell me how they think im pretty, i get more insecure then if someone would me mean to me and said i was ugly or something i actually get more insecure when people tell me im pretty or i have such SKINNY legs or arms or how im so lucky to be able to eat anything and not gain a pound..then i feel like if i slack off and dont do something that i normally do..then im not meeting up to what they think i am or something like that..i dunno..lately ive been half human though since minor issues with friends have been actually making me sad lately, like they never do..im normally the alien who doesnt let anything get me down..and starting yesterday i went back to my old alien self and am now a happy camper again =) i love it

lmao apparently it annoys people though, they dont like how i can be so happy and er...and i quote:

"meredith. says:
...........
meredith. says:
well not everyone is HAPPY AND NON CARING AND OH LOOK ITS A FLOWER I'LL LOVE IT FOREVER LIKEYOU ARE
manda says:
...........................................................LMFAO
manda says:
ILL LOVE IT
manda says:
HAHAHAHA
manda says:
.............................
manda says:
exactly
manda says:
thats my point
manda says:
the world is gay
manda says:
all those issues are really dumb ones
meredith. says:
...no maybe its just yu
manda says:
that why i hate being normal
manda says:
normal sucks
meredith. says:"

UNQUOTE

lmao yea..not everyone likes how i can be so happy with life, but ive been through enough in my past to learn that those things are really dumb things to worry about and only hold you back.

i wonder why im talking about this...hmm..i dunno..but its my site, my post, my life

so i can say what i want

lmao =)

i got 9 comments for my last post, my record of comments since i returned from my like...4th hiatus...haha.....yea...ive really gone down

but it doesnt matter, at least 9 people love me =3

lol

im still having issues about the whole friends list thing too...cant decide on how im gonna figure out what ones to delete......not like most people on my list would notice if i even deleted them..i guess thats why i am deleting them..cause they just have me on their list because..i dont know..they want the whole 1000000000 FRIENDS thing...gosh...thats lame too...life is lame

but ya gotta love it anyway =]...i guess....well the good points at least, the bad points can go die :]

well...i guess ive said enough =) lol

TGIF :D wait..no its saturday now..nvm...hah...


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