Saturday, November 3, 2007

WHAT THE FLIP!!

ive been here for OVER two years. and im STILL a measily otakuite!HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?! my friend who got her site just 2 days before mine, and was WAYYY less active than me, has less gb signings, less post comments, less everything. and shes a senior otaku. and im an otakuite.

it doesnt really bug me. it just baffles me. its like im forgotten or something. like my otaku site is insignificant. lmfao. seriously like, how? ive been here for two years and im still an otakuite. people who have only had their site for one year are passing me!

i want to know how the system of this otakuite to senor otaku to otaku legend works! im baffled by my low level. just baffled!

i really would like to know....lmfao. sorry for my rant hahaha. i just became baffled by it when i commented someone and it still said that.

Well, in other more interesting news (not really). Life is okay. I lost a friend a while ago, people were saying he liked me, i got bugged by it thinking he didnt and hoping he didnt since i dont like him. i acted awkward around him cause of it so that wierded him out majorly. so after a discussion we decided to stop talking for a while since we really didnt seem to get along good right now. i dont like to blame people, but seriously, this is the second time that people have gotten into our friendship and messed it up because they assumed good or bad things about us. i dont know why. i really dont like blaming others. i should really blame myself for letting their words get to me.

Also, im doing bad in school. haha. well im getting my grades back up again right now. Ive missed a lot of school, my chem teacher was so mad when i missed some school last week that shes not talking to me right now. lmao.

My mom wants to go on vacation in two weeks to visit our aunt. me and her are REALLY disagreeing on that because i want to stay to get my grades back up since i only have till the end of january when final exams come. but she really wants to go because we havent seen our aunt where she lives in about 4 years. shes visited us here, but we havent gone to see her.

so we're arguing about that a lot right now. i told her that she can be the one to tell my teachers about it and get an earfull when they get mad at her for trying to take me out of school when my grades are so critical.

Hmm, nothing much else to say other then that now. I can't think of anything. This weekend wasn't bad. We were off school friday, i slept over at a friends on thursday night. then came home friday, did a photography progect. Today i had swimming lessons and just came on here and wasted time. Tomorrow im gonna be packed with a lot of homework. I'll be exausted. haha.

well only 3 people have updated, man its nice having such a small friends list :) hahaha. ok well, comment if you want. I dont care really if you skipped everything i said. It was mainly just me doing a mini ranting since all my close friends who i can talk to about my troubles arent online right now so i just wanted to complain. haha. sorry ^^;

well, hope everyone had a good weekend.

darn. my mom just asked me to look up westjet. i seriously hate doing that for her when she knows i dont want to go at all. its annoying, i dont know why.

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