Gender •
Female Location • DeviantART [sorry but otaku doesn't suport my art style] Member Since • 2006-10-24 Occupation • That one girl, . . . What's her name? Real Name • my nick name is Middy! or Turrner if u please!
Personal
Achievements • sleeping through class Anime Fan Since • Umm... when was it?? Favorite Anime • Rosen Maiden Goals • Aim low and feel successful Hobbies • Reading, internet, PhotoShop, Writting (poetry mostly) Talents • I can scream realy loud, does that count!?
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Broken hearts and Revolations
Sorry I havn't been on. I've had way to much homework.
Well AmandaxJeran didn't last one week. They broke up 2 weeks ago. But it wasn't until firday Amanda really felt the full pain of it all.
I don't really want to say why, but well it's both of thier faults. I just hope someday soon we can all be friends again.
I got my X-Mas shopping done so I'm totaly happy and stress free! ^_^ Have a good week. Comments (0) |
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Anime Club ......... I love it again!
Well Jeran and Amanda r dating.
Who didn't see that coming?
I don't care, as long as their happy. I'm the good friend.
So yeah I went to anime club with them and Carter came again! Jeran is trying to get Carter to date me. Carter has a girlfriend and Jeran knows that.
So Jeran's evil plan: As we all started to sit down and pic spots to sit Jeran decided to be lazy.
He just said "Carter date her!" and pointed to me.
Carter said: "Well I have a girlfriend...but I only see her on the weekends ..." but I ignored that joke. (At least I think it was a joke)
So we found out they were watching Black Cat first so Jeran, Amanda and I stepped out. I finished off my pocky and beef Jerky! Lili My best Elf EVER, came to tell us they were starting Rosen Maiden!
Carter had left, but I didn't mind too much, I came for anime not him. (Ok so I was bugged but I won't admit that) He came back later to grab his bag and I asked were he was going. He said of to bug Johan. So I went with because bugging him is fun!
Well what happened was Johan was singing in the commons and we stood a floor above. I saw Alisa, a girl who's fun to hang out with. We made jokes and stuff. At one point some girl tired to give a guy a titty twister. So the Carter said "U can give me one if I can give you one." with that creepy sly grin guys get when they say stuff like that.
The guy then replied the guy "No, no, no it's better if u say: U can give me one if I can give u one with out your shirt."
I thought that was funny, until I saw Carter point at me while he was laughing. He tired to do it so I couldn't see but I did. Embarrassing much?
Paul came out of some classroom and stopped to watch the choir too. I asked Carter to hide me so he let me stand behind him.
Yeah so after a while we heard they apparently deaf Choir teacher say “You’re out of here in 15 min.” So we left because we weren’t suppose to be watching ……. I thought they were all leaving so I when back to anime club and continued to watch Rosen Maiden.
Yeah I also made a Monty Python joke in anime club that every one got and I as funny again so I like them again! They’re really nice if I’m not yelled at and behave (by making jokes every once in a while). I really do love anime club.
After Anime club Jeran, Amanda and I walked around and found Carter, Alisa and Haley. We stopped sat down and talked for a while. But Alisa had to e so they left us 3.
So we went the same direction as them a minute later. Carter was at his locker again (he’s always there it seems) so I was dragged backwards towards Carter and Jeran claimed I needed a hug. Carter was kneeling and so I had to walk over and hug him. I ended up hugging his arm sort of. I was kind of sour about it though because Jeran basically forced me to do hug him. Carter was all “I feel loved.”
Die Jeran DIE!!!!!!! (an emo rant post)
So guess what! Jeran changed his mind again!
Yeah he sucks doesn't he? and Amanda got hurt this time too.
So it all started on tuseday..... I got up whent to school and saw Carter like twice! *squee* anyway, Amanda literaly just broke up with Zach because he was beeing a total moron and wouldn't even talk to her. So I found Amanda and whent to Anime club. Carter came again this week which was supriseing since I thought he quit. Amanda and I walked over to Carter and Jeran. I made a half joke by asking the guys to shoot me so I wouldn't have to go on vaction.
Amanda portested and Carter started to ask where I wanted to be shot. ^_^ Jeran imeditly got protective and hug me saying "No you won't die!" Ijust huged him and didn't really notice anything weird at that point. Then Jeran told me to not go on vaction, my responce "It's vacation or a chathlic boarding school."
"Then go on vaction."
So we stayed to watch Rosen Maiden! I love that anime. Then Jeran, Amanda and I left. We det sick of Black Cat every week. (plus this way we can talk)
I was Talking to Amanda about how I was suprised Carter came. Jeran was still with us, and he heard me say I like Carter. Then Jeran got really sad and said "Well I guess I can't tell Middy what I was going to say."
It only took about a minute to get him to admit he was going to ask me out. I sort of apologized because well mom has that programed in me.
So we(Amanda Jeran and I) walked around a bit, talked and bumped into Saren! We posed for their pictures. Then we left.
We ended up on a dock and I hadn't thought about anything so I randomly said something about Carter. Guess what Jeran said? "And I was just about to ask you out again."
My thoughts were not good. I sat their and wondered why I screw every thing up! I do I'm like one train weack after another!
Amanda stormed off. I knew why and Jeran didn't. So after a minute we followed Amanda and I told Jeran I'ed think about dateing him.
Anyway lets skip to the part were I screw up again! So basicaly we'er on school grounds again and trying to get inside, because it was freazing and I was getting pissy. Jeran said he wasn't really that cold and didn't want to go inside. I jokingley saud "I don't care what u do, you can go off and die, but I'm going inside!"
Jeran stoped moving and got mad at me. "Well thats just the thing u want to say to someone who asked you out!"
Jeran can't take a joke!!!!!!!!!!! So I apoligezed again.
As we got our backpacks and walked back inJeran made it even more obvious I like Carter, infront of Carter!! (As if we didn't all know!)
So let me explain the setting so you can fet the joke. Most of the lights were off and Carter was at his locker. Oddly enough their was light over his head.
so Jeran said "Look theirs even a light shineing over him."
God I wanted to sock him!
So anyway latter I called Jeran and said told him I wanted to be single because I couldn't choose. Then I told him I do want to date.
Only by then he said he doesn't want to date me. WHY WON"T HE STOP CHANGING HIS MIND! He also said he only aked me out because he now knows I like Carter. Comments (2) |
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Friday, November 16, 2007
I only have 3 new things in my life!
1) Well today I cut out of gym and crashed fist lunch. I spent like 20 minutes "at the bathroom" (don't worry I whent bak to gym). Meaning I bugged Jeran for my calcultor, which I didn't get and leaned on Amanda and Jeran.
2) Secoundly I have my best peace of art up ever! It's on deviant art, so heres the thumb but u really need to see the high quality for the real exsperence!
3) erm, well in luch Paul and I fought again! he's never going to leave me alone! But I scared him by telling him about the Satainic bible I touched on Wednseday. (my friend owns one)
Paul resonded by saying "Where were u when u did that?"
Me:"Here at school." *evil smile* Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Today I skiped anime club
Yayz, the people in their who don't know me hate me because I tend to talk. But then again last time they yelled at someone for typing to loud so I don't really care.
Usally I put up with their crap so I can watch Rozen Maiden and hang out with people I know. But this week we didn't watch Rosen Maiden. This caused Jeran and I to skip our club.
We walked to the near by lake, and back into school and around school alot. Once we even tried to go back to anime club, but the leader basicaly yelled at us and told us to beat it. (I swear they get meaner every time I go!)
Jeran and I talked for like 2ish hours, it was great! We both said how when we thought about it, we didn't really want to date. It would prolly end up ruining our friendship. We even talked about our mutal hatered toward Paul. I'm tring to pertend he doesn't exsist but it's hard when he purposely sits at a table near you to piss u off! Comments (2) |
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
My weekend so far
So yesterday I had a day off of school! I got up early because my friends had planned on going to a movie.
The Puchline is we left at about 1;00 pm, really late for us! Meaning I could have slept in!
As I said Jeran, Amanda, Zach, Heather and Justine and I were supose to go!
We never met up with Jeran, but I'll get back to that part later!
We found out Acrosst the Univesr is no longer playing. TT_TT But we saw it last weekend I didn't really mind. Instead we saw Dan In Real Life. I Liked it but it's a romantic comedy and I was the only one with out a date. Dane Cook is in it though so I made it through with out screaming or cyring or ranting.
In the middle of the movie Justine had to leave becuse he had bolwing (sp?) and Heather when to day goodbey. Amanda also walked out to go to the bathroom.
So theres Zach and I going "What the Hell! We've been ditched!" SO we found out amanda and heather were coming back and whent back to the movie.
Afterwards I dragged everyone to Too Cool, so I sould get pocky! Yet again Carter (goth guy) and His friends were there! Carter must think I'm some sort of stalker, but I swear I'm not! It's just my bad/good luck I tell yah!(he has a girl friend, of coures I pick a guy to like who's taken! Fucking hormones!)
After we left it was down to Heater, Amanda and I. So sitting in Heather's room drowding my sorrows in pocky (lol oximoron!) Amanda and I told our sorrows.
I then wanted to hear Jeran's lame excusse for not coming (even though everone knows it's because another girl likes him and she my friend.) I used Heater's cell to call Jeran. unfrotanly I lost the bet because he didn't have "baby sitting" but no one eles won because no one called him to confirm plans! XD
I also told Jeran what I wanted to tell him for a week now, I just want to be friends and hang out with him. It's the thing that matters most to me right now. (Jearn seemed a little freaked out when I said that but I said it as a aftertough to a really diffrent topic)
Today I whent to a collage basketball game. It was ok but my sibs wouldn't stop complainong.
My sister is ubber slow so while walking back I tired to give her a piggy-back ride so she wouldn't get kiddnaped. But the moment I tried to take a step I fell flat on my face!
OWWWWWWWW! Now I have another bruse on my knee!
Bloody backround!
Hehehehe! I'm awesome, jk I'm wierd but whatever!
so my newest delma still involves guys! Only now instead of being obsessed with getting a boyfriend, I'm fine just being singal, and there inlies the problem! How is this a problem? Well Heather and Mizy, who both have boyfrineds, have found out about my small crush on Jeran and Jeran's small chrush on me. They want us to go out.
So we tried to go to Acrost the Univeres, us being Heather and Justine, Mizy and her Boyfriend and Jeran and I. Only Jeran said he had "yard work" meaning he didn't come, and Zach got grounded. So just Heather, Justine, Mizy and I whent.
I love that movie, so H,J,M,Z,J, and I might go see it tomorrow cause we have a day off! Any way I'm not sure if I even want to date Jeran, I still like Carter (goth guy) and Jeran like 4 other girls right now. Basicaly well I think it's a train reack about to happpen!
My weekend so far 
Bloody backround!