Thursday, January 25, 2007

   *sighs*
Lets review my week:
Monday: I felt really sad, because on Sunday night I was about to kill my self.
Tus: Painolesson and porject done a bit tired
wes: project due, Starting to stress out
thurs: Hade to due a "Randomly selected test, amd staring to spiral down againg . . .

Hmm, seems fine to me *rolls eyes*.

Now for school friends- It took forever to find this thank me or eles

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I'm sooo glad I finnished the dum project in engilsh I did all today thats due tomarrow!
Any way funny things I found under Hate in photobuket!


Well that was it . . . Night!
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

weekend junk
Well it's Sunday and now I know no reads my junk. But I'm not discuraged eventuly some one might read this stuff . . . maybe. Ok so no one will ever care 'bout what I post.

Any way to day I whent Girl Scout cookie selling. Not much fun I only went to 8 houses. Some high lights are:
1 Our nieghbor has a new puppy and we're going to let our dogs have a play day.
2 Our nieghbor is having a squirrle infestation. they caught a giant squirrle today.

Now rewards for reading this post. Random vids!
Ok Weird Al's music vid White and Nerdy.


Living Dead; just watch.

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Short story
Ok for engilsh we had to submit short a home work asmint *rolls eye*. any way I feel like posting it. It's called not my face. hope you like it!
Not my face

Waking up, it’s always hard. I mean come on, who can honestly say they want to wake up to the agony that sunlight brings? Today it seemed much harder, like trying to out run a wounded horse. Usually it only takes a minute of my blinding bright alarm clock, and defying alarm to get me out of bed. After I get up I make an attempt to satanically beat the alarm, but I only end up taping the off button. This bloody morning I felt totally drained of energy, as if last night I used it all up not restored it. I also felt oddly thirsty.
Today I fell just getting to the bathroom. I hauled myself up and stumbled into the bathroom. It was a white bathroom; the wall with the sink was one giant mirror. I rubbed my eyes that still stung for the light. I then saw something beyond traumatizing; NO, no it couldn’t be. I was sleeping, or had too much caffeine; it could be those horror books I read like most people breath, or all the movies . . . It could have been anything but I knew, I knew right away my dreams we’re finally real. My face wasn’t my face, the plain one with my fading tan, my freckles, and my dull eyes. Even my dried out red-brown hair wasn’t mien any more. My skin was too pale, my eyes chillingly deep blue almost black, my face now was thinner, and my hair now shown a red clay color. Not my face it’s not my face! It can’t be it’s not me. But what really gave it away were the sharp long fangs I now had.
Finally like all my other nightmares I was dead, only I was still living unlike all the other victims. I should have seen this coming; I had always felt connected to the darker things in life, depression, abuse, misery, death, suicide they had raised me for some unknown reason. Plagued everyone around me anyone I felt close to; they’d get hurt beyond repair, or abused, killed, depressed until they’d be found killed by themselves. You name it someone was hurt that way; I even had to kill my best friend whose step father sexually abused her. Poor child she couldn’t press the knife down so she made me do it. I should have seen this coming when I decided to date a vampire named Chris. I was always told I’d be the coming of something. Grandma told me I was undeniably special, but she never told me how.
Now that what ever was coming begun I felt it was bad, apocalypse bad. This can’t be my fate. It can’t happen I won’t let billions suffer because of me. I wanted no part of what I had started. I have made mistakes yes we all do, I have more regrets then most, after all most people don’t kill their best friend. This was one thing I could not do; I had to stop it, like I should have stopped my friend. I ran to the kitchen were I kept my good knifes. I went for a sharp longer one. With tears of blood streaming down my face I went into the bathroom and lay down in the white tub. “I’m so sorry.” the last words had left my lips, there was noting left to say. Only action would end every one else’s suffering. I one quick motion the knife broke my heart. Heaven welcomed me very glad I made one right choice.
By Midnighter Des8

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Friday, January 19, 2007

new dirtions
Ok peps tell me what you want to see! Ps New theme anti chirst- no I'm not satanic, I just fet lik it . . .
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Both sides of 04 eletion are in here to no;t cuase conflct! SO NOW BURRNING!!!

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   Sup! I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so I was swamped with hw. I had a good time in Brekenrige, although I poped a blood vesule in my index finger! At momnet Homsar just loned me Godchild volumes 2&3, and The Lost Profits earlier CDs. Homsar is the greates!!
Today me and Homsar talked in gibberish for like a hour and a half! The best part was Paul got sooo ticked off I though he was going to come over and embarse us, Yell or try to join us or anything eles to make us stop.
Oh how I love bugging people exspily Paul!

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

   Gone
I will be gone from saturday to tuseday. My parnets are takeing me to Colardo (sorry I can't spell). Any way I'm posting a pome for you guys! Ok this one is about how I feel and how my parnets make me depressed and feeling like I'm not good eough, or that I can't understan becaues of my age even if it wasn't their intion.

They say

they say I'm to young
to young to understand pain
to young to grasp the consept of death
they say I can't feel stressed or depressed
they say it's a stage
that it will all come to pass
they say I'm to young to feel love
to young to make desions
to young to do anything
to young to disagree

I say they'er wrong
wrong to think I can't love
wrong to think I don't know pain and death
I know I am stressed and becoming depressed
it isn't a stage
I've always been this way

I can disagree
I say your the problem not me
Can't you see what you've done to me
inside I'm bleeding dry
but you discize me as a ragged doll
you leave me no choise but to smile and play along

they think they can see right through me
but they only have eyes for their mask of lies
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Friday, January 12, 2007

   OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Stare as I post the doll of me I made.

Here is care free fairy Homsar88

Kitai as were wolf!

I got bord so my pink loveing little sis.


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Monday, January 8, 2007

   HEY YA
Hi, i have nothing to do. . . today If I have time I'm going to dey my hair blue! If that happens I might put a pic of me up. yeah nothing eles.
Oh later I'll put up some more pomes if you guys want.
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

New people!!!!!
all right My cousins just joined! SO ALL OF YOU GO TO Maximum Ride and
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