Thursday, November 22, 2007

Die Jeran DIE!!!!!!! (an emo rant post)
So guess what! Jeran changed his mind again!

Yeah he sucks doesn't he? and Amanda got hurt this time too.

So it all started on tuseday..... I got up whent to school and saw Carter like twice! *squee* anyway, Amanda literaly just broke up with Zach because he was beeing a total moron and wouldn't even talk to her. So I found Amanda and whent to Anime club. Carter came again this week which was supriseing since I thought he quit. Amanda and I walked over to Carter and Jeran. I made a half joke by asking the guys to shoot me so I wouldn't have to go on vaction.

Amanda portested and Carter started to ask where I wanted to be shot. ^_^ Jeran imeditly got protective and hug me saying "No you won't die!" Ijust huged him and didn't really notice anything weird at that point. Then Jeran told me to not go on vaction, my responce "It's vacation or a chathlic boarding school."
"Then go on vaction."

So we stayed to watch Rosen Maiden! I love that anime. Then Jeran, Amanda and I left. We det sick of Black Cat every week. (plus this way we can talk)
I was Talking to Amanda about how I was suprised Carter came. Jeran was still with us, and he heard me say I like Carter. Then Jeran got really sad and said "Well I guess I can't tell Middy what I was going to say."

It only took about a minute to get him to admit he was going to ask me out. I sort of apologized because well mom has that programed in me.

So we(Amanda Jeran and I) walked around a bit, talked and bumped into Saren! We posed for their pictures. Then we left.
We ended up on a dock and I hadn't thought about anything so I randomly said something about Carter. Guess what Jeran said? "And I was just about to ask you out again."

My thoughts were not good. I sat their and wondered why I screw every thing up! I do I'm like one train weack after another!

Amanda stormed off. I knew why and Jeran didn't. So after a minute we followed Amanda and I told Jeran I'ed think about dateing him.

Anyway lets skip to the part were I screw up again! So basicaly we'er on school grounds again and trying to get inside, because it was freazing and I was getting pissy. Jeran said he wasn't really that cold and didn't want to go inside. I jokingley saud "I don't care what u do, you can go off and die, but I'm going inside!"
Jeran stoped moving and got mad at me. "Well thats just the thing u want to say to someone who asked you out!"
Jeran can't take a joke!!!!!!!!!!! So I apoligezed again.

As we got our backpacks and walked back inJeran made it even more obvious I like Carter, infront of Carter!! (As if we didn't all know!)
So let me explain the setting so you can fet the joke. Most of the lights were off and Carter was at his locker. Oddly enough their was light over his head.
so Jeran said "Look theirs even a light shineing over him."

God I wanted to sock him!

So anyway latter I called Jeran and said told him I wanted to be single because I couldn't choose. Then I told him I do want to date.

Only by then he said he doesn't want to date me. WHY WON"T HE STOP CHANGING HIS MIND! He also said he only aked me out because he now knows I like Carter.
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