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Tuesday, November 14, 2006


   )@^ the piano!!!!!!
this smily does not do justes for how I feel! It should be a Hitler smily because I feel very mad right now!
My boilogicle mom (not that i have any other mom she just isn't a mom at the present) has decided that even though I'm in choir, and exstar choir has desided I'm a worthless fool who needs to learn how to play the piano to apersiate music! HELLo does she even know me? I've been in choir for 5 years, and rearly turn off my radio. As if I'm not already killing myself doing as she pleases, seriously I'm only surving off of sugaer highs to keep my awake. I haven't slepted well in 4 months. and she wants me too do this all school year long.
Of coures my doppy little stister is so happy she's learning how to play the dam key bord she got for her birth day. That only helps me so much more NOT. My dad doesn't even see eye to eye with me this time. They both think I'm not smart enoff for them and perhaps there right. After manga club today I was outside wating for mom to pick me up, I talked to Heether about our !@(%ed up lifes. Her's is bad in a poler oppiste way then meine, her parnets seem to not stop yelling at her. My parnets just push me into neglect, emptyness, nothingness. Well they still buy me clothes, and food, they still make me go to school and take me to church. But they can't tell that I can't even speak in the morning I'm that tired. they just go about there lifes ingnoring the signghs that I might be slipping back into depression, not that they saw it last time untill I wrote it out for them (literaly). *Sigh* I should get to bed. Good night. I might see you tomarow.

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