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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Pace Is The Trick
Man this week has been going so crappily for me but this long weekend has really made up for it. ^ ^
Today I got to hang out with Ling ling, Mike and Hubie Pubie and we hung out at Hubie's house ( which is amazing asian and soo nice! ) and it was so much fun! We just sat at his kitchen table playing card games ( which got really intense! ) and they taught me and Ling ling how to play poker. I am a pro ;)
Afterwards I got to go hang out with Derrick
*^ ^* he is kinda the boy I've liked since last year ( btw he knows I like him and he DID like me but he doesnt anymore, it's complicated ... ) We havent hung out in so long and at first it was kind of awkard because we havent talked to each other in two months ( no idea why ... it just happened that way ). I thought he didnt want to be friends with me anymore and I didnt want to ask him because I thought "well, if he doesnt want to be friends he doesnt want to be friends. There is nothing I can do but move on." So the other day I was hanging out with his best friend who Im also really good friends with and when I told him about me and Derrick and our current situation apparently Derrick said the exact same thing last week about me. He thought I didnt want to be friends with him anymore. Then we both realized how stupid we were being. :) So tonight me and him plus his two best friends had a lot of fun together. We went to go see Never Back Down which is probably one of the crappiest movies Ive ever seen but me and Derrick just talked through the whole thing making fun of the characters.
*sigh* Im pretty content, and tomorrow I get to hang out with Derrick again! Yayness *^ ^*
Dont let the bed bugs bite :)
¢¾ | mid
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Friday, March 14, 2008
Always Where I Need To Be
So tonight really made my week ^__^ I got to hang out with my favorite stick in the world and we went to go see Avril Lavigne & Boys Like Girls which was effing amazing. I honestly thought it was going to be a crappy concert because I am not a big fan of Ms. Avril but I was wrong. It was so good and I got such feel-good vibes tonight. Plus the fact that I havent seen my stick friend in a long time and it just made it that much better ^__^
Im so exhasusted and tired but tonight was worth it.
Good night to all
¢¨ú | mid
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Monday, February 25, 2008
Get Myself Into It
"Gonna get myself into it
gonna get myself into
why not help me do it?"
I was supposed to actually have a life this weekend, I made plans and everything.
Why must people break rules and ruin other people's nights? It's not fair.
I was expecting to NOT be sitting at my computer on FaceBook all weekend.
What a drag.
What a disappointment.
¢¨ú Mid
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
Lua
As hard as I try, I just cant seem to grasp this thing called "mind reading"
It just doesnt work.
As hard as I try, I just cant seem to read your thoughts.
I just wanna know.
What exactly are you thinking about?
Is it me?
Or her?
Your face resembles an old man, thinking hard into the sky.
Not even the pigeons can read his mind when his eyes point to the blues up ahead.
Can you tell me how to leave and not look back?
I forgot how.
This is a test.
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
Celebration Guns
Wow, I havent been on in so long, I completely forgot Otaku even existed ...
I hope you all have been doing well, and dont worry I'll be sure to be commenting soon.
Hsve a good one =)
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Monday, October 1, 2007
I am at school, yay??? yeah ummm... no. I probably should be working on my foods project but meh, whateve.
i have decided i am going to find me a nice white boy. i know it is mean but i do not date asians. i am asian but i do not date them. i hate how most of the asiains i know are all "i only date asian boys" that makes me mad, so you know what? i only date white boys. but according to my friend, white boys have a tendency to cheat unlike asian boys. is this true?
hmmmm....i wonder....
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Friday, September 21, 2007
I've done it. I think i lost someone i really love. i admit, i've done some pretty shitty things. she knows it, she knows it really well and i think she just decided to give up on me.
i don't think she loves me anymore.
i should have told her, if i did she'd still love me. but i didn't. i didn't trust her enough. i was scared, so very very scared.
i didn't think she'd understand. i thought less of her, i thought she was still the someone old soemone who wouldn't understand. i was wrong. the only thing she understands now is that i've changed. she believes it to be for the worst. but i'm still here, really i am. please, won't you please believe me?
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
I am the boring library right now when i sould probabaly be in school.
I actually have a doctor's appointment so it doesn't really matter. I am a little scared.
during the summer i had no social life and kinda became a workaholic to busy myslef of the worries i've been having for the past year.
during the beginning of august i completely stopped eating.
i've lost 10 pounds.
than a week later i fainted in the mall bathroom. an old lady found me on the floor and woke me up but than i fainted again. i than woke up and fainted for the 3rd time knocking the old lady down.
it was terrible, i thought for sure that this had to be a dream.
someother people came in and they hepled me get to the clinic. while the doctor was making sure everything was fine he said he thinks something is wrong with my heart.
so now i must go to this heart examination to make sure everything is okay.
i'm still pretty stressed. i wanna talk to her, so badly. i don't even think we're friends anymore. i'm not sure.
at least i have amanda.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Holy mother f***ker
Man....I haven't been on myO for a while now....again.
T-T
Sorry Magnus I keep popping up and then leaving again. Hope I didn't disappoint you.
First day back was soooooo amazing. I thought school would suck for sure but now frankers and sandrina as well as anna are there and they totally make my day.
Lunch was fantastic! I didn't eat anything but I was so hyper and happy! I just danced everywhere I went! Of course my friend Joel and Joshiiie(aka amanda, whom I LOVE to pieces. She is my little secret<3) joined me in my dancing spree!
Tra lala lala lala!!!
But....(there is always a BUT) my foods class came and it sucked balls. People who love to make fun of me are in that class. I hate them. I hate them with a fiery passion. I hope they die. I didn't do anything. Just did my work. Stood up for myself when they tried to copy it. Now they're all like "let's make fun of Helen because she's weird and is white wash". I hope they're deaths are painful. Very painful.
So than I thought, "oh man my next class is gonna suck just as much" (which was bio by the way) but...it didn't! I am soooo happy because the guy I have been crushing on is in my class!!!!! :D Oh happy day.
Much to say but afriad this post is already long enough, so sayanora amigos.
Much Love;
the grape fruit harraser <3
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
Just Around the River Bend...
Bleh I am bored.
Oh so hey I just got my nose pierced a week ago.
I haven't been on myO for so LONG.
This is crazy.
I wonder...
Did anyone notice I was gone?
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