Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I am the boring library right now when i sould probabaly be in school.
I actually have a doctor's appointment so it doesn't really matter. I am a little scared.

during the summer i had no social life and kinda became a workaholic to busy myslef of the worries i've been having for the past year.
during the beginning of august i completely stopped eating.
i've lost 10 pounds.
than a week later i fainted in the mall bathroom. an old lady found me on the floor and woke me up but than i fainted again. i than woke up and fainted for the 3rd time knocking the old lady down.
it was terrible, i thought for sure that this had to be a dream.
someother people came in and they hepled me get to the clinic. while the doctor was making sure everything was fine he said he thinks something is wrong with my heart.
so now i must go to this heart examination to make sure everything is okay.

i'm still pretty stressed. i wanna talk to her, so badly. i don't even think we're friends anymore. i'm not sure.
at least i have amanda.

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