Tuesday, October 18, 2005

You know what I just noticed? I haven't posted in forebbuh. 6 days! And I didn't even notice. Guh. Well, things seem to be getting hectic lately, it might explain why I haven't posted. Kitty's mom's in withdrawal-- from all the drugs she was on to ease the pain and depression from her surgery. Yeah, well, right before lunch today, Kitty tells me she's going home for an unknown-at-the-time reason. Her mom was having trouble at home. Later, her mom was writing something down... "To let out some feelings," she said. Then she fell asleep. Well. It was a suicide note. Mmyep. She was trying to O.D. on something, but thank god she didn't. Kitty's dad is a policeman-- there were 4 police there tonight, interrogating her. She's lucky her mom didn't go to a mental institution (again). Yes, well, add that to a few other things, some personal, some, well, not-so personal. So I'm posting for the first time in six days, to give you all depressing news, at 9:30 at night. Heh, I doubt anyone's going to read this, but since there's going to be a lot more time between my posts, you'll have a while to comment, or not comment... whatever. G'night, folks. ~D.C.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Yesterday, we were drawing landscapes. Someone had to draw a picture that was brightly sunny on one side, then under the shadow of a mountain on the other. Her: "Aww... I feel bad for the people in the dark... I mean, there's no sun over there!" Me: "Just because there's no sun over there, doesn't mean they don't have sun in their hearts!" (+Uber queer voice and cheesy hand movements <3) Haha. Even though it was made up on the spot, that is so my new quote. ~D.C.

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Monday, October 10, 2005

I'm happy. I don't really know why, but suddenly, I realized I'm just really happy. This year is so much better than last year, or any of the years before that, I couldn't say specifically why, but it just is. Anyway. I seem to have this thing with not finishing my drawings. I'll start it, get to a point where I don't really like it (but know once I finish I'll like it a little more), and stop. >_< I'm gonna start forcing myself to finish, it won't look as good, but at least it'll be done! On another note. Full Metal Alchemist fans? Or Harry Potter. Which is it? x3 ~D.C.

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

SilentKnight: a submarine could crash into your house tommorow and level the building. you'd be squished! TickTockImaKlock: o.o;; TickTockImaKlock: Don't jynx me!!!! SilentKnight: *jynxes* TickTockImaKlock: NOOOOOO! SilentKnight: :o TickTockImaKlock: You're not invited to my funeral. SilentKnight: you'll be dead. I'LL COME ANYWAY! BWAHAHAHA TickTockImaKlock: Will not. TickTockImaKlock: I'll have my army of skeleton friends and pink prancing ponies guard the doors. TickTockImaKlock: That way, all the video-game geeks will be too scared of the ponies to go see the skeletons TickTockImaKlock: And the little girls will be terrified of the skeletons to see the ponies. TickTockImaKlock: Or vice-versa, whatever. SilentKnight: my god SilentKnight: that's brilliant! x3 Yush. A conversation at 2:30 AM-- Sometimes I think that I might think better half-asleep. Seriously. ~D.C.

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Friday, October 7, 2005

Just got back from Rusty's-- Dead tired. Even though we did nothing except watch movies, I have been up since 4:30 this morning. =_= Meh. And I have to get up before the usual 2 PM tomorrow! To watch another movie. xP -Yawn- It's funny, I think I did less than 1/4 of the homework in English, got about 70-80% on all the tests/quizzes, and still have a B. And yet someone that did all their work got a C-. I think that teacher likes me a little too much... @_@ I should probably sleep soon. Eh, I'll get there eventually. ~D.C.

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

In 2-D, Mr. Dude was picking artists for us to research a little. I got Van Gogh! x3 I get to research a crazy dude that ate paint! Haha! Then I get to draw a landscape in his style. What style was Van Gogh's? o.o? ~D.C.

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Jeebus... My last period always gives me a ferkin' headache... Prolly because it's so boring. But after I finished with my locker, I stood up and hit my head on the open locker above me. WITH A HEADACHE. Gauh. Whining, complaining, and crying- ~D.C.

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Monday, October 3, 2005

Gawd... Taking a shower, I noticed how many bruises, cuts, and sores I have, most (if not all) of them I didn't have Saturday morning... You may be asking, "Where did you get them?", "How bad are they?", maybe even "Who would do such a horrible thing to you?!", but frankly, I don't know. -Laughs- ...Ow. Oh, and I posted another doodle. I thought it was kind-of funny... Don't ask me why. -Shrugs-

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

I got to spend the last two days watching gay guys make out, sleeping every other two ours, and cuddling with my bestest friends. And yet, you people ask if I had fun this weekend... ... Pfft...

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Friday, September 30, 2005

Thursday- She CUT. She FUCKING CUT. WEEKS after she promised me she wouldn't, she does. I'm talking about Kitty. My suicidal, uber-depressed best friend. She was wearing a sweater, and I told her to roll up her sleeves-- Razor scars ALL THE WAY over her forearms. I mean, there must have been 40 of them. I had to keep my self from crying at least 3 times yesterday... Plus, I had to tell her that I'm not going to Homecoming with her. I SERIOUSLY did NOT want to go. I have no idea why, but something in me just REFUSED to go. And it wasn't because of Sere's party-- If she was alone, I would have told her I couldn't come and go with Kitty-- I just really... didn't want to. So she's even MORE depressed. THEN I was supposed to go home and call her. She gets home around half an hour after she does, and I was gonna go with her to get her dress for Homecoming. I had a horrible headache, and layed down for 5 minutes, and fell asleep. Didn't wake up till 7. >.> So she's even more depressed. And the first day she's at school since Tuesday last week! Yesterday sucked ASS. I wasn't allowed online, by the way. That's why I'm posting this now. I got to see Sam yesterday! ^^ I got his SN. One good thing, amongst how many bad? Today. It wasn't so bad. I was really worried until 2nd period... Carissa told me that Kitty's dad and mom found out about her cutting... And I didn't see her that morning, or in the cafeteria during the pep rally... Turns out she went to the pep rally, and came to school late. Didn't stop me from being worried, though. PE, I got to hang out with Liz, we just sat in the corner cuddling with two other friends. ^-^ Last period, the guy that dumped pixie dust(from pixie sticks.) down the back of my shirt, and paper and crap. Yeah, well, he asked me out. I don't know if I made the right decision saying yes, but based on the other happenings of this week, I'm betting not. I don't feel horrible about it now, so it's okay. Yeah, I doodled some more, but seeing as I don't have the motivation to get my ass out of this chair, it won't be up for at least a couple days. G'night folks. ~D.C.

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