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Friday, September 30, 2005

Thursday- She CUT. She FUCKING CUT.
WEEKS after she promised me she wouldn't, she does. I'm talking about Kitty. My suicidal, uber-depressed best friend. She was wearing a sweater, and I told her to roll up her sleeves-- Razor scars ALL THE WAY over her forearms. I mean, there must have been 40 of them. I had to keep my self from crying at least 3 times yesterday...

Plus, I had to tell her that I'm not going to Homecoming with her. I SERIOUSLY did NOT want to go. I have no idea why, but something in me just REFUSED to go. And it wasn't because of Sere's party-- If she was alone, I would have told her I couldn't come and go with Kitty-- I just really... didn't want to. So she's even MORE depressed.
THEN I was supposed to go home and call her. She gets home around half an hour after she does, and I was gonna go with her to get her dress for Homecoming. I had a horrible headache, and layed down for 5 minutes, and fell asleep. Didn't wake up till 7. >.> So she's even more depressed.
And the first day she's at school since Tuesday last week! Yesterday sucked ASS.

I wasn't allowed online, by the way. That's why I'm posting this now. I got to see Sam yesterday! ^^ I got his SN. One good thing, amongst how many bad?



Today.
It wasn't so bad. I was really worried until 2nd period... Carissa told me that Kitty's dad and mom found out about her cutting... And I didn't see her that morning, or in the cafeteria during the pep rally...
Turns out she went to the pep rally, and came to school late. Didn't stop me from being worried, though.
PE, I got to hang out with Liz, we just sat in the corner cuddling with two other friends. ^-^
Last period, the guy that dumped pixie dust(from pixie sticks.) down the back of my shirt, and paper and crap. Yeah, well, he asked me out. I don't know if I made the right decision saying yes, but based on the other happenings of this week, I'm betting not. I don't feel horrible about it now, so it's okay.



Yeah, I doodled some more, but seeing as I don't have the motivation to get my ass out of this chair, it won't be up for at least a couple days.

G'night folks.
~D.C.

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