Monday, April 23, 2007

hello everyone!! ^^

well today i had a good day :) i am finally catching up on all my work!!! ^^ I'm kind of hyper so i'll post a poem i wrote for my English project hope you like it ^^ misused love is only a misused word meant to deceive young hearts people have abused and twisted love until its true meaning is lost somewhere deep in our hearts love is used over and over love will never die love is always beautiful and easy to understand unimaginable stories where tragedies end lives but love still exists a never ending love a life where love is something that happens over night love has been used so much that its meaning isn't so deep anymore love is exaggerated feelings and love is the past that haunts our hearts as the word love echoes in our memories... "i have been misused..." take care <3 ~kitty

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

hey

sorry i wasn't able to get on for a couple days had a lot of work that i was behind on and then lost internet Friday and got it back yesterday but i got hurt so i didn't comment on a lot of sites i'm still in pain so i might not get to everybodys.. sorry :( love you all & have a great day ~kitty

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hey all

sorry i wasnt on yesterday i once again didnt have school tuesday cause my school didnt have power still so i went around with my dad almost all day and took a nap today they finally got it fixed so we had to go =( i had too much work to finish my poem so ill probably finish tonight or tomm :) ooh and i played this karaoke thing with my new mom and i got a 96 on the my immortal song lol and i finished one of my books ^^ well im really hyper today so im going to go for a walk and watch a movie probably interview with a vampire cause its a good movie :) i hope you all had a great day! love ya ~kitty

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

Good morning everyone!

I'm thinking about putting a picture from the wedding on here but i dunno if anyone wants to see so if you do just let me know :P anyways I'll post one of the poems i wrote while i was gone which my friends slapped me for :P love you guys! take care :) ~Kitty My pain <3 tears are forming behind my eyes my cheeks are burning as i cry cutting myself wishing i would die your love is what i missed but now i'm in love with my pain don't try to take it away from me my pain sets me free free from my memories of you the blood dripping from my wrists brings me sweet bliss as i taste the painful kiss of a knife sliding across my lips blood staining the grips of knifes used to forget the words you said you should have saved me long ago before i fell in love with my pain cause now it's far too late my life is now tied to pain bleeding, hurting, crying is now my fate gashes are forming on my wrists scars being reopened for a moment lost in bliss the pain is fading, i can't feel it anymore... but i can't help thinking it's you who i really miss now that my sense of pain has gone numb and i'm alone again... wishing for the cool sweet embrace of death... or maybe just for three simple words... three words that cut deeper than any knife words i have been wanting to hear from you all my life... words that make my heart cry tears of blood as i long to hear you whisper... i love you...

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

hi everyone

sorry i haven't been on to comment on your sites or post poems but i should be now cause the drama is basically over now...(i hope!) if anyone wants to know more then they can message me about it anyways happy late New Year's, Valentines, St.Patric's day, and Easter! also happy late any birthdays i missed! i'll go comment on sites now :) love you all!, ~kitty

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

hey everybody i finally finished most of my Christmas shopping mostly cause we ordered it online but anyway i hope you all are doing well ^^ i wont be able to come on at all tomorrow so i hope you all have a great Christmas! I'll try to have a poem done as soon as i can but I've been really busy! love you all! ~take care & best of wishes~ have a wonderful Christmas eve! *~kitty~*

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

im so sorry

I'm so sorry I haven't been on in a long time I've been really busy with everything going on and all T_T i missed you guys and I'm so glad tomorrow is finally Christmas break!!! I wish you all a merry Christmas and I'm going to go check your sites now!!! ^^ (poem i wrote yesterday) all that you have mascara runs down your face you have no concept of day or time as your life fades into endless pain you kiss yourself goodbye you wont let him walk on you and every time he holds you close what are you thinking? why do you even try to push him away hes tearing you apart piece by piece what are you thinking why wont you just change? before he breaks your heart he keeps leaving you alone in entire darkness and as the tears flood your cheeks he kisses your forehead tell me what are you thinking? and you're starting to feel dizzy in all your hopelessness and why wont you just accept him as he is? its not like hes asking much just for you to give your life to him... the pain is so deep even when you sleep he drinks the life from you but yet you still fight will you be alright? cause this life is all that you've got he says he wont hurt you but can you believe him cause hes all that you've got and what are you thinking running away again? he will always catch you and I'm telling you hes all you have and you're screaming again hes leaving you alone in your pain so who should you trust when hes all that you have don't say that he didn't warn you to let him have it his way i know you're confused your heart is being bruised he makes you feel weak and unable to speak so tell me what are you thinking and who are you to refuse?

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

Bittersweet revenge

running down the dark corridor she wept tired of living in this nightmare why wont you save her? blood is dripping from the walls or is it all in her head? perhaps she would have been better off dead she collapsed to the floor remembering his face she burried her head in her arms and closed her eyes wishing to wake up and escape from this place you watched her as she cried to herself consumed in a state of fears you lifted her to her feet and held her tightly wiping away her tears she screamed and covered her ears not wanting to hear the voices in her head told her you were dead in your arms she killed herself to escape the pain not even noticing that you were there sorry i didnt post this yesterday i had track and then lots of hw! anyway today was kind of a mix of good/bad i hurt my knees in pe which is a funny story would have been great for afhm if you all want to kno ill post it later ^^ but anyway i hope everyone is happy! take care!!! ~Kitty

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Hey!

i hope everyone had an awesome thanksgiving/break! i really missed you all! i spent the break with my brother cause he came to visit from college =) im working on a poem and its almost done my friend had me do his project which is a poem for him so i didnt get to finish mine but owell ^^ i hope everyone had/has a great day! ~take care~ kitty~*~

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Good Afternoon!

i finaly finished the poem! but anyway i missed track practice friday cause i got hurt on friday but owell and yesterday i went shopping so yay ^^ only bad thing is i found these really cute gloves that had roses and a skull and my dad started calling me emo again T_T i wish he wouldnt cause i dont like ppl labling eachother *sighs* but anyway i hope everybody has a wonderfulsome day ^^ Hallucinations of the heart She ran through the newly fallen snow the cold stinging her bare feet as tears ran from her eyes mascara was running down her roasy cheeks as her body gave in She fell in the snow tears glistening as the fell on the icey earth as she lay in the snow her breathing slowed her cries could barely be heard over the harsh winter wind but then again who would be listening? Pure white snowflakes fell upon her almost lifeless body why had he done this to her? her heart could no longer handle the pain her eyes had no more tears to cry Her heart stopped beating for a moment and her eyes fell shut as she slept the snow burried her in the night for her heart was broken and couldnt beat right and she couldnt breath without him beside her As she dreamed he aproached her body lying in the cold snow he knelt down beside her tears glistening on her cheeks he kissed her lips and held her in his arms so tight as if to say everything was alright and he carried her off into the night

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