Tuesday, November 14, 2006

today!

wow today was really tiring i had time to barely start a poem but its not done T_T i had so much to do today!! i made up the whole first part of our drill team routine tho im so happy!! ^^ and i made the track team to so i have practice everyday until 530! my blonde moment today: when we were running i saw this soccer ball in a lot of briars and i was like ooohhhh wait i wanna kick it ^^ and i kicked it and cut my leg and said owww briars hurt so sad but anyway everyone i hope you have/had an awesome day!! ^^ ttfn!! ~kitty

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Hey everybody

i didn't have time to write a poem today had so much to do! My ferrets sick again tho to i hopr everyone had a good day im going to get to your sites cause i dont really have much to say ^^ ill try and write a poem before tomm. they seem to take me longer now i dunno why i hope thats not a bad thing but anyway take care ^^ ttfn! ~kitty

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Good Morning everyone!!!,

i'm really sorry that im haven't been coming on! i've been really busy and being busy is stressful so i'm going to stop being busy!!! (for example i passed out last wednesday during rotc...T_T) i've really missed you all ^^ i want to get to your sites so heres a poem i wrote on thursday! ^^ Loveless Heart Words are lost within your heart on the verge of being spoken before they are forgotten again and your heart can't comprehend the pain Your dreams are shattered before your eyes slaughtered in the night by the remnants of broken promises the pieces blown across the world echoing your lies throughout the night they carry me away in a blanket of blood forgotten within your loveless heart Our love is a resounding scream in your ears Pierced with the memories of my face and my tears as you lie in a flooded hope wishing to forget what your heart has already forgotten You wonder why the night wont yet come to an end and the stars in the sky fall like rain your loveless heart holds a permanent stain you can not erase what you have done it will remain with you for you have sinned As life faded into emptiness on you and the love that once existed was consumed as i was murdered you wish constantly for me to live again to stand by you without any fears like it use to be before all the tears But you cant forget what your heart has forgotten my smile constantly haunts your dreams reminding you that it was you who murdered me and i, i still love you so forget me already

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

good evening!

hey everyone, im sorry i havent been on in so long! i'll try and post as much as i used to and get to your sites again i hope i didnt make you all mad at me for not coming on in a long time =( i had a lot going on so im sorry take care! ~kitty ~Slipping~ *im slipping away as my life caves in leaving me in darkness once again and now i dont where to begin loss of breath, lack of love, then my heart explodes and i cant sleep at night as the nightmarish whispers continue in my head im the one to blame for all these wounds that left my heart in pieces and it makes no sense that i should cry when it was me who watched our love die as all that we knew crumbles into a sort of emptiness were slowly slipping away and now neither of us know what to do so as time rolls by and life pursues its endless course with no remorse for the ones who fall along the way into a path of endless shadows where dreams shatter and memories dont matter... as i watch the path before me all signs of life fade beneath my feet and memories of my life return to me... the choices i made the places i faultered causing the path of my life to be altered i wish i knew then the roads i chose were causing us to drift away from eachother suffocating the life from our hearts until we slipped away cursed to walk in the shadows of the world until we meet again...*

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

one wish

i watch as the days all fade by me and you still remain by my side but these tears i have to hide cause i dont want to worry you if i had one wish i would take back all the pain i've caused i would cry all those tears for you and me and i'd never hide my tears from you and if i had one wish i'd hold onto you forever and i'd cry knowing it would be all right you'd be here and not just in my dreams at night if i had one wish,i know i could the days go on and the nights seem long i know in the past i've been the only one wrong i wish i could erase the things that i've said and if i had one wish, i know i could but you've stayed by me after all that i've done and i've been letting the pain consume me until its all i can think of and now i know i'm watching all my chances die as i cry the same tears and i know that you really do understand my fears and i hate myself but i let myself live for you i'm drowning in the tears of the past cause i cant let go of the pain i've cause to you time goes by way to fast and storms come and go but you still stay with me im sorry for all the days i've made you sad and if i had one wish i'd wish your tears away and i'd turn back time so you'd always stay maybe then the days wouldnt melt into the starless nights but wishes are only for dreams and dreams only come at night when the stars shine bright so it seems that i'll have to keep on wishing in my dreams and maybe one day i'll get it right but until then i hope you can still love me even though i make mistakes (hey everyone sorry its been a long time i've been really busy and kind of sad with my brother gone now but yeah i'm back and missed you all ^^ this is probably my last post until fridayish so i'll comment on all your sites everyone take care! oh and i added this video cause my brother and bf said it reminded them of me.... lol) ~kitty

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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Crazy Dreams

i can taste the dreams i once wished were true i must be crazy to feel this way but im so happy now with you here by me and i know, i know you wont watch me fall i keep dreaming you wont leave me cause im hoping you need me i'll give everything to stay here with you and i must be crazy cause i cant stand it when you're gone i havent said this for far to long i know that im almost always wrong but i want you to stay and i pray that you'll never let me go and i know its you i am thinking of when i cry at night the stars are always so bright but the sky is dark and my heart feels empty i feel so lonley without you and i must be crazy but i just want to love you and i know you wont let me fall you know who i really am and you still love me to think that i met you and all my dreams came true so know that i need you so why why cant i be with you forever? i know you wont wait for me anymore but please just wait a little more i see your face when i dream and i must be crazy since i cry for you everyday but without you where would i go and who would know i wish i could say these words to you cause i know you wont let me fall i can taste the dreams i once wished were true i must be crazy to feel this way but im so happy now with you here by me and i know, i know you wont watch me fall sorry i havent posted in so long i've been really busy with my brother leaving for college soon and all well i've been working on this poem for like forever so i hope its good~ ^^ how is everyone? wish you the best! ~kitty

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Tiger Eye (chapter one...)

"Azurah Mitan Luraz!," my mom yelled. She always goes down to the basement when I go to bed and yells things like that, but I pretend not to hear. I'm not allowed in the basement its one of her many weird rules, but what can i say. I should probably start out by introducing myself. My name is Amythist, but everyone just calls me Ammy. I'm fifteen years old today and 5 foot. My hair is long and a golden blond color. My eyes are blue like my moms only with a purple tint to them. I've never gone to a normal school because I've always had these "accidents," so my mom sends me to a private catholic school. Every morning my mom makes sure I'm wearing the moon shaped amythist neclace she gave me. My father he hasn't been home since i was five so it's just my mom, me, and Spiro, my orange kitten i got three weeks ago. "Bye, mom!" i yelled, as i was walking out of our gate for another "normal" day at school. "Hey Tami," I said as i walked into the church for school. We always have to clean the church for two hours before beggining our lessons it's suppose to clear our minds. Tami is my best friend she is 17, 5 foot 8, and has long curly black hair with bright green eyes. When I was cleaning I heard a voice coming from the basement of the church. The voice was warm and it felt like someone was calling me... So I slowly walked down the darkened halways mesmerized by the voice. I gently placed my feet on the ice cold stairs. As I reached the bottom the door closed creaking as it did so and then locked. I bit my lip no way of going back now I thought, but that's okay I'm not afraid of the dark... I walked in farther shivering from the cold. I whispered almost as if I couldn't speak any louder, "hello?" "Hello," a deep male sounding voice said. "Uhm...who are you?" I asked. "The real question ,Ammy, is who are you?" he said walking closer until i could feel his breath on my neck... The room was an oven compared to his breath. It felt like my whole body froze instantly...was I afraid? "WHY ARE YOU SO WEAK!" he yelled shoving me roughly into a wall. "GET UP!" he screamed in my face as i sunk to the floor crying. "ENOUGH!, I'll take it from here...," said a younger male in an overpowering kind of voice. He backed away from me and vanished into the dark. For some reason I relaxed with the other guy gone... but why were they here? "I'm Suka, but everyone just calls me Shadow so you can call me that as well if you like," he said acting as if nothing had happened... ("get away, don't let him get closer...,run,stay away from the darkness...") the voice in my head said. I slid away from him until my back hit a wall. I was still crying... "Are you scared?" he asked sounding slightly amused. "What do you want from me?" I whimpered as I shakily tried to stand up using the wall. The last thing I remember was his breath it was... it wasn't warm or cold... I just felt empty as I collapsed to the floor unconcious. (this is chapter one of one of my stories i just decided to post it in the mean time since i havent been able to finish my poem yet so tell me if its any good =) well everyone take care and have a wonderful day =) ~kitty)

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

SORRY!

Are you a Nice Person?? (Girl anime pics) Wow...you are SO nice! You're the kind of person who bakes cakes and sends get-well cards to people you hardly know...(or if you can't cook that well, you at least send tons of flowers or something...) In fact, you might even be just a little bit TOO nice...it's wonderful to always put others before yourself, but don't forget to be nice to YOU too...:) Take this quiz! Quizilla Join Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code (im sorry everyone im working on a poem but its hard cause im writing 5 stories still and its confusing lol but i've got a poem almost finished ^^ well everyone have a wonderful day! ~kitty)

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

story link

hey everyone some of you wanted to read my story i have most of the chapters from the first book on quizilla if you use this link it will let you read my story http://quizilla.com/users/MidnightKittyHugs/quizzes/ i'll try to have a poem up by tommorrow but i've been busy so i havent really had time lol ok well thats about it ^^ everyone take care and have a wonderful day! ill visit sites to!

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

before the end

i shiver in the darkness blindy walking off a cliff hoping you'll catch me before the end of this i keep dreaming you'll come back to me but how can that be if you dont see see me falling from the dark clouded sky constantly blinded by these memories of you i wish you were here again so i had something to hold on to but ill hide this pain until you return i wish you didnt walk away i should have tried to stop you but i just stood silent but inside i was screaming histarically but that wasnt enough to make you stay i reached out for you but you werent there as i fell to the ground i've been chasing after dreams for to long im running from things that i dont even know and now im completly lost i watched you walk away when i finally had the strength to say i love you i should have told you so much sooner before you started to walk away it was until then i acted distant and then suddenly started begging you to stay im fading into the days without you by my side i was always the one crying when i know you were hurting to there is nothing but loneliness now and i know i cant make it without you cause im afraid i pushed you to far and now im wishing upon a star now i dont know where to go cause im still waiting for you to take me away from this emtiness i feel inside i shiver in the darkness blindy walking off a cliff hoping you'll catch me before the end of this and this time i hope you'll stay at least for awile before you walk away (hi everyone! i wrote this this morning instead so sorry its not that good i forgot what i was gonna say lol so everyone have a great day ^^ ~kitty)

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