Friday, May 5, 2006

The Forgotten

A time when love was but a misused word a time when she was heard before her hopes were shattered beyond repair lost in the despair lost in the despair of The Forgotten A person who cared who shared her heart with him a heart so kind and pure tainted by the foolishness of love the heart of a young girl broken by a misused word now has joined The Forgotten a time when she was unsure of herself and wished only to be known but now she is only dust in the wind of a boys blindness she was broken like so many others before her they become lost...lost in The Forgotten i wrote this for my friend it kinda stinks

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

this is chapter 8 of the story i've been writing its called the sidewalk

Chapter 8: Two Graves I turned around and she said,"Emmy is that you?" "Mom,"i said looking confused i backed away slowly but J. stopped me. "Emmy, your alive?" my mother said. "yeah why wouldnt i be your the one who left me" i said. "Emmy, someone stole my car i didnt leave you..." she said and she looked like she was going to cry. "then why didn't you look for me," i said getting upset and thinking this is so pointless. "I thought you were dead Emmy,"she said. "whatever," a said and wished she'd just dissappear. "Emmy please come home with me," she begged. "NO!," I have a new home and besides your always taking drugs anyway so why should you care!," i yelled. "Emmy i stopped i promise,"she said calmly ignoring the fact i was mad. "No STOP YOU ALWAYS LIE I HATE YOU!!!," i screamed. "Emmy please ill do anything...," she still begged. J. spoke for the first time in awile he said,"You could move into the house next door." My mom said ok and promised she'd meet him here in the morning so he could show her how to get there. She walked away but before she was gone she said, "Emmy always remember i love you." I was crying on the way back to J.s' house and my home to i guess. I went to bed right when we got there cause i didnt feel like talking about what happened. The next morning J. left to get my mom. I paced on the porch cause i didnt know what else to do. It was late when he got back and my mom wasnt with him. Figures i thought she always lies. Only i noticed when he got closer he looked sad and worried. "Emmy im sorry," he said. "what happened?" i asked. "Emmy im so sorry," he said again and hugged me. "Why J. whats wrong?," i said confused. "Emmy shes dead," he said and kept hugging me. I remember crying and the blackness but i don't know what happened... i dont wanna know... its a dream... I woke up not knowing where i was. "Emmy are you ok?" Sam asked me. I didnt say anything. J. took my wrist and pulled my outside down to the woods. He pulled me through the woods and ignored that i was was tripping and falling. He stopped infront of two graves. "Emmy this is my mom and sister they were killed by drunk drivers to,"he said. I didnt say anything. He pulled me off the ground and hugged me even thought i cried cause he hurt me. He said, "Emmy i love you please dont stop talking again your not alone. I hugged him back and cried. My mind was saying she can't be dead. Is she with my father. My father? Who was he...? "Emmy?" he said and shook me,"Emmy, stop crying you'll pass out. I stopped crying and looked into his eyes,"promise you'll never leave me?" i said. "I promise," he said and we hugged infront of the two graves. He whispered, "smile for me again Emmy."

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What Quote Are You? (Anime Pictures, Interesting Results) Many Quotes on Each Result Heartbreak Quotes"I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show" "The easy part is hating you, the hard part is admitting i will love you forever." "At this point in time, I'm okay with me and you and what I've become, but I'm counting the days and nights until i can hear a love song without wanting to cry." "Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they will never love you back" "Is it wrong for me not to want to fall asleep because I'm afriad that i will dream of him?""I picked up the phone but all i heard was the dial tone...i really heard it ring this time." "I fell for you, but you didnt catch. Now im lying on this cold hard floor and I dont know what to do..." Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

What Emotion Are You? (8 Results, Detailed Results, Anime Pictures) Hurt So...you have been hurt and are now in a world of fake smiles, and many tears. You want to wake up one day and notice that everything is better. Or you just never want to wake up at all. You know what? Please dry your eyes and lift your head up. Sometimes you just need someone to tell you that you will be okay in the future. And i am going to tell you that. ::hugs:: Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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like the song

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Your Personality Type: Guru Your emotional strength and openness make you the Guru. Your genuine kindness and sincerity endears you to all who know you. Others admire and covet your steady emotions and solid confidence. Friends and strangers alike turn to you in times of need, and you never fail to do whatever you can to help them out. You reflect thoughtfully on the issue, and don't give up until you reach some kind of insight or creative solution. You love learning and have an insatiably curious mind. You enjoy giving to and spending time with others, but you also make time for yourself. You find that time spent alone helps energize and refresh you so you can face the world at your best. You are also no stranger to self-discipline - you are extremely conscientious and reliable. Your emotional stability, way with people, and ability to give to others can help you accomplish great things.

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

BACK!!!

sorry those dsl ppl are so slow at shipping it T-T how is everybody? ^^

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

i should have internet tomm

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

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