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Monday, June 26, 2006

left behind
as im sitting in the pouring rain
i look up into the clouded sky
forgetting all the pain
for a moment in my mind
i remember the past and all the things we use to say

then i remember the words you said over and over again
The sound of your voice runs deep within my head
even when I close my eyes i hear you screaming at me
and you dont want to hear what i have to say

i think im crying but i really cant tell
i thought you said you'd catch me if i fell
even if you're not with me you hurt me still
i'm hurting so bad i just wish you would just listen

cause trapped in this memory of all the things you said
and you don’t want to hear me
all i want is to love you but all you want is for me to go away
how do you expect me to find my way

I can't hold on with you gone
dont you know im so afraid
i can't even find my way out of the rain
all i can do is sit hear thinking of what you said and im lost within the pain

you ask me whats wrong and i say nothing
if you wanna know so bad it's everything
i wasnt all fake smiles i was happy to
but you just dont get that do you?

if i hold on to this pain to long im gonna start drowning
but you wouldnt care would you
cause you just want me gone so you can move on
and you dont wanna hear me

can't we rewind make it all happen differently
can't things be like they use to be
can't you see im desperate for you to be true
why did i fall for you?

my face is stained from tears or rain
i dont really know but i guess it doesnt matter that much
my heart is bleeding from these fears always running through my mind
i was left behind
to deal with this pain on my own

and as im sitting in the pouring rain
i look up into the clouded sky
forgetting all this pain for a moment in my mind
and i wasnt left behind...

(i wrote this cause its truly how i feel right now...i wish life wasnt so complicated but sometimes i feel like im fading away k well im gonna stop complaining now cause i'm not important =) k well everyone take care i love you guys!!!)
~kitty

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