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• Kenshin, Samuraix, Chrono Crusade, FMA, Gunslinger Girl, IGPX, Chobits, Samurai Champloo, fruits basket, elfen lied, magic knights of rayearth, tenchi muyo, galaxy angels, inuyasha, naruto, lain, full metal panic, ah my goddess, ect....
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myOtaku.com: MidnightKittyHugs

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

words of loneliness

i collapsed to my knees to weak to stand
no one was there to give me a hand
as i shuddered in the cold of the falling rain
i realized just how pathetic i really am

i felt so small and meaningless looking towards the sky
i felt so weak like i was beaten before i even had the chance to try
like all i could do is sit on the wet ground wanting to die
i couldnt even cry...

i screamed at the sky to blanket me in rain
i wished that you were here to take away this pain
and for you to hold me, sheild me from this world
i'd do anything for you...

if i was only strong enough to tell you how i feel
i wish you could hold me as i cry all this pain away
but i just cant find the words to say
they all seem to vanish whenever i try to speak...

its like im broken inside and theres no where i can hide
i wish i knew who i was suppose to be
the past unfolds before my eyes and i wish i couldnt see
cause i dont want to remember what i've kept inside

i've kept this pain inside for so long that i cant let it go
my face is burning and i feel so cold
i wish i could just wish this all away
but i dont know what im suppose to say

im so tired that i cant sleep
im too weak to get out of the rain
all i can feel is this pain
a burning sensation deep within my heart

even though you werent here
somehow thinking of you helped me find the strength to stand
but my vision isnt so clear
its not as clear as my love for you

im so sorry i can never speak and i know it makes you mad
i'm sorry that i always seem to make you sad
but i love you so please dont go away
i dont want to be alone again...

cause when im without you the pain is unbearable...
and i can never find the strength to stand on my own
i know i'm probably in your way but please dont go away...
i cant be alone again....

(another poem i wrote after sitting in the rain for like an hour wishing it would start pouring but instead it stopped raining which is probably good i guess cause i would have made myself sicker but anyway i changed my theme to match the song "never again" that i put up there i decided to pick a song and a theme every week instead of just leaving it the same cause if i leave it you guys might get bored of seeing the same thing everytime you come to visit ^^ well im feeling sad but its aliright and i think im talking to much so ill hush since i keep going on and on Oo so have a wonderful day and ill go check your sites! ^^
take care everyone!
~kitty)

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