Friday, September 16, 2005

   hi all! wont be here for 2 days i think...
hi all. im in comp class again. I wont be online again till sunday i think, cause im going to my brothers wedding on saturday. i would go home today but yet i am the braids maid person so I gotta go to the braids place and spend the night and then get her ready for the big day! yay. lol not! i gotta wear my dress and stuff..I gotta go now. the teacher is being an ass hole. cya later ppl . love ya all.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   sup?
sup? I'm going to comp class in like an hour!^^ got a spare right now...well it was interesting last night thats all i can say. well hmm I feel like shit for some reason. my stomach hurts like hell. I slept in today. thank god my brother just opened my door. lol. he thought i had a spare then but i didnt and i can wake up at times to just my door being opened^^ well yeah i feel like shit..well i gotta go ppl need to go to the corner. and then to comp class then to choir/lunch and then french or english then walk yuki home maybe so i wont be home till like 6pm or later. my time...well bye.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

sup?
sup? at school right now dont got much time till class over, i got nothing to write now. I'll post again later today. like near 6pm or so. or whatever yeah the other post. i was joking and stuff its not like i do like james still or that i like jeff...lol gotta go in trouble...byeé
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Monday, September 12, 2005

   helo! when am gonna met James again?!?!?!
hey ppl? sup? I'm in comp class right now. got nothing to write really other then that I'm bored and yeah.I'm also wearing a skirt why you may ask is cause all my pants need to be washed lol. yeah I always forget to give them to my mom to wash so i gotta wear a long skirt now. lol. well hmm i got nothing else to write other then I probably wont be home till like 6:30 now cause I like walk yuki home always cause I never wanna go home. Also to know where the hell James lives. he said he wanted to see me again so yeah, I wonder what he looks like now. Yuki said that he wasnt like a hockey sports guy anymore. That he is like a drug kinda guy, I sooo wanna met him again then. I bet he is still as hot as he was before...lol jkjk! I wonder what his hair is like. lol I'm weird shut up..Well I gotta go...gotta think about trying meeting him again...lol jk jk jk. its not like i like him or anything...or do I...lol jk jk jk...I'm gonna go now...bye! do i even like him? lol jk i dont know. lol...i used to i think...lol. gotta go think and get to class now. cya.
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Friday, September 9, 2005

sup?
I'm bored and am in computer class^^ sup ya'll? I got nothing to do well i do but it doesnt work...lol i'm gonna just gonna go crazy cause i dont have any triple a battiers! hmmm...on sunday i gotta go out with my sister-in-law and her family for lunch. how fun. her mother is highly christian and what not. oh well I'll just wear stuff that she wont like. lol well i gotta go...bye..
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   yesterday was funny
yesterday was the first day of school, it was alright i guess. i went to the mall after school with yuki, it was interesting. we met up with some ppl. i got awsome stuff. oh my new nickname says some chick cant remember her name. its kinky girl cause i like handcuffs. lol oh yesterday everything was amusing me or whatever. i was laughing at anything lol. FLOWERS! i know where she lives now! i know where her house is! lol i love my black hair. and my lip right my cousin pulled on it a little. oh well i got nothign else to right now. i'll right tomorrow maybe, byebye ppl have a nice life...

"Scares are one thing that you cant get rid of." just something that i like...bye
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   sooo tired...let me sleep...plezzzzz
I'm so tired...its 12pm but i didnt get to bed till 9:15am. I passed out so that's the only reason i even went to bed...But I went for a walk at 5:35am and came home at 8:30am or so. I just pretty much sat in front of someone's house and yeah...sooo tired...I'm dying my hair right now. its gonna be black...I neeed more sleep...let me sleep people...zzzzzz...I'm trying to finish to poems that i started ut i cant finish them and yeah...i have nothing to talk about so i am just rambling on...i'm like falling asleep right now...meh...sleep...I wanna go back to sleep! I'm gonna go back to sleep when i am done this so meh no idea when i will be back online...probably around 4pm my time...or something like that..nah forget that I cant sleep now. having cold water on yuor head and yeah...still I'll try to...see you later ppl...sleep....
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

   Got nothing to write.
Hi, I really got nothing to say cause I didnt do anything today. I got a new pair of pants yesterday. I'm gonna dye my hair black soon, I'm gonna grow my hair also. I really got nothing to write but I'm probably gonna go for a walk later and end up siting in front of someones house for 2 hours or so. Well I'm gonna go now...have to get ready for something...bye
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   shitty and worried??
Sup ppl? long time no talk. How are you all? good i hope. I'm shitty right now. my arm hurts cause Rachael's friend punched me long ago like last week but the bruise or whatever hurts. I'm also shitty cause of other stuff. Well...what to type...I like hand cuffs. lol. i got"stole" a hand cuff braclet, hand cuff necklace. now i just need to get hand cuff ear-rings. and hand cuffs. Well hmm...what to type. i dont know...i just feel shitty and dont want to talk to anyone but i probably end up talking to people. whatever. this is part of my msn name..."I am not your mate. We are only mates when we have mated. And we have not mated. Therefore we can not be mates."

I got nothing to write now. I'm worried about someone...she hasnt talked to me in a while...and yeah. Well hmmm i'm gonna dye my hair black or soemthing like that. well here is seether a song.that i like...

Artist: Seether
Album: Karma and Effect
Title: Remedy


Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy

Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"


I like that song. i just listen to it...well im gonna go now. cya later...maybe...it depends on stuff....bye...
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

   Sup ppl? bored and tired.
Sup ppl? I'm here at my couin's watching my lil cousin justice^^ shes cool alittle of a brat at times but thats all. well I dont know whatr to type right now cause i didnt do anything at all today. I'm bored. lol. hmmm well i gotta go watch her now. cya later people. here is a song people. I like this song. well bye...oh yeah! I got a cam now...well its my cousin's but yeah. I'm on it now. lol. I mean the comp. waiting for anyone to get online...lol. i'm bored as hell right now. well cya...

Artist: Korn
Album: Follow The Leader (explicit)
Title: My Gift To You


There you were, my precious, not long ago.
Hidin' behind the shadows of your broken soul.

Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be this way?

Your throat i take grasp. can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. can't you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating. can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasms. can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. can't you feel the pain?

There you were, my precious, with your broken soul.
Rubbing my crotch elated, taking control.

Why is it always you fuck up something you've always had?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be so cold?

Your throat i take grasp. can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. can't you feel the pain?

Yes, i feel the pain.
Your heart stops beating. can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasm. can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. can't you feel the pain?

Here i am, just a man.
Feeling pain, gives me life.
Relieving yours is my plan.
I'd do anything, just to see through your eyes.

Just to see through your eyes. (x7)
Just to see through your...

I hate you! can't you feel the pain? (x7)
I hate you!

Your throat i take grasp. can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. can't you feel the pain?
Yes, you feel the pain.
Your heart stops beating. can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasm. can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. can't you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?

Lifeless skin. can't you feel the pain? (x4)

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