Thursday, November 9, 2006

Letter Rick wrote.
hello everyone im sorry for my past and the pain i have caused but through thick and thin you have stood by me and now it has come to the end i just want to tell you my feeling that i was to scared to tell you when i was there. here goes my whole life my family has been there for me and supported me but in return all i did was fuck up and now im gone i cant say im sorry for that but no matter what happens i will always be there watching listening guiding you through hard times make sure my offspring knows there dad and i want them to know ill always love them and i love you my family and close friendsbut im gone and what i have is yours to remember me by so stay safe dont forget me and take care of eachother well thats all i have to say so good bye untill we meet again i love you all so much luv rick xx
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   R.I.P richard michael david tito sample
July 10th 1990,- Novemeber 9th 2006 -died at 6 am
my dear friend, he died from Lung Cancer...
I'll love you forever babe!
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

So many things going on in my life
I have so many things going on in my life, It's not even funny more. I don't know what to do. I try to keep busy, to not think. But that is hard. I think no matter what I do, hopefully I can sleep...I doubt I will. I will be to awake to sleep. I also need to talk to many people about plans and stuff. why does everything have to be so hard? I mean fucking hell, The only one that seems to noticed that I'm not ok is Travis. which I thank him for just holding and hugging me. Welll there is also James, he is awesome^_^. Anyways, I must go now...I shall talk to you all later. Byebye for now. Love you all...I need to talk to whats his face....w/e bye
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

background!
my new background rooooock! love it! and it will love you!
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Happy halloween!
Happy halloween everyone! at least you can go out:( i can't anymore:(
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Monday, October 30, 2006

i be sick
i be sick. it sucks. but i getta go with Ian on halloween....just need a costume! lol oh well I threw up in my hand this morning...lol ^_^ you guys just had to know that....what oh what shall I be for halloween.


GAH Halloween is toooooooooooomorrow!
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Monday, October 16, 2006

I can't have on freaking site where no one knows about it can i?
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

blah other post. nevermind me...i'm xtazy. lol
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Friday, October 13, 2006

Does Anyone Truely Fucking Care What I Want? Does Anyone Really Fucking Care About Me? God...You know what...I'm saying fuck you all. I'm forced to do shit I dont want to do. mostly by my fucking mother and brothers...you know what. Screw you all Once I'm 18 I'm out of here and you will never ever hear from me again. Not when I have a child or anything.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Sucky Ass Poem
True love is nothing,
just as I am to you...
That is why I must Leave you.
Love is nothing
Do you even care for me?
Or am I just a Toy to you?
As you Said before
It's hard to believe in
True Love when you get hurt
So Bad, That that's All You
Think About.
True love is nothing
Just AS I am to you. Nothing
At all. That is Why All You see
Now Is my back, slowly walkng away
From you
Wishing you would tell me you Truely
Do Love Me For Me, And not using me
As a Toy.
True love is nothing to you
Then what Am I?
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