Monday, September 25, 2006

Goodbye my lover...
Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.



I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.



Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.



And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Good-bye
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

u all suck
you all suck, i dont wnna be here...fuck yas
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Monday, September 18, 2006

Never Happy
Never happy
Left to be happy
Not happy
Found where can be happy
Will never let me go
Want to be happy,
Only happy there
May think I’m stupid
But am happy there
Not wanting to be depressed
Haven’t taken pills for
Don’t need them when I’m
There, will you let me go?
Let me be happy for once?
Never played anyone
I just want to be happy
Please let me go!
I’ll be happy, I promise
Never happy anywhere
Left to be happy
Found I’m happy there
Will never let me go
Wanting to be happy
Let me be happy
Only truly happy there
With someone I truly care
About. As they care for me.
Let me be happy
Please
Never happy
Left to be happy
Not happy
Found where can be happy
Will you let me be happy?…
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

What you say
What you say and what i say are two different things, Can't you ever get that? Can't you understand that i care. But i dont care that way. Can't you understand, that I am never happy anymore...Can't anyone understand, no matter where i am anymore i'm not happy. there is nothing for me now. I don't understand why people don't get that. I am never happy. I act it...But no one cares!
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

ur gay

adopt your own virtual pet!

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

   OMG
omg i didn't fuck him! i didn't do drugs! I was just fucking tired! that's fucking all! GOD MOM, TRAVIS, WHOMEVER I DIDN'T FUCK ADAM I DDN'T DO FUCKING DRUGS! STOP FUCKING THINKING THAT! GOD I can't fucking have a male friend that i go to . without you all fucking thinking i did drugs or fucked him!
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Vie/Life Poem
Life, we all have different meanings of this word;
Life can mean many things,
Like Love, Death, Sadness, Sex, Drugs, Drinking
It can even mean more.
But the whole point of this
Is to tell you to live life the way you want to
Not by the way people tell you to
It is your life. You can mess it up, Fix it,
All you want. You will get over the pass and
Think about the future.
Sometimes, you will want to end this life.
But in the end you won't for you know that
Life is never want you want it to be.
You have to work for it.
Life...Really what is the meaning of it?
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Below post comments
Ok, to shurgo.hack I'm not talking about you. cause i havent fucked you. lol and To the other person...sorry i forgot the name. thanks ^_^ and to DistantDreamer aka Ashley. Of course i'm saying bye to everyone there. I gotta go and get my stuff there anyways. I'm gonna say goodbye to every school i went to. and all. Anyways, i've been up since...7pm yesterday and it's 8:37am...I don't know if i will sleep or not...after yesterday mornig...i dont know anymore...well whatever i'm gonna go...bye
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Monday, August 28, 2006

   I'm not moving till
I'm not moving to September 10th or 12th. I'll miss about a week and 3 days of school. And I already have a place when Alex and Travis want to move in December. It will be right under my brothers place. So that's awesome. Anyways, my sister in law might be pregnant again. Isn't that awesome? I can't wait to move, sure I'll miss everyone but it's a new start for me. I'll miss my friend's here. My lover's here. Haha. Anyways, that's all I wanted to say. I'll talk you all more later. Woah. That's a lot of writing for me. Well, I'll talk to you later. Byebye. Love you all. I will miss my lover Adam here. Haha he fucks good. Haha just joking everyone. Cya!
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I'm back now. Making Alex happy by posting...ok more later? byebye
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