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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Thinks
He thinks he understands what i'm going through... he doesn't understand! no one does. I can't get ahold of him... have i even been trying... do I want to scare him away? do I want to feel hate... what the hell have i been doing... im so lost... so confused... why the hell can't i tell them? why the hell do i have to keep it a secert till the end? what will they say... how will they take it? cutting... whats the point? all it does is harm...he doesnt understand.... he wont talk to me... why cant i get a hold of him... he will freak wont he... he's much to old to care about me... much to busy... what the hell am i going to do... he will run away and never look back... he wont care about what pain i'm going though..... why cna't he see that i lvoe him even if im with another??.... why cnt he see that i want ot be with him.... but he choise not to... so i'm wiht another...triyng ot mve on...why the hell cant i do it?.... hwy must i look into the past... look into his eyes and just fall inlove again... why the hell cnat i do anything... whats wrong with me... cutting shoud i? pain i'm going through is much to big... what the hell am i doing?... so lost... so confused.... He will run wont he
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