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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   Right now...
Right now...hmm...right now...I feel like shit. I feel so depressed. dont ask me why. I have no idea why...well I think I do but I dont really want to say it. I just need to be alone. I dont want anyone asking me questions. Like Pan always does. God! I need a drink or something! Sorry adam...I just dont seem like myself anymore...I dont know why...well I do. But I dont want to say why. Anyways...I really need a drink or something. And I know you people will say that I cant have one or whatever...but the thing is...never mind! I wont be posting for a few days...maybe longer. I dont know I just dont seem like myself anymore. Right now I want to scream, want to cry. But I cant. I wont. I want to do something again but I wont. I cant. I need to shut the hell up right now. But I cant seem to stop writing. Cant stop thinking. Cant stop hurting inside. I am like a shell, with nothing inside. Just a black hole, everything that goes in, it never comes back out. I dont deveser to be loved by anyone anymore. I dont deveser to have the friends that I have now. I dont deveser to be here anymore either. I have to many things going in my mind that tells me that I shouldnt be here anymore. I want to scream! I want to cry! I want to go somewhere else! I dont want to be here anymore. I really need to shut up! But I cant! Its like I want to say whats wrong but then at the same time I dont! I want to fucking scream! I want to cry! But I cant! There is nothng to cry about! God my stomach is hurting! God I am about to faint!God I want to cry! nothing to cry about though! God! I need a fucking drink! Damn! I need to get away! I am going! I need a drink! and I am about to scream! Cry! anything! I am going! I need a damn fucking long ass whole lotta drinks right now...
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