myOtaku.com: Mika-Seguchi

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Birthday
• 1990-06-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• someplace dark
Member Since
• 2005-02-25
Occupation
• being in the dark...
Real Name
• Fangs, Mika...real name not important.

Personal

Achievements
• still...trying to find that out...
Anime Fan Since
• ever!
Favorite Anime
• GRAVTATION, and others
Goals
• to be in darkness all my life...and not to have anyone...
Hobbies
• being shy, quiet, and in the dark...
Talents
• writing poems about dark stuff...

myOtaku.com: Mika-Seguchi

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Right now...
Right now I am still depressed. I dont know why...well I do but yeah...I dont want to say why. I think this will be my last post for a while. I have nothing to post about. no need to either. my life is shitty now. Life sucks. every one that I have loved has hurt me. I am so depressed. I dont want to be but I am. I've been lying to everyone...I mean they have been asking if I am ok. if everything is alright. I say yes even if something is. I am like a shell, whats inside of me is all black. like a hole a black hole whatever goes it never comes back out. Whatever Pain I have, I will tell no one. Right now I am in so much Pain and there is no one that understands. no one to talk to. I need to shut up before I have a break down. I dont want that. I want to keep everything inside. no more feelings, just happyness... I need a drink so bad! or a smoke! or something! I feel like shit! I want to kill myself! I dont want to be here! why am I even here?! Why cant I just go away?! Leave me alone! MY mind is telling me that I should die right now! Well after school! I want to SCREAM! I want to CRY! I want to SCREAM and CRY! But there is nothing to cry about. nothing to scream about. I hide my pain, as much as I want to scream I wont. as much as I want to cry I wont! I am going now..byebye...sad...depressed..not good...
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