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Friday, June 3, 2005

   I cant stand it! I cant take it anymore!
Everytime I start to care about someone, they dont even care about what I think or how I feel! I cant take it! I cant be friends with them anymore! I will just get hurt if I do, I'll just get hurt again! I dont want to. I should be happy. I am not leaving adam...but I am not really, I cant stand it anymore. I cant be friends with someone who doesnt care about what I think or how I feel towards them! I wont. I cant. I shouldnt...I am not going to talk to her anymore. I wont ever say her name again! I wont think about her. I will give her everything back and then I wont be friends! I cant stand it anymore! If I stay I will just get hurt like I was before...I wont...I try to care about people but they dont even care about me. I am giving up on making friends! I wont. I wont even go near my old friends now! I mean the ones now but to me they are old. I wont go near them cause she will be there.

Also I am not going to talk to my other friends. I wont go near them, I wont do anything! I promise. Greg you said I should have someone or something that will make me stop...well I have one. and I am stoping I wont do anything anymore! I promise...well I am going because I need to think...I love you Adam...I should be on the computer by 5pm or so my time^^ school is almost over and I am still on msn^^ well byebye^^ Love you people...not that one person though. I wont ever say I love you to her ever again. Good-bye. Love you Adam. see you later^^ I am happy that yuo are better.^^
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