Sunday, June 5, 2005

   why does this always happen?!
I just wish it would rain right now. I feel so down! I cant say why...I wont. its just I hate the 5th of june so much! I want it to rain! Rain makes me feel better. I wish Adam was here. To hold me. I wish someone was here to hold me. To tell that everything is alright! But I know no one is. I am always alone when I need someone the most. No one cares about me! They say they do but they never really mean it! I am so lonely right now...I need to be held but no one to hold me...

here are some songs that I like...they make me feel a little better when I hear/sing them...

Artist: Brad Paisley
Album: Mud on the Tires
Title: Whiskey Lullaby (with Alison Krauss)

(Featuring Alison Krauss)
(Bill Anderson/Jon Randall)

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

1st Chorus
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

2nd Chorus
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

Artist: Brad paisley
Album: Part II
Title: You Have That Effect On Me



Every morning the last couple of weeks
In between shaving and brushing my teeth
I'd lean on the sink and practice my lines
By now you would think they'd be memorized

But leave it to me to come all this way
Get down on one knee and forget what to say
I'm at a loss, should have known this is how it would be
'Cause you have that effect on me

I must admit I still don't understand
Why I lose my head holding your hand
There's no explanation, no simple excuse
For this intoxication I feel around you

And now truth be known since I've met you girl
I've been walkin' around in my own little world
One look in my eyes and darlin' any fool could see
That you have that effect on me

You've had your eyes on a two carat ring
I finally went out and I bought it
Right now it's at home sittin' on my TV
Would you believe I forgot it

But you can't blame me 'cause it's plain to see
That you have that effect on me
Yeah, you have that effect on me
Girl, you have that effect on me


I really need someone to hold me now. or for it to rain...why am I always down now? I'm sick and down at the same time...with me thats not good, I really want it to rain. I want to go away and never come back...I need someone to hold me now...I need it to rain...bye...
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