Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   Post? if I said I lost my best friend. I would be lying.
Why I said that there is cause I dont have a best friend. I havent had one since my real best friend left me in grade 4. I've had friends but thats it. But what this post is about is to tell everyone that...I will not fucking kiss Rachael anymore. I fucking will not call her my fucking girlfriend anymore or whatnot. I will not fucking even call her my friend. Now get this straight people! I dont care about her. All she is to me now is my brother's girlfriend. She will always be that to me. Nothing more.

Oh I'm sure I probably liked her at one point but not anymore. Oh and I wont call anyone by their fucking nicknames anymore. Its all fucking right names and shit. Dont like it then dont talk to me. Oh and Rachael. How the fuck can you ask me if I'm fucking pregent when your probably fucking my brother or what not! I aint fucking pregent! How can you say I'm acting werid when your the one who is acting all fucking werid! Your all fuckng happy then all of a sudden you get fucking depressed for a stupid fucking reason! I know I'm sounding all mean. Dont like it people, then go fuck yourselfs! I'm pissed that she fucking thought I was pregent! like who the hell am I gonna go have sex with while I'm with Adam?!

God damnit! Im so fucking pissed! I want to get my stuff back from her and give her shit back and never talk to her again unless I fucking have to! Dont tell me I'm being a bitch or whatnot! You try having your friend always ask about your fucking brother! and have your mom make you go out and fucking get your brother while they are probably fucking making out! And her friend has to sleep outside! You know what! Fuck Her! I really dont care if I'm hurting her feelings! Adam, Greg...if you dont like it how I am acting then I really dont give I fuck. I'm just speaking the truth about how I feel. And for once I'm really getting happy even if I am making people mad at me. I dont give a fuck. If I did. Hell then I could cry. Then I could say I'm sorry. But I'm not. So fuck it.

I still dont get it why she asked that fucking question...All because I'm acting weird? since when cant I fucking act this way! hell if she says that then she doesnt really know who I am. Hell if someone doesnt like the way I act then that means they dont really know me. I may act different everyday but just who I am. I'm never the same if I am then oh well. But fuck! just cause I'm acting weird all of a sudden I'm fucking pregent! I've writen to much. I'm just swearing and shit! I dont give a fuck anymore! If anyone ask me one more time if I have kissed/talked/seen Rachael anytime soon...you'll fucking wish you were never born...

later.
R.W.-Dont like me now. then good.
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