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Saturday, November 26, 2005

I wish....
To scream...to cry...to be hurt...I wish to cry my heart out...I wish to scream my lungs off...I wish to be hurt by something...Everything was a lie from the start! I write about how I felt. And all they did was lie to me!...I just want to say fuck you too all of them! I just want to say fuck you to the person! I just want to die! I dont want to talk to anyone! I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to be hurt...yet I wont scream...I wont cry...I wont be hurt...I cant cry, I have lost the ability to cry...I have forgotten what it feels like to cry...people say I am strong...yet I'm no where near strong...I act different to keep myself safe...I have had to many hurtful times in my life to be myself when people first see me...I wish I could just go and die...I dont care what anyone thinks right at this moment...people say that I shouldn't be like my brother's...yet it is hard at times, becuase I have to live with them all...To not act like them, then people think something is wrong...I dont understand people...thats why I now say...GO FUCK YOURSELF if you want me to change who I reall am...I am me, I am Raechel Maire Isabel Witt/Vermette, I am me. I am not one of those stupid dolls that you can dress up and change...I am a person who likes to write dark poems...I am a person who likes to listen to depressing music...I am a person who gets her heart broken very easly...thats why I never show how I really feel...I am afraid that I will just get hurt if I show who I really am...Only a few people know the real me...I am tired of people trying to make me change...to make me forget those who have died and those who have loved me...I will never forget them...stop trying to make me forget them...they are apart of me...I cant change who I am...I cant change how I act towards people. I cant change how I dress, stop trying to make me be something or someone that I AM NOT!!! stop trying to make me like everyone else. I like being who I am other then the part that I get hurt alot....
I AM ME! GET USED TO IT! CAUSE I AINT CHANGING FOR YOU!!!
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