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Monday, December 5, 2005

   I feared my father when i was little...and still do...
I hate my father. He knows that I cant really be around smoke cause of my asthma, yet whenever I am with him, he smokes in the car and everything. He doesnt know anything about me! And I have lived with him for 13 years of my life or so! Did you know that for most of my life I feared to be myself cause of my father. I bet anyone that in a year or 3 max, that I will probably not know my father. He doesnt even talk to his other fucking kids! When one of my half sister was going to get married, she sent him a thing and he never fucking even sent it back! I know people may say its wrong to hate your father or something like that, yet I do. He does everything that I shouldnt be near or anything. He lets me drink beer, He drives when he had a beer or 3 before. I just dont like him, to tell you the truth I fear my father, I have always feared my father. I feared him since I was a baby. He never liked noise so he would always yell to me and my brothers to shut up, He would always call us stupid, losers and stuff like that. I feared being myself because being myself would be loud and my father did not like loudness. So just to plain tell you, I feared my father and being myself...anyways thats all I wanted to say, I better go to bed and then go to work. I dont have to go to school cause the teacher's are having a meeting or something, I really dont know and dont care. All I know is that I am pretty much caught up with everything that I have to do. Well I better go. I shall talk to you later. Hope you have a nice day and night or whatever else. Byebye.
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