Friday, April 28, 2006

   I'm confused..
I'm so confused about something...yet I don't know what. Anyways, I got paid today, :) I'm happy! I can soon buy a cell phone!Anyways...I am going to bring a baby thing from school home, for Home ec class. I'm so used to baby people thingys. lol. anyways, here is a poem I wrote. I hope you like it.

Tittle-N/A

Depressed, mad
Worried,
Wondering what is going to
Happen to us.
Not sure if you care about me
Not sure if you love me still
Still love you
Willing to wait for you
Wanting to be with you
Scared of what you might say
Scared of what might happen
Not sure how to go now
Not sure what to do about anything
Depressed, mad
Worried
Wondering if I should leave
Wondering if you are going to leave me
Wondering what will happen to everyone
Not sure if you still love me.
Not sure about anything
Knowing I still love you.
Knowing I never lied
Scared of what you might say
Scared of what you might do
Scared of what I might do
Scared of what is going on.
Thinking much of what you said
Thinking much of what I said
Hopping you will stay with me
Hopping that you won’t leave and break my heart
Wondering and hopping that you still love me enough
To stay with me
Not sure if should cry or not. Wondering what the hell is going on
Loving you so much that it hurts
Loving you so much that I want to die
Loving you so much that I don’t want to hurt you
Even if I just did. Wondering would if you would ever trust me again
Sorry for what I did. Sorry for caring,. Sorry for whatever might happen
Loving you so much that I hurts me.
Loving you so much that your all I think about.
Even at work, even in school. You’re the only one that I think about
It’s hard not to think about you.
Break making me want to die. Break making me wonder if you love me
Break making me wish I never told you a thing. Love you even if it doesn’t matter

I am going to up a song that I have been writing, yet it's not finished. but yeah. I'm confused about alex..I want to know what to do!..anyways here it is the song...

Tittle-The truth

The truth



Everything is scattered
The truth is no more
Love is no more
It is all about hate

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die

Everything true is starting to fade
Fade into nothing. No a thing
Can change the wait this is going.
There are only lies in the air

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die

All because love is fading,
All because the truth is fading
Everything is fading.
Everything is scattered.

There is no hero that can
Save that is going on.
No matter how hard they try
The truth is fading into lies

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die.
We can’t do a thing


Unless we start to tell the
Truth, unless we start to love again
All is fading. Truth is dying
Everything that we loved is dying

All because we lie
There isn’t anything a hero can do
For it is all up to us
We are the ones that lie, we are the ones
That can change it back.
We must tell the truth.
For then the love, and
Everything will come back

We must tell the truth and then
We can live again

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