Monday, May 8, 2006

   poems....you can read them if you want. or not.
The truth



Everything is scattered
The truth is no more
Love is no more
It is all about hate

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die

Everything true is starting to fade
Fade into nothing. No a thing
Can change the wait this is going.
There are only lies in the air

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die

All because love is fading,
All because the truth is fading
Everything is fading.
Everything is scattered.

There is no hero that can
Save that is going on.
No matter how hard they try
The truth is fading into lies

Nothing more
Nothing less
Everything is starting to die.
We can’t do a thing


Unless we start to tell the
Truth, unless we start to love again
All is fading. Truth is dying
Everything that we loved is dying

All because we lie
There isn’t anything a hero can do
For it is all up to us
We are the ones that lie, we are the ones
That can change it back.
We must tell the truth.
For then the love, and
Everything will come back

We must tell the truth and then
We can live again

Scared


Pushed against the wall.
Scared for my life.
Trying to move away
Can’t see anything straight
Trying to break free.
Scared
Looking at what is happening
Trying not to cry
Trying to move away
Pushed again against the wall
Trying to break free
Scared for my life
Trying to move away from you.
Can’t get away.
Hurting inside and out.
Scared
Finally get away,
Start to cry from pain
To cry from being so scared.

Tittle-N/a
Depressed, mad
Worried, Wondering what is going to
Happen to us.
Not sure if you care about me
Not sure if you love me still
Still love you
Willing to wait for you
Wanting to be with you
Scared of what you might say
Scared of what might happen
Not sure how to go now
Not sure what to do about anything
Depressed, mad Worried Wondering if I should leave
Wondering if you are going to leave me
Wondering what will happen to everyone
Not sure if you still love me.
Not sure about anything
Knowing I still love you.
Knowing I never lied
Scared of what you might say
Scared of what you might do
Scared of what I might do
Scared of what is going on.
Thinking much of what you said
Thinking much of what I said
Hopping you will stay with me
Hopping that you won’t leave and break my heart
Wondering and hopping that you still love me enough
To stay with me Not sure if should cry or not. Wondering
what the hell is going on
Loving you so much that it hurts
Loving you so much that I want to die
Loving you so much that I don’t want to hurt you
Even if I just did. Wondering would
if you would ever trust me again
Sorry for what I did. Sorry for caring,.
Sorry for whatever might happen
Loving you so much that I hurts me.
Loving you so much that your all I think about.
Even at work, even in school. You’re
the only one that I think about
It’s hard not to think about you.
Break making me want to die. Break
making me wonder if you love me
Break making me wish I never told you
a thing. Love you even if it doesn’t matter

Fear


You are what I fear
What you have done to me
I fear what you may do
Trying to move away from
The fear
Trying to get away.
Trying to leave
Starting to cry,
You are what I fear
You are what I try to get away from
Why can’t you understand that I don’t want
To be near you at all.
Why can’t you understand that you are what I fear?
Why don’t you understand that I want to cry every time?
I am near you.
What would I have to do to get you to go away?
Why must you be my fear??
I’m crying so much right now
People only think this is a poem
Yet is it or isn’t it?
The Fear for you is taking over my life.


Why?


Why? That’s the only thing
I ask from you.
To know the answer.
To why you did that to me.
Why do you ever love me?
Why you don’t love me anymore?
Why I am like this?
Why I can’t stop loving you?
People think I am happy
Yet I’m not.
I can’t stop thinking about you
You are the only thing that I think about
You are the only one I love.
Why why why? Must this happen to me?
Why can’t I move on like you did?
Why must I do what I am going to do?
Why can’t I be happy?
Why am I depressed?
Why can’t I get over you?
I just want to know why
But you won’t give me that answer
You won’t talk to me again
You act as if I am nothing.
You act as if I meant nothing to you.
I act as if you’re my everything.
I can’t get over you.
I want to but I can’t.
I try to be happy, but I know I will never be
That happy.
Why must I do what I am going to do?
Why must I be like this?
Why must I lie to everyone?
Why must I love you still?
Why won’t you answer me?
I need to know the answers to these questions.

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