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Birthday
1990-06-24
Gender
Female
Location
someplace dark
Member Since
2005-02-25
Occupation
being in the dark...
Real Name
Fangs, Mika...real name not important.
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Achievements
still...trying to find that out...
Anime Fan Since
ever!
Favorite Anime
GRAVTATION, and others
Goals
to be in darkness all my life...and not to have anyone...
Hobbies
being shy, quiet, and in the dark...
Talents
writing poems about dark stuff...
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myOtaku.com: Mika-Seguchi
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
pathetic me.
that's what I am
Pathetic.
Thinks I am happy, but I'm not.
Seems like I can laugh, but I can't.
pathetic. that's what I am
Heart bleeding,
eyes crying.
Why love?
why die?
why live?
everyone wants an answer to a question.
something I can not give.
She isn't worried.
But after this she will be.
Worse, depression.
Wanting to be alone,
To be in a dark room.
To cut,
To scream,
To cry,
To cut myself,
To die alone.
She is getting worried now..
I can tell.
Why can't I tell him the truth?
Why can't I talk to him?
He seems to only care about his friends..
Does he care about me at all?
Why doesn't he do anything?
He shouldn't care about him.
He should only care about me,
I mean, whatever, you will never understand
No one does,
I should just die.
I should leave a note about why
shoudl I tell him?
should I forget him?
should i not love him?
what am I supposed to do?
pathetic...me
pathetic me, that's me...
Thinks I'm happy...but I'm not...
pathetic me.
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